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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Pysical Abuse
« on: September 13, 2003, 01:51:00 AM »
I CAN ONLY SAY THAT JUST RECENTLY HAVE I BEEN ABLE TO OPEN UP AND TELL MY MOM ALL THE HORRIFIC SHIT THAT WENT ON AT STRAIGHT. I WAS THERE FOR ONLY A FEW MONTHS BUT THAT WAS ENOUGH TO CHANGE MY LIFE FOREVER. I WAS MADE TO FEEL LIKE A WAS WOTHLESS, USELESS, PIECE OF SHIT DRUGGIE AND MIND YOU THAT I NEVER EVEN DID DRUGS. BUT AFTER GETTING OUT I DID START DOING DRUGS BECAUSE I WAS BRAINWASHED INTO THINKING I WAS A DRUGGIE FOR ALL THAT TIME SO I FIGURED FUCK IT MY LIFE IS A COMPLETE WASTE ANYWAYS. I WAS DIAGNOSED AS A KID WITH ADD/ADHD SO YOU CAN JUST IMAGINE ALL THE SHIT THEY PUT ME THROUGH. I HAD TO BE TAKEN TO THE E.R. BECAUSE I WAS KICKED SOOOO HARD THAT I ACTUALLY STARTED TO SHIT BLOOD. DO YOU THINK MY MOM WAS EVER NOTIFIED? NOT ::jawdrop:: I WAS LIKE YEAH RIGHT WHAT COULD BE WORSE THAN THIS PLACE BECAUSE ANIMALS AND GOD DAMNED CRIMINALS HAD A WHOLE HELL OF A LOT MORE RIGHTS THAN WE DID. I NEVER TOLD MY MOM ABOUT THE SHIT THAT WENT ON THERE BECAUSE IT JUST HURT ME TOO MUCH TO TALK ABOUT IT AND I ENDED UP HATING MY MOM AND HOLDING THIS MAJOR GRUDGE AGAINST HER FOR ALMOST 14 YEARS NOW. IT TOOK A LONG TIME TO GET IT OUT BUT I FEEL SO MUCH BETTER NOW THAT I HAVE. MY MOM AND I STILL HAVE OUR MOMENTS BUT WE ARE FINALLY GETTING TO THE POINT WHERE WE ACTUALLY HAVE A DESCENT REALTIONSHIP AGAIN. :question: