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Treatment Abuse, Behavior Modification, Thought Reform => Straight, Inc. and Derivatives => Topic started by: Anonymous on March 25, 2004, 02:40:00 PM
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i was put in kids 3 days after my 14th b day as a behavior problem it for me as im sure everyone a terrible experience,i didnt do drugs.i was there for 8 months never made it off first phase got started over and frozen 3 times.despite my honesty i was always mocked and called a liar constantly.gave up on ever seeing home again my will was definately broken.i would cry and cry.i just wanted to be with my family again i was only 14.i had never been away from home for more than a couple days.now i was hundreds of miles from home.i was scared of all of you.i developed a problem with stuttering every time i tried to talk in group the words would not come out.i admit that i had emotional problems i still do for that matter.im 30 now and i still think about it on a daily basis.when i first read some of the things an this site it brought back so many feelings that i havent felt for years mostly hate anger and resentment toward all of you as a whole i felt that i got a raw deal and ever since i thought i had only been singled out because i was young and weak and could be broken very easily i hated you all for that i would liken your behaviur toward me to that of parasites or mosquitos each of you taking your turn to feed off of me.but i just want to say that looking back i understand that we were all in it together and you had to survive.i can say now that even though i havent looked back in 16 years,carrying only bad feelings about my experience ive found that i am able to let go of the resentment and hate.i am willing to forgive and i would like to hear from some of you who were there when i was there.i would like to talk.i think this is a good site and im glad to see people really do care.if anyone has any thoughts plese post.im sure i will visit this page regularly thanks g.p.
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I am so sorry for what you went through. How did you get out after 8 months?
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my parents pulled me.when i was escorted out by a staff member I cant remember his name all i remember is dark hair and rosy cheeks (if thats much of a description)he was nice and i had respect for him.i was in total disbelief my first Question was if i could say bye to my oldcomer they said no and off i went.when i got home i said to my parents "thank you so much for taking me out.you dont know what they did to me"my mother replied"dont get used to it buddy boy you have 3 days"meaning that they pulled me with the intention to have me placed in straight of stoughton,ma upon my intake a female staff member who must have been an angel informed my parents that straight was not neccesary for me.i thank her to this day.
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Was it Brian B*ckl@y?
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brian. that sounds right i got so many faces without names and so many names without faces thanks