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Magpie:
To the new person who found this website and wants to reunite with people, hello and Merry Christmas.  So which location were you in?  
I have reunited with a few friends and have had a blast getting to know them again.  

I am sorry about your son, but hopefully he will gain some strength from you and learn to live again.  

Merry Christmas.

echothis:
Cassandra I want to apologize.  As I read your post the second time I realized what you were saying.... then it was to late as I had already posted.   Lesson learned.

echothis:
Magpie was asking what location I was at.  It was in Fort Lauderdale not sure if that's what is called the Andrews location or not.      
Art would talk about the one they had just moved out of because it had gotten so small for them.  He told us how the old timers wrote the Seed Song.  I don't remember the story.  But I do remember he had fond memories of it.  He was like a proud papa kinda ....
and I'm not saying that with admiration.  I never admired him or anyone else there.  
This place was a white two story house.  If you were looking at the front of this house to the right was a rather large open yard.  We had our Christmas out there, singing songs all night long or until ten.  I'll never forget that night.  I had to pee really bad starting around noon that day and by the time I got home I thought I was going to die!!!!! Thru the whole 9months of going to the Seed I only went to the bathroom once while there.  I was sooooo shy I couldn't get up the courage to ask if i could go.  The one time that I did go we were having a chicks rap meeting around the side of the house and we were walking past the port a johns and I just made a bee line to it.   And I do remember people asking if they could go to the bathroom but I don't remember anyone being escorted,  especially if they weren't high risk.
Now eating was right on the same level for me.  I don't think I ever ate a bite or drank anything that was offered me... ever...   plus I couldn't afford to because then I'd have to go.......   But I wouldn't have anyways.  
We didn't have a building we were in.  We were outside all the time.I guess looking back at it now I'm glad we weren't in some building shut up.  People would drive by and yell The Seed Suck's all the time.  Anyone remember the Seed tee shirts?

GregFL:
Remember the seed t-shirts?  The first post in this forum mentions them...

http://www.fornits.com/wwf/viewtopic.ph ... seed+sucks


Being forced to wear that Seed T-shirt was always a humiliating experience for me.

echothis:
I think I was there when the shirts first came out and I think it was "72".  I don't remember ever being forced to wear it though....We had a 4th of July party on Fort Lauderdale Beach with a Christmas Tree on the beach,  Art and everyone was there and I remember most people wearing their Seed T shirts.  I have an old picture of a group of us wearing them.  I do remember feeling as an outsider at the time and a small group of us never even went close to where the party was going on.  We kinda did our own thing.  Which was pretty cool considering who we were suppose to be with.
I think things changed alot after the Seed moved from the old house in Fort Lauderdale cause some of the things I read in past post don't compute.
Hope ya all had a Merry Christmas.

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