Treatment Abuse, Behavior Modification, Thought Reform > Mission Mountain School
LETS FIGHT FOR WHAT WE BELIEVE!!!
Anonymous:
Hi Kat, I'm not the K either, but you know who I am and that I really have done some pretty extensive research...on personal level. The bottom line is, that these programs incarcerate kids and deprive them of their constitutional rights, leave them open to unreported abuse and treat them with less legal consideration than terrorists and other felons. If MMS is so wonderful, why can't we visit, why are all the phone calls monitored and mail censored?
Anonymous:
Sounds like someone here doesn't know who they're talking to or talking about. Paralegal? I don't think so.
katfish:
well, now I'm very curious to find out who you are...hmmm...
BTW, MMS doesn't censor mail in the traditional sense- at least not with me, they didn't really read go through mail, but then again, of course I could only receive mail from my famly for the first 3 months, a least- during which time they very convincingly made their arguments as to why I needed to sumbit- saying things like I would di otherwise or putting me on 'intervention' to work...after that I could write only to the people they and my mom both agreed was best- 'healthy'- in other words, not only not bad for me, but would not challenge my need to be there (Hence, relatives who disagree with the childs placement at MMS, and probably any these programs are either distanced or eliminated enitrely from having contact) It's all about control- let us not confuse things ... any criticisms were deemed manipulative, so they didn't have to go through my stuff anymore- I began to believe it too! Choice: MMS or death, MMS or no family, MMS or insane asylum (forever!), MMS or jail-- hmmm... let me see... Now I realize I really would have been better of, at least in an insane asylum- jail would have been unlikely and death perhaps preventable by going to an asylum where THERE ARE DOCTORS!!! Oh, the agony! I'm really not being fascecious about that- it truly was torture- the enducing of an entire entity that never would have xisted through coercion, when part of you know's something it not quite right- insufferable...
BarnardlyB:
I would like to know who you are anon....seems interesting you make such strong mean, harsh statements...equaling to terrorists???, and you can't even let us know who you are,....
Have you truly done youre research??? How many other places have the same rules, guidelines, structure...what have you, as MMS?? MANY!!!!!!!!!! Almost all.....keep digging
"Im really not being fascecious about that- it truly was torture- the enducing of an entire entity that never would have xisted through coercion, when part of you know's something it not quite right- insufferable..."
As I remember Kat, when I first got to MMS, you were one of the "good" kids...one of the older students who "got it". You were the one everyone looked up....wanted to be like....do you not remember???
Why not run away on a home visit....or as I remember Annie D....she convinced her mom to pull her out,...why not you???, or was it truly not TTTHHHHHAAAATTTTT bad???[ This Message was edited by: BarnardlyB on 2005-10-12 16:28 ]
katfish:
--- Quote ---On 2005-10-12 16:27:00, BarnardlyB wrote:
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As I remember Kat, when I first got to MMS, you were one of the "good" kids...one of the older students who "got it". You were the one everyone looked up....wanted to be like....do you not remember???
Why not run away on a home visit....or as I remember Annie D....she convinced her mom to pull her out,...why not you???, or was it truly not TTTHHHHHAAAATTTTT bad???
--- End quote ---
I was one of the 'good' ones, wasn't I- lol. I was quiet and tried to do everything and anything I could to get out of there as quickly as possible. At that point why run, you're on a home visit, usually means you are heading home soon. I was so terrified at the thought of losing my family if I ran...all that shit for so long and the 'trust' b/w my parent and me to fall apart- that would have been equally as heart wrenching. Then to end up on the streets or back at MMS or somewhere worse- heard Provo Canyon mentioned a lot, so... I don't know which would have been worse.
I also bought into the bs I was being fed to some degree- I was like a raw nerve, had NO idea how to act anymore in public, was terrified that anything I did would lead back to 'old behaviors' and that would make me almost as good as dead- crazy shit, but I believed it! I think I became almost agaraphobic of the outside world... I also didn't want to run anymore- that's why I was placed at MMS to begin with and I wanted help...but me not running had everything to do with this constant terrorized state I found myself in. I was scared to death all the time of what I did do, didn't do, how I did, how I might be perceived by the school, everything... It's hard to describe...But I guess, B, you didn't feel at all that way, so I just don't know how to convery that feeling to you...
Really, Annie D took off? I like her...wonder what ever happened to her...
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