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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Dallas in '90 also
« on: November 19, 2002, 08:51:00 PM »
You dont remember me..... I had no brother Lisa. Just me & it's still the same but yes even today I'm still FOS that never changes.

[ This Message was edited by: Jeff from Houston on 2002-11-19 17:53 ]

Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Halloween at straight??
« on: October 28, 2002, 06:32:00 PM »
I got one..... on 1st phase in 1990 I was made to dress up as a giant Sponge with FOS spray painted across a Full Size Bed Egg Crate. I was ridiculed all day & ripped in every rap. My Old Comers who came up with the idea got a huge kick off of it.

Later after being shredded all day for being a shmuck, I was awarded Straight Dallas Halloween costume winner. What a big honor, I am sure I got an extra piece of pizza on Friday or a big kick in the ass for the prize.

Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Dallas in '90 also
« on: October 28, 2002, 05:31:00 PM »
Hartman, are you from Dallas?

Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / To All Straight Survivors
« on: October 25, 2002, 12:29:00 PM »
My Wife thinks that I caved in at Straight & gave them what they wanted. I was not strong enough to Misbehave or run away. But she lacks the understanding of why I did give in & just get out.  

I was far too young, too weak & too afraid to put up a fight against these Tyrants of treatment. I wanted to hide & be invisible. Sleep & day dreams became my only reality for my entire tenure. I wanted out.... After Graduation I never came back for any kind of Straight treatment, I was finally free from Hell. I cut all ties when any of my fellow phasers & grads in 6 months time.

Then again since Straight I have only been to Medical Doctor twice for a new job drug test & have never sought any  meeting or formal care for myself in any respect.
It's a damn shame that they still control this part of my life today. I learned along time ago that it only takes one distorted opinion to change your life forever.

Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Former staff forgivable??
« on: October 14, 2002, 06:36:00 PM »
Great Question

I have tortured my self with that exact thought the last few days.
Carmel has a good point on the Old Comer thing. I guess I joined the party so it's hypocritical of me.

I hate most of them in one way or another, some I liked in a sick way. Just as much as I hate myself for doing what I did (Graduating). The difference is my choice was an attempt to get out. They had already exited the building.

My question to myself is, had Straight lasted another year, would I have done it as well? I look back & I am pretty sure I would have.... That really makes me take a long look in the Mirror.

Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Dallas in '90 also
« on: October 14, 2002, 05:56:00 PM »
Jeff Knox is my full name

Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Dallas in '90 also
« on: October 14, 2002, 05:29:00 PM »

That was the other Jeff from Houston. He had a brother Chris.

Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Dallas in '90 also
« on: October 14, 2002, 04:48:00 PM »
My best guess is:

APR/MAY 1990 / AUG/SEP 1991

I think I Graduated in 14/15 months. So this has to be close.

Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Dallas in '90 also
« on: October 14, 2002, 04:04:00 PM »
I believe so, but only through your name for now, my memory of people from Straight has been void for years.  But if I'm not mistaken, your Mother & my Mother had some kind of sponsorship together when I was tossed into the fire.... Parental Oldcomer/Newcomer crap.  My Mother was always a part of the Houston group even when she moved to Dallas to open up a concentration camp(the Miller home). Straight made it a permanent girls home & I only got to stay at it a few days a month. You may have camped out at it a couple times in 1990? It was right next door to Sessy White's house this always made it a popular place because, cop outs who wanted to jack with Phasers had only 10 feet distance from Window to Window to taunt & have fun.

Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Dallas in '90 also
« on: October 11, 2002, 07:53:00 PM »
Yeah.... I'm pretty sure I was there. I woke up 3 days ago & this Straight place was all I could think of it's been years since I thought about my demons. For some screwed up reason I decided to hunt them down today.

Straight to hell

Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / THE RULES
« on: October 11, 2002, 03:06:00 PM »
How bout no being human... oh that wasn't a rule that was just the way it worked out.

Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Merging Programs
« on: October 11, 2002, 02:57:00 PM »
I remember the merger too well. It was definitely a defined learning experience.

I grew to feel a strong compassion for those California Kids. I actually was very disappointed when the California Old Comers starting cracking & falling apart. When they got to Dallas they had Texas sized egos & thick skin & tough shells came off with in 3/4 weeks (I think). I knew my situation was bad just to be in hell. But my hell was only 5 hours down the road. They had Hell & 2000 miles to travel.....

[ This Message was edited by: Jeff from Houston on 2002-10-11 15:09 ]

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