I remember that like it was yesterday......Anthony punching Matt so hard. I often think about Anthony as we were pretty good friends(he was my o/c than I was his). He was w/d I think or perhaps copped out?

I hope he survived all his demons what ever they may have been or are. Never heard much about Matt after I got out. I'm not sure who you are as I may or may not have still been there when Glenn invited you up to punch the wall. Few faces went thru my mind when I read your post but.....dunno for sure.
You are right though in the fact that we all were so young and clueless to be restraining people the way we were told to. I hope and pray that I didn't personally hurt or scar anyone emotionally from anything that I did at age 14 &15. I truely thought that our lives depended on that place and that everyone including me would be dead if we didn't graduate. I truely believed in Straights "tough Love" even when I hated it and feared it. If you remember me and I treated you bad in some form, please forgive me if you can and know that I was just as scared as you were. I don't recall abusing anyone at least not physically...but there are things that I don't remember about the place to so I question it at times.
Sincerely,
Scott D.