Fornits

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internal strife ...

this vortex
that consumes - ensnares
the crumbling membranes
                        of my brain;
is but
a whirlwind - a tornado
                        out of control;
many gyroscopes
each
on a different axis
rotating at
            irregular speeds
flinging
         thoughts - ideas
                                        - abilities off;
off in all directions ... disassociated
from
each other.

the thunderous roar - deafening
                                             shutting out
             all sounds, voices, senses -
yet
envelopes -
            confining all else
within
       the crumbling walls
of
this battered - scarred cranium -
my fractured skull
                 

what was ...
             my head ...







Author Notes                                  
                             
"internal strife" is a window into the depths of my soul - wounded by the many years of injustice and inhumane treatment of mostly innocent victims of a cruel-cruel world - all of which that I have personally endured and/or witnessed. very few people have an inkling as to how the traumatised mind functions - if at all. my PTSD (post traumatic stress disorder) and ADHD (attention deficit hyperactive disorder) impedes the completion of any project, especially one that requires deep concentration.  

    :scared:

A great many people think they are thinking when they are merely rearranging their prejudices.
-- William James