On 2005-10-04 21:28:00, Withdraw wrote:
"Well then, if that is so, then I am the same as the rest of you. I'm glad we cleared that up.
I honestly can't let myself off that easily though. That doesn't seem like a just excuse. I was weak. yes I was 14yrs old.. but that still is no excuse for not taking a stand clearly and verbally everyday. Everyday I feel like I personally let each and every person there w/ me down. I abused you all everyday that I sat quietly, by not giving us a voice I knew I had ,even then.
Maybe Paula P. knew I had that in me also and why they eventually terminated me. Who knows.
But if I can have 750 students walk out of class to protest Black mold growing in our school at 16. I certianly should have done something for us in Straight 2 years earlier. But I didn't. I failed us all. And I am sorry everyday for it. More sorry than many of you will ever understand.
:cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: "
I give you a hard time, but you are really as messed up as the rest of us. We were children who were severely terrified and terrorized, and that, and some other stuff, is how we got so manipulated.
Did you think the 750 other students could take your information about the mold and see your point, because they had the time to think about it for themselves, and they could read for themselves the scientific evidence. Did you think any of them would secretly report you and that report would generate physical, mental, emotional or spiritual battering, abuse, and torture tactics like the restraining? Restraining equals torture. They made it really hurt on purpose. Physical child abuse.