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The Troubled Teen Industry / Re: My Forbidden Diary
« on: December 03, 2008, 11:21:34 PM »
Day 3:
Little Fat Fucker woke me up early this morning. The sun wasn't even up yet and the jerk was screaming at me to get the hell out of my bedroll. He kept hollering at me until I managed to get dressed and pack up my roll. This wasn't fast enough for him and he dumped all my gear and clothes onto the ground. To piss me off even more he kicked my stuff all over the place.
Instead of packing it up in under 3 minutes or less I sat down on one of the rocks and told Little Fat Fucker to go fuck himself. He started screaming and yelling some more. Oh god.. i wanted to kick him in the face so damn much. I almost did but out of the corner of my eye I could see Rancid Cocksucker sort of hovering in the background. Rather than pack up my gear I just sat there on that rock and ignored all the yelling and screaming.
It wasn't to long before Little Fat fucker grabbed me by the arm and pulled me off the rock. he started screaming that no damn kid was going to sit on one of his rocks and refuse. I sat down on my sleeping bag instead. Rancid Cocksucker ran over and pulled it out from under me. With these to people hovering over me it didn't take a lot for me to figure out they were trying to get me angry.
It worked to.
I tried to punch Rancid Cocksucker in the face when he jumped at me to scream in my face. he jumped back in time and fell right on this fat ass. Little Fat Fucker jumped on me from behind and crushed me onto the ground. I was scared, panicking, and again I was choking. I couldn't breathe and I couldn't speak to beg Little Fat Fucker to get off of me.
i don't know how long i was on the ground with my face pinned in the dirt and rocks. But Little Fat Fucker took some of his weight off of me and I managed to get in a few breathes of air. Just enough to plead with them to get them off me. Little fat fucker started screaming at me that anyone who could beg could breathe and smashed his weight back down on me.
This went on for quite a while. Everytime he'd ease up on me I'd try to do what he told me, but either I couldn't do it fast enough or something else went wrong and he would slam me back down onto the group. By this time Rancid Cocksucker was helping him throw me on the ground harder and harder. After awhile I just stopped moving and they got off of me.
Rancid Cocksucker told me that I had better fucking stay on the ground or i was going to get slammed even harder. I didn't move and I just laid there with the sun coming up. It was pretty cold, but I managed to stay still. My fear and panic seemed to make everything move ten times as fast around me. I looked around from the corners of my eyes as I began to look for ways out of this place. Last night I had thought about running, but without my shoes it seemed like a bad idea. Now it didn't matter because if I stayed here these two guys were going to kill me.
After about an hour Little Fat Fucker came out of the gear barn where he and Rancid Cocksucker had gone. He told me to get the fuck up and get my shit packed in 3 minutes or do it the fuck over again.
When I got up off the ground I tried my best to move. I was cold, in pain, and stiff from lying still on the ground. Even with my fear pushing me I still just couldn't move fast enough to collect up my supplies and get my roll put together fast enough. Little Fat Fucker again tore open my roll and threw everything all over the place. He looked at me and told me that i had just earned another day sitting in the circle to work on my attitude. He told me to get my shit together and get my ass back in the circle.
I moved as fast as I could and finally I managed to sit down and wait for whatever happened next.
Little Fat Fucker woke me up early this morning. The sun wasn't even up yet and the jerk was screaming at me to get the hell out of my bedroll. He kept hollering at me until I managed to get dressed and pack up my roll. This wasn't fast enough for him and he dumped all my gear and clothes onto the ground. To piss me off even more he kicked my stuff all over the place.
Instead of packing it up in under 3 minutes or less I sat down on one of the rocks and told Little Fat Fucker to go fuck himself. He started screaming and yelling some more. Oh god.. i wanted to kick him in the face so damn much. I almost did but out of the corner of my eye I could see Rancid Cocksucker sort of hovering in the background. Rather than pack up my gear I just sat there on that rock and ignored all the yelling and screaming.
It wasn't to long before Little Fat fucker grabbed me by the arm and pulled me off the rock. he started screaming that no damn kid was going to sit on one of his rocks and refuse. I sat down on my sleeping bag instead. Rancid Cocksucker ran over and pulled it out from under me. With these to people hovering over me it didn't take a lot for me to figure out they were trying to get me angry.
It worked to.
I tried to punch Rancid Cocksucker in the face when he jumped at me to scream in my face. he jumped back in time and fell right on this fat ass. Little Fat Fucker jumped on me from behind and crushed me onto the ground. I was scared, panicking, and again I was choking. I couldn't breathe and I couldn't speak to beg Little Fat Fucker to get off of me.
i don't know how long i was on the ground with my face pinned in the dirt and rocks. But Little Fat Fucker took some of his weight off of me and I managed to get in a few breathes of air. Just enough to plead with them to get them off me. Little fat fucker started screaming at me that anyone who could beg could breathe and smashed his weight back down on me.
This went on for quite a while. Everytime he'd ease up on me I'd try to do what he told me, but either I couldn't do it fast enough or something else went wrong and he would slam me back down onto the group. By this time Rancid Cocksucker was helping him throw me on the ground harder and harder. After awhile I just stopped moving and they got off of me.
Rancid Cocksucker told me that I had better fucking stay on the ground or i was going to get slammed even harder. I didn't move and I just laid there with the sun coming up. It was pretty cold, but I managed to stay still. My fear and panic seemed to make everything move ten times as fast around me. I looked around from the corners of my eyes as I began to look for ways out of this place. Last night I had thought about running, but without my shoes it seemed like a bad idea. Now it didn't matter because if I stayed here these two guys were going to kill me.
After about an hour Little Fat Fucker came out of the gear barn where he and Rancid Cocksucker had gone. He told me to get the fuck up and get my shit packed in 3 minutes or do it the fuck over again.
When I got up off the ground I tried my best to move. I was cold, in pain, and stiff from lying still on the ground. Even with my fear pushing me I still just couldn't move fast enough to collect up my supplies and get my roll put together fast enough. Little Fat Fucker again tore open my roll and threw everything all over the place. He looked at me and told me that i had just earned another day sitting in the circle to work on my attitude. He told me to get my shit together and get my ass back in the circle.
I moved as fast as I could and finally I managed to sit down and wait for whatever happened next.