Treatment Abuse, Behavior Modification, Thought Reform > The Seed Discussion Forum
The Great Mystery of the Final Days
GregFL:
--- Quote ---On 2005-06-23 06:49:00, Anonymous
I can only imagine how betrayed and confused so many must have felt who had based their lives around the Seed only to find their lives shattered by the action of a few
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See, this is the problem. What action? What Few? The people here are getting these coded explanations.
It isn't a secret anymore. Everyone knows that Libby and Art had a sho-down and Art got pissed and there was a split down Libby/Art lines. What is lacking is detail in the story. Not providing the detail only leads to inproper assumptions and incorrect conclusions by the vast majority of the people that are reading.
Please someone tell the story...tell it anonymously and no one will find out who spilled the beans.
Sometimes the right thing to do is find the integrity to right a wrong. A wrong has been committed here on the people that built their life around this disfunction, and the right thing to do is to explain in detail what went down.
Lets let the truth find its way here.
Anonymous:
The truth has found it way here.
Stripe:
Greg,
I see your point there regarding the young tender age of the staff. I think in my memory, they were big scary people. I'm not sure though, that they did not know or understand what they were doing. For me, it still boils down to accountabiity.
Anonymous:
Stripe are you female? The mustache kind of threw me. Then again alot of us are in our late 40's and 50's. What are you accountable for? Did you take home newcomers? If you did were you accountable for them? :question:
GregFL:
--- Quote ---On 2005-06-23 12:50:00, Anonymous wrote:
What are you accountable for? Did you take home newcomers? If you did were you accountable for them? "
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This gets real cloudy, especially for those committed real young.
I knew I was selling out, even tho I was 14, but I saw no other way out. I did some very shamefull things as a seedling. I threw a kid down hard on the concrete that was trying to run, I tortured my newcomer by keeping him up and generally being an asshole, I "motivated" my desire to Come down on other kids for little or no reason...among other things.
Whos fault is this? Certainly I was accountable but again I was a 14 year old kid. However, I could of resisted more, I know this for a fact.
So with forgiving others for the wrongs they did me there ( I forgive you all) I also forgive myself. This doesn't mean sugar coat or forget, it means I let go of the anger and hostility and understand that we all adopted mindsets of survival and immersion.
From this position of forgiveness I think it is easier to understand what really occured because the facts become clearer, at least for me.
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