I basically am sitting here reflecting on all this pain everyone is going thru and it seems so sad really. I just wish the future could offer everyone peace in their hearts. Yes, I suppose I'm no better right now, however I do believe my hostility is understandable. When someone wishes my family would of all died....I find that hard to actually stomach. Everyone pretty much knows how badly my baby was injured and my other son. I can personally give a shit about if someone wishes me dead but little kids is really taking it to a next level of evilness. Some people on here have first hand knowledge of what my baby endured and they were so afraid for him and deeply were concerned. Not because of me, it was because it was a sweet innocent kid.
Yes, I have tried to ignore the crap and I tried to have compassion. But at this point I truly believe the lady is a nutcase and is purposely doing shit for attention. Think about it, each time we are told she is cutting herself and making marks...she said it herself she is intelligent, if that is the case why is it she is just carving not actually doing things correctly. Even a freaken teenager knows how to slice a wrist. So therefore, it is just a ploy for sympathy. She is mentally ill not mentally challenged therefore her bullcrap is all just a ploy.
When someone is that mentally ill it is in peoples best interest to allow the state to really take over. Noone can help Felice because frankily she loves being that way. She enjoys us all now even mentioning her name.Which is complete waste of time to even mention her at all. Her crediblity is fucking hilarious and not at all anything but self serving.
Fact is I was off of here for 6 weeks and I had no intentions on returning. I wanted nothing to do with this crapola. However, after getting accused of being a troll for weeks and people speaking about my family and people hurting each other using my name and misfortune...I had to at least come on and set few things right. I find it disgusting anyone really mention me at all. Truthfully I am a bit not pleased about Tim's death being a mockery either. He was a good man and I completely loved him. He loved my kids and they adored and loved him.
To be honest with you Art, I know for a fact Mark is not the one trolling you for years, but it was a lot to do with my Tim too. So, before we all speak ill of the dead lets really reflect how conversations were back then and now. Everyone attacks each other like we are still in Elan. It is beyond madness. Fornits is not real, but we all are...when does this stop?? We cannot sit here daily allow each other to control our feelings to the point of driving us batty. When I tried to tell you Art that I knew who was doing it, it was like you could not see past Mark. And my Tim is not the only one either, there is someone else whom knows you from the Skokie days but is very quiet and silent. He is so quite it took me months to figure it out, but you are blinded to even think of this person what so ever, because your eyes are focused hard pressed on Mark. And by you allowing yourself to always blame Mark, you are not seeing what truly is going on as others do. I am pissed your being fucked with so blantantly. I want it to stop. I have asked the person to knock it off because it is getting me really mad now. Art I am also asking you to not to be sucked into it anymore. You got a lot going on for you and sweet girl, nice job, nice home, nice friends and family. But you too have a bitter tongue when your mad. Please love life and live life now.
Mark is one of my dearest friends and it is pissing me off how everyone blames him for everything..did it every occur to anyone there are silent players on here..HELLO people wake up, some are better serving being silent. This is not some Nancy Drew episode for goodness sakes. So everyone back it off of Mark. Please just stop.
I would hope by now each of us have lives and goals that truly do not revolve around each other. I feel for everyone on here I truly do. Let fucking ELAN die like it is suppose to please. We all survived and frankily if we are all having problems still this long after, it is not Elan's fault anymore we had choices to shit or get off the pot. We are ultimately in control of our happiness and success. It has been 20 or 30 years for some of us.
