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M- Dude. I think some of these people are completely wacked. The anons get in here and just screw more with our minds. You're in a good place right now and moving along great. Ain't heard a thing from KA, but let him know that G. and I hope things are going well.  Yea, you were screwed after leaving VA and heading north, and I think a lot of us would like to 'confront' Dean M., Mel et. al. on staff when we were there. Maybe one day! When I'm done with the current gig and got time to get back there.. B.

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Virginia Straightlings
« on: April 06, 2006, 06:29:00 PM »
Hey Eudora,
   Wanna pick up some of this conversation on a PM? I'll try.
B.

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / I'm Sorry!
« on: April 05, 2006, 05:45:00 PM »
Check your PMs. Just sent one to ya...

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Interesting, if we were able to sit in a coffee house somewhere, I'd be able to tell you a lot more and 'share' some of my experiences. I've been to GTMO and thoroughly understand what is going on down there. Can't talk much about the School of the Americas- only what's come out in the media--- Which brings me to another issue. Most of what we, the GAP (General American Public)see and hear is from the media. They are able to put their spin on the story and it is usually one sided. Too bad, because there is so much more going on in places like GTMO, Kosovo and Iraq, and most of it is good for the population there and helpful for the poeple in their efforts to move to a more free and democratic society. However, much of the media paints a different/horrible picture. Sure, we can argue this all you want, in fact, that ability you have to argue and say what you want on this site and in others is only secured by the men and women of the Armed Forces that defend this, and other, freedoms you have...

 The lady who wrote this letter is Pam Foster of Pamela Foster and Associates in Atlanta. She's been in business since 1980 doing interior design and home planning. She recently wrote a letter to a family member serving in Iraq....... Read it!
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> WHAT'S ALL THE FUSS?  "Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not  started by Islamic people who brought it to our
shores on September 11, 2001? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally  murdered that day, in downtown
Manhattan, across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania?
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>  Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they?
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> And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?
Well, I don't.    I don't care at all.
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> I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11.
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> I'll care about the Koran when the fanatics in the Middle East start caring about the Holy Bible, the mere possession of which is a crime
in Saudi Arabia.
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> I'll care when Abu Musab al-Zarqawi tells the world he is sorry for hacking off Nick Berg's
head while Berg screamed  through his gurgling
slashed throat.
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> I'll care when the cowardly so-called insurgents" in Iraq come out and fight like men instead of disrespecting their own religion by hiding in mosques.
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> I'll care when the mindless zealots who blow themselves up in search of nirvana care about the innocent children within range of their
suicide bombs.
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> I'll care when the American media stops pretending that their First Amendment liberties are somehow derived from international law
instead of  the United States Constitution's Bill of Rights.
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> In the meantime, when I hear a story about a brave marine roughing up an Iraqi terrorist to obtain information, know this: I don't care.
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> When I see a fuzzy photo of a pile of naked Iraqi prisoners who have been humiliated in what amounts to a college hazing incident, rest
assured that I don't care.
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> When I see a wounded terrorist get shot in the head when he is told not to move because he might be booby-trapped, you can take it to the
bank that I don't care.
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> When I hear that a prisoner, who was issued a Koran and a prayer mat, and fed "special" food that is paid for by my tax dollars, is
complaining that  his holy book is being "mishandled," you can absolutely
believe in your heart of hearts that I don't care.
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> And oh, by the way, I've noticed that sometimes it's spelled "Koran" and other times "Quran." Well, Jimmy Crack Corn and --- you guessed it - - - I don't care ! ! ! ! !
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> If you agree with this view point, pass this on to all your e-mail friends. Sooner or later, it'll get to the people responsible for this ridiculous behavior! If you don't agree, then by all means hit the delete button.
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> Should you choose the latter, then please don't
complain when more atrocities committed by radical Muslims happen here in our great country.
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> I am not deleting this, I am sending it on, but only after I add:  ME, TOO!

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Hey Str8survivorVA,
   Don't know if I know you or not- I came up with the mayflower group from FL- but sounds like you are going through what many of us that lived through the program go through on a daily/weekly basis. I don't normally get into a lot with these posts bacause there are so many imposters out there and folks that just don't give a shit and want someplace to vent, however, I do go through much of what you do.
   Successful career- I'm closing in on 20 years and retirement as an officer in the Army. I've got a wonderful wife and three children. Graduate and Post-grad degrees. Nice house, great neighborhood, etc, etc. However, there are times where I feel like I'm living a lie and that it all can't be true because of what I experienced in the past and what I did. Heck- I've been to war a few times and seen the things that happen in Iraq and in Kosovo. Now, that will give you some serious PTSD, on top of what I experienced in STR8.
   But- I continue ot be extremely open with my wife on what I did in the past, and most of my close friends also know some parts of pre-STR8 and some of my experiences in STR8. I find that it helps when I recall events to talk them over with my wife or a close friend that understands. Yea, some of it is horrible, but it only get worse if its kept in. I've got many friends that have PTSD form Iraq and they are going through hell on a daily basis. There are images locked up in their minds that are reality for them back here in the states that normal human beings do not see or ever have to deal with. However, these folks live it every day. The pile of garbage on a neighborhood street (that could be an IED). Swerving as you go under an overpass because you think you're going to get hit with an RPG. Those are just a few.
   Things that bothered me from the Lindy England trail and the pictures of Iraqi's stacked up on eachother brought back memories of being sat on be 10 dude's for my misbehaving. Or the cuts I put on my are because of the hurt and attention I wanted and seeing Soldiers and civilians cut up. Not great memories nor great experiences to go through. But, I do talk with freinds and family about them and it helps. The one theing I continually do is keep that part of my life in the past and live for my wonderful wife and children and put all my energy into raising them to be productive members of society. I choose not to sit on my ass and let those things in the past drag me down. Man, there is so much good to live for in this world and so much I still want to experience that I will not allow STR8 or anything else from the past disturb or destroy.
   Enjoy FLA- I go down to the Keys every summer to fish for Tarpon and relax from the rest of the world. But only for a short time, as I do want to get back to my family, friends and the fun that is out there.
Psycho6

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June 25, '82 to JUL, '83. Was there for part of your stay, Hip, and glad to have spent some time with you and the family.  Always respected the shit out of your Dad- hell, he scared the shit our of me.
  Don't know 2/3's of these Anons, but they really don't have a clue as to how it was when we moved from St. Pete to Springfield. If you wern't there, you wouldn't know and have no basis to talk about it. We lived it, the whole F. Collins incident, M. Riddle, J. Sailor, M.M. and other Staffers.
  I think the part of who had it worse, or bad or whatever is relative to the individual. I just don't get why many of them are still living in thier own shit and stuck in the past. Man, that was over 20 years ago and we're in our 40s now. would hope that some have grown up a bit since then...

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Been to Baghdad lately?
« on: February 14, 2006, 02:48:00 PM »
Eudora,
   You gotta be shittin me! If you truly were in Sarasota in '82, you would have known me and would know that I would never be around that L. England slut. She is/was so bad for the Army and all soldiers who fight for our freedom. Soldiers like that make me sick and cause so much negative shit for soldiers and the US. Damn, where are we going with this???

Hippie- Got no calls yet from KA or Joe. Hope they are all well. It was a good phone call with you and nice to get back in touch after over twenty years.

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Been to Baghdad lately?
« on: February 10, 2006, 12:09:00 PM »
11B man, but never felt secure the whole time over there. Always worried about some little shit bastard poppin off something from a bridge or can or trash from the side of the road. BIAP wasn't bad, except for the occassional mortar that came in. Man, you never knew if the next one was for you or not. That, and everyone you ran into on the road or out patrolling would look at you and smile, but you never really knew if they were going to take the next shot.
   Folks doin a lot of bitchin in here about life, but I don't think they'd like to spend time over there. I have a rough time driving down roads here, sometimes thinking that I'm gonna get hit under the next overpass or the trash bag on the side of the road is an IED. And 4th of July suckes with all the damn firecrackers and shit goin off. Talk about soem deep down repressed shit...

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Been to Baghdad lately?
« on: February 09, 2006, 01:40:00 PM »
Anyone out there been to Baghdad or IZ over the past couple of years and take out some STR8 frustration on the terrorists? Was over there in early '04 doin' my part, seeing some shit and releasing that frustration...

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Fred Collins was a pussy at the time, and probably still is... although he may be a rich pussy. I remember his skinny ass in the program and he did/caused more harm to those of us inside than good.

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Virginia Straightlings
« on: January 30, 2006, 07:12:00 PM »
Mel Riddler, not a name that I've heard in a long long time. Yea, came up from FL on the Mayflower group to VA and Mel ran the program while I was there. As I recall, he was not a sadistic person, but one trying hard to understand his charge and help- all be it, probably misguided. But look who he had as Sr. Staff and execs?? They were not little angles, and I had many disagreements with what they were doing. Got hit, sat on for endless hours where I couldn't feel my arms or legs, spit on, etc etc. Know it happened to a lot of us. However, I was probably one of those folks that needed to be physically and mentally abused for it all to sink in and possibly help. Now, some may think it was brain washing, but its been almost 23 years and things are fine now. I see a lot of posts in this from folks that seem to have never passed beyond the 'terrible' things that happened to them at STR8. Get over it and out of your shit- especially if it was over 20 years ago. Hell, most of you aught to be approaching 35-40 now and should have a life! If you think about it, not a whole lot of folks in life are stuck in your shit, they are moving on with life, as you should.
   I guess now, with three kids of my own, I'm just trying to ensure they don't have to go through what I did in STR8 either in Sarasota or Springfield. Screwed up times in the early '80, but oh, what great and wild times they were. A phase of life that I went through, some good and some completely F---ed up. But, just a phase, no more...

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / How long were you in Straight?
« on: December 15, 2005, 07:04:00 PM »
13 Months, Brother in 26 months.

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / A General Question to Those With Children
« on: November 07, 2005, 05:23:00 PM »
Got three kids (8, 12, 15) and will answer their questions, even relating what I went through, if they ask. So far, has seemed to work. Biggest thing I have learned is that I don't hide things from them, let them make mistakes and learn from those mistakes, and be a part of their lives and what they do on a day to day basis.

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / My Husband just doesn't get it
« on: November 07, 2005, 05:17:00 PM »
I told my wife (friend) at the time about STr8. We started dating in '85 and I told her immediately about all that happened in Straight and where I was coming from. she even tried to relate, funny. But, she did understand and we have survived with three kids for twenty years now. I'm one of those crazy kids that made it through and never looked back once I left. Sure, i tell my wife and kids about what I went through, and I think that helps. But I aint gonna let myself get stuck in the past- too much fun living now...

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Looking for stories
« on: October 27, 2005, 05:49:00 PM »
No shit! I was there when we moved up from FLA and got out in JUL '83. Know what ever happened to Matt E., Matt M., Karen P., Tom P., etc.?

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