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Treatment Abuse, Behavior Modification, Thought Reform => Straight, Inc. and Derivatives => Topic started by: Anonymous on September 30, 2002, 09:28:00 PM

Title: Nightmear
Post by: Anonymous on September 30, 2002, 09:28:00 PM
last night I woke up all freaked out...I was stuck back in that hell hole and could not believe it. Then relized that one of my kids were stuck in there as well...I was freaking out in my nightmear about him being there and I could not breath any more. I kept saying I could handle it but please not him. I was falling a part.
I did wake up and was too freaked I could not sleep the rest of the night.I was weirded out all day and felt like I needed to be with my son all day. I did not want to send him to school today. I did and just kept busy all day but it was a very hard day my emotions are all over the place.
Hopefully I can fall to sleep tonight with ease.I already have some anxizoidy about it.
Needed a place to share it, Thanks.
Hope you are all well.
Title: Nightmear
Post by: Anonymous on October 01, 2002, 03:45:00 PM
Hey, i have nightmares all the time. last night i had one of being trapped in a glass box and i was screaming and crying. The people around me were my kung-fu brothers and they were just looking at me. Then some how i broke out of the box and started running i ran up and down stairs and made my way to the back of the building. When i came out i was in the parking lot of the kids building in seacacus n.j. then staff members started chasing me. I stopped someone in a car and drove off. I felt the same panic i felt the night i ran away. I woke up and had to snap myself back into reality. These dreams usally happed when i am having a big change in my life and i am nervous or afraid of the out come. i do not know what it can be for you. But never allow those dreams to hold you back let it be more of a reason to continue to push forward.      

                         take care,
                             jessica
Title: Nightmear
Post by: John Olsakovsky on October 02, 2002, 04:11:00 PM
Have you ever had a dream where you're weariung sort of sun god robes on top of a big pyramid with thousands of naked women screaming and throwing little pickles at you?

Why am I the only one who has that dream?
Title: Nightmear
Post by: Anonymous on October 02, 2002, 06:32:00 PM
What would Freud say about that one JohnO??
Hilarious.
Me...Unregistered User Me
Title: Nightmear
Post by: Anonymous on October 12, 2002, 07:35:00 PM
I had a recurring dream about kids many times.  I always escape and walk up a hill and wind up right outside giants stadiam on route 3(i think its route3 anyway).  And it takes me forever.  And when i get there I'm wearing a pair of k-mart shoes with velcroe and pants that must have cost my parents 2 dollars to buy.  The Dream changes from there but it always starts off the same way.  As time has passed i have had the dream less and less.  I think this website helps alot.  Talking to people from the program about the stupid things, the funny things and the sad things help alot.  I was only in for 9 months and as we all know in kids terms thats like a week.  I never got a chance to be real friends with some of the people i would like to have but it still helps to talk to people from time to time, and read posts etc....
Title: Nightmear
Post by: Anonymous on October 13, 2002, 12:18:00 AM
can i have the acid all of are taking it sounds like some shit.