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Treatment Abuse, Behavior Modification, Thought Reform => The Seed Discussion Forum => Topic started by: Filobeddoe on August 08, 2004, 01:44:00 AM
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Day 20 - Moral Inventory - 8/17/75:
"I came in this morning with a real good attitude. I learned an awful lot today. I had my hand up almost all the time but staff didn't call on me. The reasons why were because I was getting frustrated when they didn't call on me. And because my attitude sucked. And the main reason was because I was still trying to con people. I wasn't being myself. I was trying to impress everybody & let them know that I was doin good. Now I'm glad that I didn't get called on because I wasn't being sincere. I was scheming. That is something I have to change NOW!
I LOVE YOU
Goals: Be myself, don't try to impress everybody on how good I'm doing. Because I'm the most important person. And I'm gonna have to start worrying about myself.
God give me the strength AMEN
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scheming to what? get the fuck out and find your sanity again?
me too brother...
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Don Smith, former staff trainee at Straight around `84 or so, included in his biographical writing a run down on how jr staff was instructed by sr staff to call on certain kids and not others before raps. I wonder if that protocol was as old at that point as Zippety-do-dah?
We did not inherit this land from our ancestors, we borrow it form our children.
Haida