I don't really feel any need to have 'intelligent discourse' with these tools of elan. In my opinion, you can't follow blindly the program while you were in it, and then critisize and bitch about it when you leave. If you disagreed with it soooo fucking much, why didn't you fight it every day you were inside?
That is why I tell you I am intellectually superior - because I fought the program, resisted it, beat it to dust - and it holds no sway over me, whether I am inside it or outside.
I know you may not feel the need, but that didn't stop you from giving it your best shot. And your 'resolve' to follow a path of your own creation is respectable, but still, certainly not to be confused with intelligent. I mean, come on. Sway on you? Fought the program? How did these ideas come into this particular argument, about you just being retarded?