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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / depressing day.
« on: July 02, 2001, 01:29:36 AM »
Re: depressing day.
Hang in there Sully.  I don't know if it helps to know your not alone.  I feel your pain man!   Lestat

Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / I'm back (kinda)
« on: July 01, 2001, 06:16:05 AM »
Re: I'm back (kinda)
Hey dude!  And you are a Dude!  Ive been watching your post for awhile.  You have to come to terms with who and what you are!  You aren't that mommabearish bullshit yiou post as.  You are you!!!!!!!!!!  Quit it!!!!!  Enough is enough all right!!!!!!  You dont need all of this bullshit to set you Straight.  You have a very clear idea of who you want to be, What you want to be,  And deep down you know who you are!!!!!  So enough is enough!  When you figure it out let me know!  Till then keep your shit together!  Glad your back!

Re: Anybody like drinking beer and listening to Pink Floyd?
Hey Iam tired of worring about what would be proper!!!!   Iam not proper!!!!!!!!  I party!!!!!!!!!!  lol   Its so sad I have to evan post this.  We are all so worried about being labled a screw up that we cant evan admit we are normal people.  And the ones that havent partyied over all these years are the ones I really worry about.  Can you imagine being stuck in that frame of mind for so long?   I was talking to a friend of mind tonight and realized something that maybe none of you ever thought about.  Or never were made aware of.  There was never an intake that was turned away!  If your parents brought you for a confrence.  You were a new comer the next you knew.  Thats how the bills got paid people!  We werent special, druggie, or anything!  We were all accepted because our parents had insurance, or the courts order us there because our parents had insurance.!  Think about it!  Look back at the whole thing without your Rose Colored Glasses!

Well Iam here to set the story "STRAIGHT"!!!!!  lol  I was on staff and we were alll taught that any intake was a good intake!  It didnt matter if you did drugs or thought about doing drugs.  You were going to be a member of our private group!!!!!!!!  You paid our bills!!!!!!   Sorry, don"t get your  hopes up.  We didn't give a shit about you!

Sorry I was so blunt up there.  But its the truth

Anybody like drinking beer and listening to Pink Floyd?
Here I go again!  Thats right, Iam drinking beer and listening to "Pink Floyd"!  (Comfortably numb)    God it is so nice being able to do this without being afraid of a set back!  With out the head games!  It took awhile after I was asked to leave before I was able to enjoy my life again without hesitation.   At least 2 Days!  No seriously, it took a week or two.  How long did it take you?  

Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Apology from Staff
« on: July 01, 2001, 04:55:41 AM »
Thanks Ken for your words of wisdom and understanding. "You always explained things in a way I could understand them".  And James, don't worry.  I've had these letters for the last 17 or so years, I don't see them going anywhere.  It's crazy, I've had them for so long, and never used them as a time line.  I've never really had a reason to think back on the whole situation that hard I guess till now.  I've got an assortment of MI's and letters from people that were involved in the program from the years 84 to 86.  People from Cincy and Plymouth both.  I've been posting around here for awhile, the whole time knowing I had all that stuff in my drawer.  The whole time knowing those ghost were in there!  Well I finally let them out!  I've got them all in order now by date.  You guys are talking about writing books, I've got one already written by people that where there, while they were there!  Actually its about 3 books worth.      Lestat  

Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Apology from Staff
« on: June 01, 2001, 05:36:47 AM »
Apology from Staff
I just got done going threw alot of old letters.  Some were friendship letters, some were letters of amends.  You see I kept most of them.  Dont ask me why I dont know.  But I have them.  The letters of friendship were cool.  The letters of amends made me sick.  They were letters from phasers that wanted to say they were sorry they gave me an excuse to have them restrained on the floor while I was on staff.  Those poor people actualy made amends to me for  putting them on the floor!  I dont get it!  But then again I do. If you didnt make amends, you didnt move on.  At least they saw that much. which is alot more than I could see at the time.   Sorry again for being so blind.  Cincy84-85

Edited by: LESTAT49203 at: 6/29/01 1:26:37 pm

Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Re: Cinci 84
« on: December 01, 2001, 08:04:39 PM »
Hello!  Yes I remember you both very well, (Don't you miss Gregory's hamburgers? lol)  I'am on Yahoo Instant Messenger or AOL Instant Messenger if you want to get with me to bullshit about the place some time.  My ID is lestat49203  Glad to hear from you guys.

Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Re: Straight in Plymouth, MI 1987
« on: December 01, 2001, 06:54:41 AM »
Hey Gil, sorry all I can do is torment you.  I was there up till Sept 86.  I wouldn't know many of the people you were on your program with, but I bet I know a lot of the @#%$'s that helped you to see the way to True Sobriety.   lmao!!!!!!!  Iam on Yahoo Instant Messenger.  My ID is lestat49203.  Get with me if you want to bullshit about the place.  Later

Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Re: Thanks
« on: November 01, 2001, 05:04:21 PM »
I think I remember you too.  Were you there when we all went to the Moon?  If I am remembering right you were there when I took abunch of 5th phasers to go sleding.  We cooked out over a bonfire and actualy had some fun.  One of the few days I can remember enjoying while I was there. lol   Anyway, I can't see the executives in Cincy letting me take you guys to one of my old party places like the executives did in Michigan.  Oh wait, I didn't tell them I use to party there when I asked. lol    Do you remember that, or am I thinking of someone else?

Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Re: welcome
« on: November 01, 2001, 08:52:48 AM »
Hello!  About time you found this place.  I came up from Cincy as well.  Do you remember Jeff Best, Jenny Bowers, or Todd Barron?  How about Dawn Shanna or Tim Tokarz?  Evan though the program was still a mind @#%$ when it first opened in Michigan, I must agree with you.  It was nice not having the same restrictions and restraining laws that the other programs were being subjected to.  It definitly made for a different group atmospher than the one I remember in Cincy.  Glad you found the board, hope to hear back from you.  By the way, whats your name?

Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Re: Straight in Plymouth, MI 1987
« on: September 01, 2001, 10:48:41 PM »
Well hello David.  I went into Cincy in late May of 84.  what time of yr did they let you out?  There are a few other old Cincy folks around here too.  Iam sure you'll remember them as soon as you see them.  Welcome

Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Re: Hey Joe! Who do ya know?
« on: August 01, 2001, 05:13:55 AM »
Hey Joe.  Sorry I haven't checked this board for awhile.  Been one busy summer.  I was in Plymouth as well.  I was there till Sept 86.  Who are you looking for?  Do you remember a Tim Tokarz or Rich Pauli?  Rich and his brother Ron were from Plymouth to.  Rich would have been on staff while you were there along with his girl friend Liz Arlen.  Any of these names sound familer?  Get with me if you can.  I have a few questions about some of these people myself.  Thanks Lestat

Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Re: Straight in Plymouth, MI 1987
« on: June 02, 2001, 02:35:35 AM »
Hey Nike, who are some of the peer staff you remember while you were there?  They would more than likely be people I was there with.  And when did they change the restraint laws in Michigan?  I was in the Cincy program as well and saw a lot of restraints down there.  But I don't remember much in Michigan.  Just curious.  Lestat

Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Re: Straight in Plymouth, MI 1987
« on: June 01, 2001, 09:38:03 PM »
Hey Plymouthhell, hows it going.  I was at the Plymouth program myself.  I think you came in right after I left.  Who are some of the people you remember.?  I bet we know a few of the same people.  Lestat

Re: Looking for folks from Cincinatti 1984-85 Shaun Honeyman
Hmmmmm, seems I remember you had a sister too.  What happened with her?  What was her name?  Ali?  I think it was.  Weren't you guys from Ann Arbor?  Been in Michigan lately?  If you have Yahoo instant messenger you can get ahold of me at lestat49203, it would be great to bullshit with you.  By the way, do you know what happened with Tony Wheeldon?  Later Cincy84

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