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GregFL:
Danny Girl, tell me something. How did it feel standing there taking photos of that warehouse?


Did it revive any memories of your time in the seed? If so, please tell us about it.

The first time I was there as an adult was about 13 years ago. My son was about 9 and on a competetive soccer team and he had a game at azelea. I drove down to St Pete and realized I was near the seed. I turned right instead of left at 72nd and stopped at the warehouse and just stared. My wife and two kids were in the car...finally my wife said  "hey, is that the place you were sent to when you were 14? I said yes but really didn't know what to say to her. I welled up a tear and left and didn't talk about it again to her, but it did have an emotional impact that I can't really describe.

I went there several  years ago with a former seedling and my sister, and also my friend wes Fager.  The former seedling lady became emotional remembering what happened to her and we all told stories to Wes.

Antigen:
Hey, I fixed the PM link in the profile page (button at the foot of each message) so that it defaults to the user who's profile you're looking at.
The very atmosphere of firearms anywhere and everywhere restrains evil interference - they deserve a place of honor with all that's good.  
George Washington

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Danny Girl:
Greg,

Again, I thank you, for your help and for your posts. We?re back in California (my sister and I) and enriched by our experience of visiting The Seed, or I should say the 33,000 square foot warehouse that once housed The Seed. I would like to accommodate you and those reading these posts of my ?recovered memories?. And yet I have, through intensive therapies done for many years, recovered many memories. This forum has helped me to validate those relived memories that at times seemed too bizarre to be true. This can?t happen in America ? right?  Having delved into my own subconscious for many years, I found the experience of visiting this warehouse to be quite healing. For instance, in taking photos that I hope to post for others like me who live far from Florida, I came upon a large wooden beam upon the asphalt we once did our exercises. On the top of the old beam, was a luminous green sprout grew from a fracture in the wood. We are Seedlings, they named us such. The Seed is long gone. The warehouse is for sale. And we, like nature, endure.

There is much more to tell, like the connection and healing that my sister and I enjoyed. Because this tragedy of The Seed, did not simply change us, it also hurt our family members. There is much healing to do?

With Love, not the prescribed ? I love you? from the seed, but from a free and open heart.

Danny Girl

Danny Girl:
Ginger,

It's these 'behind the scenes' type of work, like making sure we can privately post to each other, that creates and maintains the community we enjoy. Thank you!
DG

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