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The Great Mystery of the Final Days
Anonymous:
sorry wally I was saying that to Antigen.
but I do think you are pretty clever too.
or Antigen should I say Wally is pretty Cleaver.
get it Wally Cleaver. you know like beaver cleaver. :rofl:
Anonymous:
80's guy - I do agree w/ you on lots of things that you brought up during the last days.
I spent most of my life at the Seed and there was good and bad. I guess I never really saw the bad until after everyting split up. I started to see things more clearly. In a way I still feel resentful towards the staff that started this whole thing. I felt like they did an enormous amount of damage to so many people.
I was told along w/ others all of these negative things about Art and some of the things I knew for certrain were not even true. I feel like the reason they did things was for Greed, Power and Selfishness. I deeply resent being pulled into all of their sh***.
To me this was the worst thing that ever happened in my life. I never felt so confused and torn about everything. I also did not understand why everything happened. Nothing seemed to make sense and then I was put into a position to go one way or the other.
I know that I was not one of the chosen also. I always felt like I was not as good as those in charge. I guess now that I think about it I was probably made to feel that way.
There is an awful lot that I learned from the experience. I guess I learned how to stand on my own two feet and to think about how I really felt about things.
There was lots of good things also. I know on a few occasions Lybbie went out of her way to help me through some rough times. I also had a few great friends that I could talk to about anything and knew they would always look out for my best interest. I had a special closeness w/ them that I have never found anywhere else. I have had friends not from the Seed but there was not that special bond.
When I was reading your post it saddened me to think about what was lost. I do miss so many things.
I guess I am still trying to figure things out. Maybe I never really will figure it all out.
GregFL:
Sounds like you are doing a great job anon of working thru this stuff.
Why don't you just go ahead and tell the story...let 80s guy and some of the others off the hook here.
I would really appreciate it.
Cleveland, I agree with something you said. There should be no "us and them" mentality here..we share a common goal and a common bond.
We cannot all agree, for one reason all our experiences are not the same, and we shouldn't demand it of each other.
GregFL:
anyone ever think that a shy little chubby kid called Beaver may grow up with some "issues"?
:grin:
80's Guy:
thanks Anon. If ur comfortable tell us a little more about u.
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