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the doc is in progress,let no one telldifferent, a slight delay i willsee the word out. we all know but now its timefor everyone else to know, if you all feel the way i do we will overcome maybe not sooner but later. this is my thought ,,,,much love to you survivors

I always thought that the talent shows were half humiliating and half genuine fun. i really hated how pete would rope you into his acts, and they were the dumbest acts ever. They would tell us to learn a song, and then not give us any time to practice so we would go on looking like fools. Hiram was the only person who ever cared about giving us practice time, and the song turned out really good. But after hiram left we got no time to practice. I always watched acts like hotel cal. and such with admiration, for a while i wanted a house switch because of the lack of encouragement we got musically. The fact that they knew we wanted to play music was hung over our heads. they would use it to keep us in line, if the house wasn't sparkling no talent show practice, if there was a problem person, no talent show practice. It was cool that we even had them though. Don't even get me started on the winter carnival. that was pure torture, for me at least. just my two cents

Wow, i didnt think so many people would respond to that post so positivitly, i appreciate each and everyones reactions. i really didn't know this disturbed me this much. but im glad to know you guys understand what im talking about

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Whit(ney) Long
Elan 7 Veteran
09-01-95 to 06-12-98

"Leave no turn unstoned"-Jerome Garcia

"I'd rather be a free man in my grave than living as a puppet or a slave"- Jimmy Cliff[ This Message was edited by: Full Coor BC on 2004-05-08 02:56 ]

i had an amazingly real dream last night that woke me up with my stomach in knots.
I was back in elan after i had graduated (current day) and i had to split. i remember tamar kalkstein from when i was at elan and she was a chief, she is the only "student" i remember from my dream and of course all the staff were there. i was sitting in the dining room debating on whether or not to dart out the door, and finally did, the part of the dream after this was very intense and confusing, but i ran and ran and ran. eventually i ended up in the woods by my childhood home and then into a clearing at a gas station all the while they were chasing me. after that i woke up in a panic and called a fellow elan vet. he told me that he thought of elan as having it's tentacles deep in our brains, kicking up such bizarre toturing thoughts when you least expect them. i have dreamt of elan before but they were humorous dreams of cutting jokes and contracting out with old friends.
how many of you have had these kind of dreams, this has left me very bitter today, more so than i usually feel about that place.
sorry i haven't checked in with ya'll recently but i have no internet acess at my crib. hope everyone is well.

point proven, you don't know me

didnt we get in trouble for calling someone scoop dog? that was classic elan humour.

peter was a joke, no matter how much of my future(in elan) was in his hands I couldn't take him seriously. you should read e7haterje's summary of him somewhere on here, its hilarious. i hated pete more than any of the staff. when i was in elan i made a game plan to graduate one year before my 18th birthday and he fucked it up, so i spent yet another year at the elan resort and health club. I think i frustrated pete because he could never really nail me doing anything wrong but would make up shit so i didn't get my promotions, visits etc. either way he's a sad soul and im glad i am not him or his friends or his family or his co-workers or any of the young girls he took advantage of. Im just glad i don't have to see his toothy bug-eyed grill everyday anymore.

now destro, dont be stealing any of miss ruby's halloween ghost lollipops