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jgar:
QUTE: Dear Art,

I held my load for 11 years because of you. I didn't masturbate because I was living with a bunch of guys that would have frankly beat my ass over in those apartments if I even mentioned my cock except in the context of how awfull it was to have sex back on the streets, how degrading and humiliating. So I stuffed it for years.


I coped to be sure. I played tennis, golfed, played ping pong, swam, anything and everything to relieve the tension and to take my mind off of the fact that my sexuality was dying a slow death. Sure, I got good at most of those things but something was missing and I was getting this huge knot in my groin area. Meanwhile, I was cooped up with a bunch of men every day and every night and made to feel guilty whenever I even looked at a woman. Talk about a confused message!

Finally I couldn't take it anymore and I split. The first night I was free I was in the motel 6 up in Boca Grande on my way home to see my family that I hadn't spoke to in years. I was sleeping pretty peacefully I must admit and in my dream I saw a beautiful young lady and realized that yes, I was alone and safe from the judgement of all those guys and SPROONG. Quickly I relieved myself and splatted all over. GROSS! I lost 2 pounds right then and there and almost blew my head off.

I knew once again I was back to the land of normal and never did I let a day go buy that I didn't think of sex.

You guys should rot in hell for making me hold that load.

Signed.

Skippy

Are you sure your name is not Spanky??? :silly:  


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:eek:  :eek:  :eek: [ This Message was edited by: jgar on 2005-10-10 05:38 ]

Antigen:
Hey Marshall, try zooscape.com for meadowsweet.

My kids have been watching the History channel series. They're fascinated. I've seen it before. Drug policy reform is finally getting to the point where it's not so fringy anymore. Thank God! But yeah, I really didn't just make it all up. DuPont is one of a group of creepy dudes. Moreso than the Narconon ppl, imo, because they're inobvious lunatics.

Marijuana clearly has medicinal value.
 Thousands of seriously ill Americans have
 been able to determine that for themselves,
 albeit illegally. Like my own family, these
 individuals did not wish to break the law but
 they had no choice.
 

--Lyn Nofziger, former deputy chairman of the Republican National Committee
--- End quote ---

GregFL:
and the point remains allusive. honorary or not, cap and gown or mail away for money, was the institution that awarded the diploma accredited at all?

was it really a diploma mill as claimed in the press?

I find it funny that people get indignant over this issue but cant agree on the school or the accredidation or pretty much anything surrounding the circumstances of the doctorate.

Anonymous:
What I think is so pathetically funny about this debate is that Barker's staunch defenders give so much creedence to Barker's HONORARY diploma when in reality the person who got the honorary diploma was the very person who decided who could and could not go to college. I sure as heck hope these defenders got a chance to go to real college - not honorary college.

The Seed as honorary college - hows that for mind control....

Anonymous:
skippy, spanky..you can call me whatever.


The point remains that those fascists should Rot in Hell for making me hold that load!

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