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Treatment Abuse, Behavior Modification, Thought Reform => Straight, Inc. and Derivatives => Topic started by: Therion on February 14, 2004, 06:53:00 AM

Title: Suicide notes I and II
Post by: Therion on February 14, 2004, 06:53:00 AM
** I **

Cheap cocaine, a dry inhale, the pills that kill and take the pain away
Diet of life, shelter without, the face that cannot see inside yours and mine

When I'm hiding, when I need it,
it lets me breathe,
for our handle on this life, I don't believe
this time

Would you look at me now?
Can you tell I'm a man?
With these scars on my wrists
To prove I'll try again
Try to die again, try to live through this night
Try to die again.....

Forever fooling, free and using,sliding down the slide that breaks a will
Mothers angel, getting smarter, how smart are you to regress unfulfilled?
It's a damn shame, but who's to blame?
Title: Suicide notes I and II
Post by: Therion on February 14, 2004, 06:56:00 AM
* II *

Out of my mind,gun up to the mouth
No pretension, execution, live and learn , rape and turn
Fret not family, nor pre-judged army
This is for me, and me only, cowards only
Try it


Don't you try to die, like me
It's livid and it's lies and makes graves
Graves descending down

It's not worth the time to try, to replenish a rotting life
I'll end the problem, facing nothing, fuck you off, fuck you all
Tortured history, addict of misery, this exposes me, for weakness is a magnet - watch me do it


Why would you help anyone who doesn't want it,
doesn't need it, doesn't want your shit advice
when a mind's made up to go ahead and die?
What's done is done and gone, so why cry?
Title: Suicide notes I and II
Post by: Therion on February 14, 2004, 07:30:00 AM
Disclaimer...Its poetry dont even send me support PMs ya fuckers!
Title: Suicide notes I and II
Post by: Anonymous on February 14, 2004, 07:52:00 AM
Get some help dude  :question:
Title: Suicide notes I and II
Post by: ehm on February 14, 2004, 10:05:00 AM
I think what Therion is trying to say, is that this is not his current frame of mind. That at this point in time, he poses no threat to himself, and is not contemplating suicide, or self harm, in any fashion.

These writings are his poetic memoirs.

In God's wildness lies the hope of the world x the great fresh unblighted, unredeemed wilderness. The galling harness of civilization drops off, and wounds heal ere we are aware.
-- John Muir

Title: Suicide notes I and II
Post by: kaydeejaded on February 14, 2004, 03:18:00 PM
anon you need help, you repeat yourself and you are obviously so afraid to express yourself and be held accountable...(ugh that word) for what you say you cannot even make up and imaginary name on a chat board where no one can see you.

Lame dude. "imaginary name" on a "chat board" and you are soooo pussy you can't even do that.  :roll:

wimp...

Allow the President to invade a neighboring nation whenever he shall deem it necessary to repel an invasion, and you allow him to do so whenever he may choose to say he deems it necessary for such purpose, and you allow him to make war at pleasure. Study to see if you can fix any limit to his power in this respect, after having given him so much as you propose. If today he should choose to say he thinks it necessary to invade Canada to prevent the British from invading us, how could you stop him? You may say to him,--"I see no probability of the British invading us"; but he will say to you, "Be silent: I see it, if you don't."
--Abraham Lincoln

Title: Suicide notes I and II
Post by: Therion on February 14, 2004, 10:55:00 PM
Methadone treatments are going great have been stable and clean for 15 months..

Am actually very happy and Morli is correct, although not my poetic musings. I express myself in other ways, but often hear a song that makes me think of something...and I will copy p[aste for others to read and think about...or to not read...

I think diffrent viewpoints are what make life great..

Thanks for sticking up for me Kaydee

Anon, you are a coward...you are boring, and would not know art, feelings, or expression if it fucked you up the ass.

HAPPY VAlENTINES DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Grab someone you love and be good to them..take them out..and fuck their brains out..and then fuck them again for me...as I have noone this Valentines...

_________________
Its in to use the slang
Outbreak of drug roulette
The cross leans to the side
Will prove the damndest yet
13 Steps lead to nowhere

[ This Message was edited by: Therion on 2004-02-14 20:02 ]
Title: Suicide notes I and II
Post by: Therion on February 14, 2004, 10:59:00 PM
Early in the mornin?
Risin? to the street
Light me up that cigarette
And I strap shoes on my feet
Got to find a reason
Reason things went wrong.
Got to find the reason why my money?s all gone.

I got a dalmation
And I can still get high.
I can play the guitar like a mother fucking riot.

Life is too short so love the one you got
Cause you might get run over or you might get shot.
Never had to battle with no bulletproof vest.
Never start no static I just get it off my (chest).
Take a small example, a tip from me...
Take all of your money and give it up to charity.
Lovin?s what I got, it?s within my reach
(and the sublime style is still straight from long beach)
It all comes back to you you?re going to get what you deserve.
Try and test that, you?re bound to get served.
Love?s what I got, don?t start a riot,
You feel it when the dance gets hot.

Lovin?, is what I got, I said remember that.
Lovin?, is what I got, I said remember that.

Why I don?t cry when my dog runs away.
I don?t get angry at the bills I have to pay.
I don?t get angry when my mom smokes pot,
Hits that bottle and goes right to the rock.
Fuckin and fighting, it?s all the same.
To live with louie dog?s the only way to stay sane.
Let the lovin?, let the lovin? come back to me.

Lovin?, is what I got, I said remember that.