I accomplished more as a heroin addict than

[Binky]

I don't think you can blanket the entire population of ex-Straightlings with this

Shit - the odds alone tell ya that it's possible that there have to be a handful that are fine today - even better -

I was there - my life is better now than it was then -

Among all the fucked up shit that happened it's ALL part of the experience that's made me who I am

2 roads diverged into the woods - I took the road with funny looking squirel running around it...

 :wstupid:

[Anonymous]

I'm surprised you have enough energy to type a response, Scarstruck. Being that fucking angry must really take it out of you.

The only thing worse than a former h addict is one with an attitude.

Here's a thought. Shut the fuck up and have a seat. See how I'm writing to you like you're a fucking newbie on front row who has nothing to say and even more that no one wants to hear it?

[ehm]

On 2004-08-05 19:38:00, Anonymous wrote:

"My intent was never to promote the actions of Straight or to harm anyone here, just to share a little of my own personal experience."

Please don't let some of the unsafe people here deter your initial intentions. I enjoyed your post, and didn't find it in the least bit offensive. It sounds to me like you have a good handle on what you've been through. Therapy is a big help. Many if not all of us needed it after our bad experiences in the past. Don't let what these blaming, angry voices say have any effect your voice. They just need some guidance, and less defensiveness. What they are spouting is not about you, it?s about them.

By 1940 the literacy figure for all states stood at 96 percent for whites. Eighty percent for blacks. Notice for all the disadvantages blacks labored under, four of five were still literate. Six decades later, at the end of the 20th century, the National Adult Literacy Survey and the National Assessment of Educational Progress say 40 percent of blacks and 17 percent of whites can't read at all. Put another way, black illiteracy doubled, white illiteracy quadrupled, despite the fact that we spend three or four times as much real money on schooling as we did 60 years ago.
--Vin Suprynowicz

[ehm]

FatherAbraham, Good stuff.

Anonymous, Did I speak too soon?  ::

To seek out the best through the whole Union, we must resort to the information which from the best of men, acting disinterestedly and with the purest motives, is sometimes incorrect.
http://laissezfairebooks.com/product.cfm?op=view&pid=FF7485&aid=10247' target='_new'> Thomas Jefferson Letter to Elias Shipman and others of New Haven, July 12, 1801.

[Anonymous]

The last Anonymous post was not mine as I have no reason to bash back at Scar. He took everything I said so far personal in a way that I didn't mean to him at all....not in a negative anyhow.
It's really not my style to bash anyone on here especially when it comes to real emotional pain that one may be goin thru. God knows I went thru enough myself.
Thanks for the understanding.

[ehm]

Anonymous #1 -- I had a feeling that was the case. Thanks for the clarification.

I am sick unto death of obscure English towns that exist seemingly for the sole accommodation of these so-called limerick writers -- and even sicker of their residents, all of whom suffer from physical deformities and spend their time dismembering relatives at fancy dress balls.
--Editor of the Limerick Times
(Limerick, Ireland)

[Anonymous]

On 2004-08-06 04:27:00, Scarstruck wrote
Fuck you! What drugs did you do ? Huh smoke weed everyday...do coke when you could here and there? Acid? Bah!

 You wouldnt know a real drug problem if I injected it in your neck...



 If you are like 90 % of kids from straight you had no drug problem...and were brainwashed to say "Im an addict"..

 Im sorry...but it burns me up when you assholes talk like you understand what the fuck I went through...

 Have you ever kicked methadone cold turkey in a cell laying in your own shit and vomit..with noone to give a fuck whether you pull through or not?

 Ever picked your girlfriend up off your bedroom floor blue and not breathing from an OD?


 Am I "Doing the meeting thing"?!?! Did you just really ask me that?!

  hah fuck off pal...go down to your little AA hall and tell them all to get fucked too.

 Dont try to relate to me with your little "I was an out of control teen but now Im 16 years sober" bullshit.

 You know nothing of addiction. Ever felt like your bones were grinding and burning from the marrow?

 You ever tried to shoot up while you are crying and vomiting your own stomach acid all over yourself?

 Ever drove to the dealers house at 5 am while hanging out the door puking bile up everywhere?

Didnt think so. How dare you patronize me.

Im not trying to sound like a badass...but you know...I guess as far as going thru hell goes...I am.

 Going to AA and calling yourself an addict...when you arent...then throwing in the face of a real drug addict how great you are doing and recovered 16 years is fucked up.

 No I dont know you...but can tell from what you posted you know Jack  shit about addiction...

 Your friends had heroin habits? Yah I bet...

 Go jerk yourself off about what a great recovery soldier you are..

 (SOunds like Im confronting you in group doesnt it? Thats the only way you zombies listen to anything)

I think most people have had it with how much bigger and badder of a drug addict you think you are or were than everyone else.  You really seem to think it's impressive or something.  It's not, it just makes you look even more pathetic than you already do.  If that's even possible. :roll:  :roll:  :roll: