Hi all....Most of you probably wont like what i have to say but oh well. I find this all very annoying that after HOW MANY YEARS? you guys are still living in this??? I was there for 6 years...all of my adolescence and yes it sucked but get over it...shit happens!!! There are many people in this world who have gone through a whole lot worse and yes it has been hard but believe me, i am not gonna let anyone or anything determine how my life is going to be and just sitting here posting this shit everyday and being engulfed in all this is ridiculous...I have seen and heard many of you since i left and i am amazed by the torture you want to put yourselves through...Guess what, its over, its done...get on with it. I dont associate with anyone from KIDS for this very fact. Its not about remembering shit or having to face all this...blah blah blah, its not part of life as we knew it then anymore. Still having nightmares etc etc...come on. I had it just as bad as anyone if not worse (except maybe Lu Lu)....the chapter is closed. Who wants to continue to be miserable over this? It has made me a stronger person and has made my life alot better and its because i dont whine and complain about what was...i struggle through life (like EVERYONE even people who never even heard about KIDS)...its life. But its all your choices, so if this helps then have at it. Just my feelings and thoughts. I really hope everyone is doing fine but i am not going to sit in this pit of toxic waste.
