Treatment Abuse, Behavior Modification, Thought Reform > World Wide Association of Specialty Programs and Schools (WWASPS)
Sexuality
SurpassingTheFlow:
Here is to bringing it back to life...
I was at SCL for a while, and I have to say that I learned to be sort of asexual and become less homophobic than I usually was. Something else that didn't help was the fact that about half of the girls seperated were either diseased or just plain nasty. So as a result of these inhumane conditions I as well as others, sex was just not there. It was a prison of many deprivations, depression reigned. I only beat it like 3x in 10 months as a result. Sad...
::crybaby::
Anonymous:
--- Quote ---On 2005-12-22 11:22:00, CCM girl 1989 wrote:
"Let me see here, being locked up from when I was 12-16, only getting out by running away from Cross Creek, had a huge effect on my sexual maturity. Since I was deprived of having nomal relationships with the opposite sex during my incarciration.......I often sought out sexual relationships with owners, therapists, and house parents. I was successful doing this, because they were into young girls. I got the attention I was looking for.
After I ran away, and was living on my own for a year in St. George Utah, I had sex with atleast 15 different men. I had a huge appetite for sex, but my brain didn't understand what it was to have a monogomous relationship, so I had a ton of sex, ended up getting pregnant (having the abortion done in Las Vegas), and thank god I had my Aunt, and Uncle save me from a horrible life. I moved back to California entered high school, and was quickly back on track. I had my first real relationship with someone of the opposite sex, which lasted for 3 1/2 years. I was lucky that I didn't get AIDS or some other type of sexually transmitted disease during my stay in Utah.
These programs are so far from what reality is, that when you enter the real world after being there, you have no idea what the hell is going on.
Parents think that by putting their children there, that it'll save them. You come out even more screwed up, and end up doing more harm to yourself then you would've had you not been put in there in the first place.
Think long and hard before making a decision that could hurt your child."
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Just because you got out and really whored it out doesn't mean that you get to balme that on the program. I was in the program from 16 to 18 and I didn't do that. I actually lost my virginity to a porgram boy after we got out. Your choices are exactly that... YOURS. WWASP wasn't there telling you to do that.
CCM girl 1989:
Well, I think it's a little different when you get in a program at the age of 16 then leave when your 18! There is no comparison between us. I was a program from 12 to 16 1/2 I had no contact with boys until I left besides the staff.
Being incarcerated during the early teenage years did effect my sexuality. And I am sorry but the fact that these fucked up schools were all girls didn't help me out, or prepare me for the real world.
Then when I ran away.....I was thrown into the world totally unprepared. I made a lot of bad choices, things I am not proud of, things I am ashamed of. But, that was over 15 years ago. In fact, when my Aunt and Uncle flew me back to California there was no more of the behaivor that I had done during that year of hell I went through in St. George. You know why, because now I had people in my life who actually cared, not paid unedjucated staff members!
When you have people who care, and who are willing to spend time with you to teach you about real life things, it makes you into a different person, a much better person.
Maybe you deserved being locked up for two years of your life, maybe you were that out of control? I don't know you, so I can't say if that was the case or not???? But, at the age of 12 I did not deserve what I got. I don't think most teenagers who end up in WWASPS deserve it.
So......whatever! I am here to share my experiences, to let people know the truth.
Anonymous:
--- Quote ---Just because you got out and really whored it out doesn't mean that you get to balme that on the program. I was in the program from 16 to 18 and I didn't do that. I actually lost my virginity to a porgram boy after we got out. Your choices are exactly that... YOURS. WWASP wasn't there telling you to do that.
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Anyone who hasn't been to a WWASP seminar wondering what it's like? Well... imagine about two dozen strangers with rage filled eyes screaming statements similar to the one above into your face until you emotionally collapse, crying like you've never cried before. Welcome to the wonderful world of WWASP! :sad:
Anonymous:
--- Quote ---Just because you got out and really whored it out doesn't mean that you get to balme that on the program. I was in the program from 16 to 18 and I didn't do that. I actually lost my virginity to a porgram boy after we got out. Your choices are exactly that... YOURS. WWASP wasn't there telling you to do that.
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I have a serious question for you. Why do you feel it necessary to approach this with such cruelty and disdain? Normal people do not interact in this way, only people from the program. I hope you learn to interact with others in a more humane fashion, otherwise expect to live a long and lonely existence.
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