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« on: November 10, 2007, 02:39:36 AM »
everyone of us will have some issues forever because of that fucked up place.There is no way that as a teen you are abandoned by your parents to be raised by crazy people(if they only knew) stuck in a valley,only leaving for 2 weeks over 2+ years and not be affected by it.
That does not even come close to touching the crap we went through.
I am afraid that I will always feel completely different from anyone that has not gone through what we did.They could never understand one bit of it,never.
I believe that as people age they are suppose to forget and move past some life experiences.We were FORCED to dig up shit that was way over and made to feel guilt and shame for things that were normal life happenings.
To dredge up this shit to the extent they did at that point in life screws up the nature of the mind.
Throw in some sleep deprivation and of course we feel nuts!!!!!!!!!!!!!