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An open discussion about the troubled parent industry

5 months ago me and my emotionally wounded family left a independent fundamental baptist church.  I believe my former pastor is a psychopath, and very wicked.  I did not realize all the garbage that goes on in the churches.  I came on here because of the Hephzibah House in Indiana.  Ron Williams came to our church once but my husband went to church with the Ron's daughter in law.  I just thought these people were self righteous jerks, not common criminals.  I do not believe God is anywhere near any of this wickedness.   My innocents have been totally taken away from me.  But I need not be ignorant.  I just can't get it together, don't want to pray, read the bible, etc.  Facebook has been a God-send to me.  Helped me find this place.
 I believe these people need to ask the Lord to search their own hearts and leave everyone else alone.  Humility is a lost thing in the Christians of today.  We need to be like Christ, humble servants. We are here to serve others not our own selfishness.  I am so DISGUSTED!!!!!! :waaaa:  and heartbroken.  My former church hated children but God put a great love for children in the midst of all of it.  I really don't see the whole picture yet.  It wasn't just my ex church who hates kids it is a lot of the christians of today.  Can I call them christians which means little Christs?  I think not.

NOW WHAT?

I have no idea where to post things.  Could use some help with that too.  I want to help others with what I am going through and I need help too.