I was thinking last night about the starter of all this chaos; John Mercer, well that's atleast what I believe. What goes on in that mind of his? I was thinking about how he had the ideas to create all of this. Wow he is trully a mastermind to have come a long all this way; no I don't give him any props for that. a man so corrupted being able to do the things he does...going as far as he has? This man has had to do extreme planning...to the color of our coats and the amount of butter we could eat. What a controling freak!
And he does sits there with that crooked smile in his face so proud of himself.>D
All of us girls sat there in tons of groups, conferences, phone calls and meeting with him and we never really stood up to him. I think now and there are many things I wish I had said to him to emberass his ego, but I didn't say it because of my extreme fear of him close to the fear of death. Many girls that I saw were extremely intelligent, intuitive, creative, kind, and even the mean ones never said anything to him. I would have laughed so hard if someone would say "shut the hell up John your just an diot"....oh would that be the day!
One great problem I see with John Mercer is that he enjoys taking away girls' entire identities. I recall many times when someone would manage to identify themselves with something such as culture, family, music, clothes, even ways of speaking, John would always take it away from them. He always made sure to make an issue of it. Such as if your too proud of your culture he would call you a racist. If you carried around a hello kitty toy around he would say that you are continuing in your "old image" behaviors as a raver. If you wore your clothes a little different than everyone else he would accuse you of trying to be seductive, sexual, gangster, or attention seeking.
During my time there everyone wore the same clothes; the usual LL. Bean atire. I remember we all looked so stupid, and don't get me wrong fashion isn't everything. but those clothes were the worst. They were cookie cutter clothes that made us all the same. We were all unique individuals that hardly got a chance to express ourselves because of John's own insecurities with whatever issues he may have with identity.
I remember many girls making many attempts to be different and they were always bashed down by John's analytical accusations. I think he would get so ticked off when he saw someone sticking out. . He go out off his way to attack that individual.
I was wondering what everyone else has to say about him. What does he get out of all of this?
We got our time in the hot seat having to analyze every aspect our life. I think its your turn Mr. Mercer.
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