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Treatment Abuse, Behavior Modification, Thought Reform => Straight, Inc. and Derivatives => Topic started by: Anonymous on October 17, 2003, 11:41:00 AM
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the blood lets the pain out, but it stains my clothing.
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:cry:
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Ginger Warbis ~ Antigen
American drug war P.O.W.
10/80 - 10/82
Straight South (Sarasota, FL)
Anonymity Anonymous
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I know where you are comming from and I would hope that you have some one who you can talk with and a support system. If you need to talk feel free to write me and we can talk. (I am not any type of counselor) I am just a survivor who whishes your pain would go away with out needing to slice yourself in order to feel release.
Sammie
sammiegirl67@hotmail.com
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There is a web resource for this type of behavior, they have a hotline and all that. I link to them from my web page, but have no first hand knowledge of them. Their site is at http://www.selfinjury.com/index.html (http://www.selfinjury.com/index.html)
Why don't you talk to Sammie and also contact the referenced link. If you do contact the link, I'd like to know if they are able to help you.
Beyond that please send me an email at wes@wesfager.com
Thank you and good luck,
Wes Fager
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I do the same thing. In fact I'm planning a nice big bloodletting very soon.
-Thomas-
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enjoy thomas, enjoy
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Try slicing yourself naked...you don't have the same blood/stain/clothing problem, better yet--fuck it---A lot of corpses are discovered with bloodstained clothing.
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I just tried that and it works just fine. I put a towel underneath me so when I sit on the floor and bleed it doesn't stain the carpeting. Red stained carperting and tan carpeting just don't look that good together.
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On 2003-10-21 06:21:00, Anonymous wrote:
"enjoy thomas, enjoy"
Is this the same Anon who's been intermittently playing people against the each other over in the Teen Help fourm? Just curious. Cause I suppose this comment would fit neatly into the 'force them to the bottom so they'll beg for rescue' doctrine.
Fuckin' asshole!The optimist thinks that this is the best of all possible worlds, and the pessimist knows it.
-- J. Robert Oppenheimer
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Aren't you going a little over board with this? I mean, wasn't this topic originally a question for help, or merely just a random "cutter" statement? :???: Shock value? Trying to beat the corn and shit statement? What's the agenda, are we now boasting our cutter abilities here folks? If it's so wonderful to do, why cry out for help and attention?
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On 2003-10-21 11:18:00, Antigen wrote:
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On 2003-10-21 06:21:00, Anonymous wrote:
"enjoy thomas, enjoy"
Is this the same Anon who's been intermittently playing people against the each other over in the Teen Help fourm? Just curious. Cause I suppose this comment would fit neatly into the 'force them to the bottom so they'll beg for rescue' doctrine.
Fuckin' asshole!"
No sh*t!
:flame: Every man has a property in his own person.
This nobody has any right to but himself.
The labor of his body and the work of his
hands are properly his.
--John Locke
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You just never can tell who it is posting or what their agenda. Maybe it's a program apologist trying to make us all out to be a bunch of crack pots. Maybe they don't realize that the same method tried on us as experiment subjects and now used on their own kids or recently on themselves has actually induced self harming and suicidal tendencies in a lot of us. They think it's damned funny.
Or maybe it's someone who really is cutting themselves and wants somebody to answer them or help them or at least just acknowledge their pain. To any reader who hasn't been in the Program, please understand that this is just exactly how the Program responds to someone who's despondent and desperate; with loud, angry laughter and public ridicule.
Anon, if you're for real, I can't tell you much except that whatever your deamons, I hope you're able to beat them down and never look back. The following is not meant for you at all.
If, on the other hand, you're just fucking with people's minds, I hope you get a dose of your own medicine one day, you sick fuck!
Time's fun when you're having flies.
--Kermit the Frog
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to feel the hot blood on my arms and chest. cutting the chest is the best because the cuts and scars can be covered up with a shirt. heehee! Ain't no attention game. In fact, I live by myself so no one can see me do it except my dogs and cats. The blood contains pain. The more blood that I can get out of me, the less pain that I must endure.
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On 2003-10-21 13:11:00, Anonymous wrote:
"to feel the hot blood on my arms and chest. cutting the chest is the best because the cuts and scars can be covered up with a shirt. heehee! Ain't no attention game. In fact, I live by myself so no one can see me do it except my dogs and cats. The blood contains pain. The more blood that I can get out of me, the less pain that I must endure. "
That is complete bullshit. Your blood contains nutrients for you body and keep it alive. Draining it is bad for you and can kill you. Everyone knows this it?s no scientific breakthrough or news flash. Bloodletting (When it used to be used) was a religious hoax! Your problems are in your mind and you need care and help. Thinking that way depletes your spirit and so does cutting and bleeding. I've been there and am sorry you are there now. ::kiss::
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On 2003-10-21 13:11:00, Anonymous wrote:
"to feel the hot blood on my arms and chest. cutting the chest is the best because the cuts and scars can be covered up with a shirt. heehee! Ain't no attention game. In fact, I live by myself so no one can see me do it except my dogs and cats. The blood contains pain. The more blood that I can get out of me, the less pain that I must endure. "
That is complete bullshit. Your blood contains nutrients for you body and keep it alive. Draining it is bad for you and can kill you. Everyone knows this, it?s no scientific breakthrough or news flash. Bloodletting (When it used to be used) was a religious hoax! Your problems are in your mind and you need care and help. Thinking that way depletes your spirit and so does cutting and bleeding. I've been there and am sorry you are there now. ::kiss::
One has to multiply thoughts to the point where there aren't enough
policemen to control them
--Stanislaw Lec
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If you don't mind/Why don't you mind?
Where is your since of indignation?
- Stephin Merritt
*Sorry for the double post!
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that is fine, I slice myself for every post back from my orig post. the more posts, the more cuts, the more blood, the less pain...so post all you want. You folks are actually helping to heal me. Thank you.
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GOTTA LET THAT PAIN OUT - I CAN JUST SEE MILLER'S HEAD STICKING OUT OF MY THIGH FROM MY LAST CUT- A COUPLE MORE POSTS BACK AND I THINK THAT I MAY BE ABLE TO PRY HIM OUT OF ME AND THEN WE CAN PUT HIM ON TRIAL. GOT TO GET HIM FIRST.
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Fuck you. Go ahead and slice yourself up; while you are at it, why don't you just go ahead and cut your damn throat and then may "Miller" can crawl out. Hey sicko, maybe you better check yourself in to a mental house and hang out with all the other nutcase muffins.
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Man, this is so cold! Reminds me of something, though. One time in my whole life I encouraged someone to off themselves. It was my ex boyfriend, trying to make me feel sorry for him for the horrible guilt he had to live with for what he'd done to our daughter. He was trying to talk me into dropping charges against him, no understanding that it was the state, not I, who was pressing charges.
He said "Do you know how awful I feel? I just want to kill myself." So I told him that might not be a bad idea, certainly would save a lot of people a lot of trouble."
But then, I knew who I was talking to and was very sure I meant it at the time. Not so sure now, though. I did go through with the prosecution, which necessarily meant backing and encouraging my little girl to give the testimony that put him away.
As messed up as the whole thing was from her point of view before the prosecution started, it got much worse and more confusing for her after. She's had to carry that with her and now has to sort it all out as an adult. I'd hate to think how much worse it might be for her if he'd actually offed himself and made a martyr of himself instead of living on to continue to show himself for the scum that he is.
Again, I don't know who is posting these messages. Could be all a sick prank or it could be very serious. I wish ya'll would consider the power of your words.
Great spirits have always encountered violent opposition from mediocre minds.
-- Albert Einstein
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feels good - thanks
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More posts, PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEE - I still have the pain, I really need to get it out before I go to the shrinker tomorrow. I need to let him know I feel better or they will be hell to pay. I can not for some reason slice myself deep enough without your help(posts). :nworthy:
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It worries me that you seem to not take this too seriously. I hope that you get some help and that you do not by mistake hit a vein/artery that may make you bleed out. It is important that you discuss this w/the person you are professionaly seeing. If you can not talk to them I suggest that you seek another Therapist or atleast someone you trust enough to work through this. I am here for you. Please email me so that I may give you my phone # at least we can talk through this before you accidentaly kill yourself. Again I am no therapist or otherwise so I can not offer professional help, but I have been there before and maybe we can atleast talk through the moment so that you can release the pain verbaly until you can get the help you need.
Also there is 1800 we prevent they can help you as well as 1800 suicide. Please Be careful
samantha
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Thank you Samantha and Wes. I will try to get it under control. This has not been an attention game, I have just had a couple of psychotic days. I have started taking my medication this morning. I don't even remember posting all this stuff, but as the meds began to work and I emerged from my funk, I realized I was cut to hell - big gouges and slices on my arms, legs, chest and unfortunately, my face too. Not that I am/was that pretty before, now I think I need some stitches just to keep my cheek together. I got a place on my thigh that when I squeeze it, the fat pushes out. Same think is happening with my left thumb. OUCH. I just logged on to the fornits site, saw this topic so I think it must have been me. Geez, what a fucked up critter I am.
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Welcome back we are here for you. And I hope your meds work. PS go get checked out and when was the last time you had a tetnus shot??
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