Fornits

Treatment Abuse, Behavior Modification, Thought Reform => Straight, Inc. and Derivatives => Topic started by: Scarstruck on July 04, 2004, 12:53:00 PM

Title: Love
Post by: Scarstruck on July 04, 2004, 12:53:00 PM

Man I am having a horrible weekend...the creepy crawley is invading my mind..
I feel like Im gonna have another breakdown..Luckily I have met someone that loves me and that I love and she kinda keeps me together.
 We are trying to take things slowly and have a healthy relationship..As I have not had one in ..5 years..
 There arent very many good people out there anymore...and every single woman I dated or whatever since my divorce was substandard, liar, crazy, or just plain uuugh...
 Ahh bad relationships.. (except one, Katy Edwards, whom is still a very good friend...shes the only ex I am friends with)

 Im so very picky and choosy of whom I associate with....and I cannot be compatible with someone that has lots of problems (Drug addicts, alcoholics, mental probs, eating disorders, sex addicts *they cant be faithful* etc ad nauseum)
 because I have lots of problems and need someone grounded for things to work.
 My family is destroyed and I have hardly any worthwhile friends to speak of..
 
 So in times like this Im glad I have this person..

 Seems like sometimes I just wake up and feel like my life is suffocating me and I just dont wanna be awake or alive...I wanna crawl in a hole and die..
And talking about it does no good this is an unstoppable negative force

 


_________________
http://http://www.survivingthesystem.com
I drained my heart, I burned my soul
I tore my core to stop the growth
I pray to dying space, to cover me in snow
Im dying I hope you're dying too[ This Message was edited by: Scarstruck on 2004-07-04 09:54 ]

Title: Love
Post by: Anonymous on July 04, 2004, 09:42:00 PM

Well, you have something to khelp you out in htese times. It is always better to have someone to help you in the times that really suck the most. Just think, some people never get to love someone. Good rel;ationships, that last at least, are hard to come by.

Ain't loce grand?

Title: Love
Post by: Scarstruck on July 04, 2004, 10:18:00 PM

It can be ...yes. By the way I feel alot better now..had a really really horrible weekend.

Title: Love
Post by: Anonymous on July 10, 2004, 04:03:00 AM

Take care of it, or it will leave you. This, I know to be true.

Title: Love
Post by: Scarstruck on July 10, 2004, 09:31:00 AM

Will it leave me in a bus? Will it leave me with a gust ?