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CEDU / Brown Schools and derivatives / clones / I daresay eight pizza sticks!
« on: September 28, 2004, 11:06:00 AM »
At different times I was verboten to:
read
play guitar
sing
play any sports
talk
talk of drugs, music, girls, home, or friends or ANYTHING not involving program
talk to girls
talk to parents/family
sit
split
eat
sleep
drink
use restroom
dress in clean clothes
stop physical labor
stop running
stop many kinds of biomechanical excercises that often caused injury.
and a whole bunch of other shit.

The greater the ignorance the greater the dogmatism.


--William Osler


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CEDU / Brown Schools and derivatives / clones / Not just talking. Need answers.
« on: September 24, 2004, 01:01:00 PM »
Question for you people who have been through this stage before:
     What kind of case do I have if I have proven disabilities stemming from PTSD proven to be caused by an entire program and few individuals? I?m very interested to hear what anyone knows. I?ll check back Sunday or Monday when I get back to thinker. Thanking everyone in advance
I am Pissed.

The hypothalamus is one of the most important parts of the brain, involved in many kinds of motivation, among other functions.  The hypothalamus controls the "Four F's": 1. fighting;  2. fleeing;  3.feeding; and  4. mating.
-- Psychology professor in neuropsychology intro course


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CEDU / Brown Schools and derivatives / clones / FORMER CEDU STAFF
« on: September 21, 2004, 10:42:00 AM »
What do you want? Do you really think that you will help the world with your own school. I think the world will be a worse place if you take anything but what you have learned HERE on this site about kids.
CEDU education may have been fine if you weren't trapped. If you chose to hear the "honesty". BTW the version of honesty that the school employs IS abuse. Period.
Please please don't think we even need you here. I think you are smart, but evil. CEDU bad. People who think CEDU good- bad. Bye.

First they ignore you. Then they laugh at you. Then they fight you. Then you win.
http://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/ASIN/0826400035/circlofmiamithem' target='_new'> Gandhi


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CEDU / Brown Schools and derivatives / clones / A clockwork orange
« on: September 18, 2004, 06:39:00 AM »
I don't listen to music. I listen to anti-music and I occasionally I even compose.
But I still won't listen to "unacceptable" music. Interesting footnote here is that I refer to only unnaceptables when I was a student not things that I know would be unnacceptable like most rap.
I always think someone is sneaking up or it's just that i jump when someone i know is going behind me touches me.
I'm totally afraid to get into any conflict at work. I feel like ultra insecure when anyone says anything to me nice or not. when I hear music from propheets I must make it stop. I leave or change channel or station, or make someone turn off. It's really important becuawe I must conciusly try not to feel if I hear something when I 'm not expecting it. Something will happen on a commercial or something and I'll bein tears and I don't know why. or if I talk to my friends about it I immediatly feel they can't understand and go to tears.
Relationships? with who about what. the world is not rma-cedu-rs-bca-cascade-secretharbor orprovo. it's all and is none.

does anyone here  ever talk about thinking? and the voices they make you think you hear. The negativity of the world careening into you? the thoughts that make you tell yourself that you are brainwashing yourself out of the brainwashing.Is there any good thing we learned and how can you talk about how to fuse them ?

it's time to move on, move away from wha t I've been running from . I can't get a happy life. I remember being happy for stretches of time but unhappy for longer and all the time doubting. not thinking i'm living up to my contract, values, and IME.hello. God I shouldn't still feel this should I?

Black markets will always be with us. But they will recede in importance when our public morality is consistent with our private one.


http://www.tatteredcover.com/NASApp/store/IndexJsp?s=showproduct&affiliateId=000095&isbn=0618334661' target='_new'>Eric Schlosser, Reefer Madness


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