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The Troubled Teen Industry / Escuela Caribe ~ New Horizons
« on: May 22, 2005, 11:34:00 PM »
On my way to church this morning. I couldn't help but think of sitting in church in the DR and listening to the cock fights just down the road. My kids didn't get it ... they don't even know what a cock fight is.

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The Troubled Teen Industry / Escuela Caribe ~ New Horizons
« on: May 17, 2005, 02:10:00 AM »
Could we ever be honest? Our journals would betray us, but so would the other people around us. Not that they necessarily wanted to, they had to to improve there own situation. Even when I tried to be honest I knew it couldn't be the whole truth. The ONE time I tried to talk openly, it backfired. I think I did open up in Canada, but only with a select few. You were damned if you did and damned if you didn't. If you were honest you had a "bad attitude" if you weren't, "you weren't facing reality".
 :silly:
enough to drive a person crazy

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The Troubled Teen Industry / Escuela Caribe ~ New Horizons
« on: May 15, 2005, 10:50:00 PM »
I think I could visit. Just for that reason, I could leave at any time. I have even considere taking a vacation to the DR and visiting with my family. I know they would only let us see what they want us to, so I wouldn't expose my family to something abusive. Don't think I will ever be able to afford it, but have thought of it.

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The Troubled Teen Industry / Escuela Caribe ~ New Horizons
« on: May 13, 2005, 03:15:00 AM »
I am so tired of the nightmares. It seems that they are a never ending jumble or short movies. I continue to dream of having to run after the motorcycle up Pico. I don't dare be more than an arms length away. The "monster" driving is laughing. When I catch up he sprouts wings, it is impossible to stay close. I end up running speed drills at the peak. Then I am doing pushups while he keeps his foot on my back pushing me down. Tonite I woke up my body aching like I was really running etc. What I wouldn't do for a good nights sleep without my ex-housefather invading my dreams. Will this ever end????

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The Troubled Teen Industry / Escuela Caribe ~ New Horizons
« on: May 11, 2005, 12:56:00 AM »
Jon, I am a member to the group and know how you acted. I was nothing but friendly to you. You and I never argued. However, this attack to Dre is unfounded. Dre and I were never close, but we were in TKB together. I did witness the encounter she mentioned. She was new and I was on 2nd level I think. She also witnessed some of the things I went thru at the hands of the same housefather. I will never say all staff was bad. However, you didn't live in the house with her so you cannot say what she went thru with her housefather.

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