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Elan School / Elan is the subject matter
« on: May 25, 2006, 09:48:00 AM »
thanks :smile:
pls feel free to PM me with the answer if you feel its necessary. a staff member, male. dark haired and v intense. youngish mid-20s. Elan 8. i remember anne flynn lol like i could ever forget her. and linda roy yup. but him, i can see his face and hear his voice but i cannot bring back his name.
and thanks for the ignore/tease advice. hehe im wavering on my decision. its not really fair nor kind to tease them, tho its almost irrestible....

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Elan School / Elan is the subject matter
« on: May 25, 2006, 09:32:00 AM »
well shoot. the layering of posts didnt work. oh well. haha. im sure i will get lots of practice from the warm fuzzy welcome i just received.
yo yo Felice.... lol what can i say? should i even bother responding to that junk? the last thing i want is a perpetual series of posts that say nothing and mean even less.

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Elan School / Elan is the subject matter
« on: May 25, 2006, 09:29:00 AM »
*hits post, and waits for the barrage of verbal abuse*"

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Excuse me cjennyrun? unless you post your SS#'s , full address, telephone #'s, bank statements, then your just as anonymous as us bag head people. I mean God Damn, your a fuckin McDonald french fry person, WTF?"
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hello n nice to meet you too. no need for swearing unless you lack the vocabulary for other words... and no i am not a McDs fry person. i assume that translates to someone working minimun wage? and, Felice remembers me. so yes, its shocking i know. i am a real person *gasp* and *more gasping in awe* i was a resident of Elan. ive the feeling that i am much older than you in years. and the knowledge that i am older than you in maturity. tis all good.
yes, i said hello. i said hello to people that i actually knew. i will continue to do so, no matter what perception others have.
it sure didnt take you *whoever you are* to slam me. i thought i had a good hour here before that happened hahahaha. its ok, im secure enough to handle you. im sorry youve such rage and pain inside. i hope one day you find a way to deal with it before it destroys you, because it will destroy you.
btw, first attempt at copying a section of another post... sorry in advance if i screw it up!
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Elan School / Life is too short
« on: May 25, 2006, 09:13:00 AM »
when i was sent to Elan, i had health issues. they were never addressed nor was there any health care. but, that was 20+ years ago, i do not know of the physical care given now. what i do know, is that my lack of medical help then has caused me life long problems. lyme disease is a difficult auto immune problem that requires genuine medical care.
i honestly do not know enough of the Elan that exists now, but my thought is this:
your child needs help and you know this. if I want you to send your child somewhere please make sure it is a place where you and the child are permitted contact. a place that focuses on the body as well as the mind. a boarding school that you can visit, or where your child is allowed to call you if needed. remove your child from the current environment and the current peer pressure. please avoid any place where communication is denied for months at a time.
auto immune disorders require care. i do not know if Elan is capable or interested in that part. there is no easy answer, it requires a lot of research and as a parent it requires a lot of sacrifice.
i wish you, and your family the best of luck in healing and growing.
please make sure that your child is in a place where medical care is routine, not a place where it is held back as it was in Elan.
good luck, and stay strong for your child.

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Elan School / Elan is the subject matter
« on: May 25, 2006, 08:49:00 AM »
xres, i guessed from ur nick that you were of my generation there.  :smile:  good to see you here, hope things are balanced in your life. ive only seen a small percentage of posters here, posting real stuff. it makes me sad. what is the point to all the flying bs between people? esp when they are logged in as anon. lol if im pissed off and ranting im not going to hide in a paper bag, ive had enough hiding. Elan taught me to hide, actually forced me to hide and im now learning to un-hide.
and gee, since i dont use caps will i be presumed to be someone else?
honest to god i dont get the point. when i found this site i was seeking other ppls stories, and hoping to tell my own. i was hoping to reconnect with those that i had 'contracts' with. but so many ppl have bags over their heads, i cant tell who is whom.
i will continue to read here, attempting to glean a small amount of Elan thru the posts. and yeah to be honest im expecting to be slammed by strangers here cuz that seems to be the pattern.
'act as if, and it will become a part of you'. all i can think is that some of you are so damaged and angry, and twisted that it has not only become a part of you, its become you. that is tragic. why arent you all taking back your lives? i was hoping to find that here as well...
hello n smiles, to Felice.
hello n smiles to Art.
hello n smiles to xres8182, for you ive some questions if that is ok? i need to remember some names so that i can give those memories a proper burial.
im really sad at what ive found here. im also intimidated, i dont deal with being slammed very well and its apparently the way to pass the time in this forum.
i want to make sure old friends are ok, alive and living not just existing. now i dont know where to look. sigh.
*hits post, and waits for the barrage of verbal abuse*

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Elan School / Elan is the subject matter
« on: May 22, 2006, 12:11:00 PM »
i just attempted to wade thru the forums here and i gotta say.... lots of anger. yeah im new to this site, i expected to find Elan here, not name calling and the utter crudeness posted far too much. what is the point? ignore what you dont like, skip posts by those you detest. i came here to find old friends, and possibly some closure to my Elan scarring.
if anyone is genuinely interested in talking please feel free to email me. i want to reconnect to those i remember. regrettably ive only first names for some, and just faces for others. its been 25 years and i still have flashes and nightmares. i just.. want to heal. please. i want to find the few that dared to form a contract with me.
thanks.

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