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Treatment Abuse, Behavior Modification, Thought Reform => CEDU / Brown Schools and derivatives / clones => Topic started by: fullspeed on November 15, 2008, 09:38:38 PM

Title: Hi. New here. CEDU RS Alum.
Post by: fullspeed on November 15, 2008, 09:38:38 PM
Hi. I went to CEDU Running Springs.  Mid 90s.

I think about the place often, but have not looked anything up online for a few years now. Today I was shocked when I found so much out there. There is like a ton of people speaking out. I looked at Liams documentary page, (which can be found here http://http://liamscheff.com/daily/cedu-documentary/ ) and was amazed at what I saw. It was almost like a switch going on in my head. For years I have felt like CEDU was a really positive thing that helped me out in my life and in a lot of ways I still do. However, after reading and watching a lot of the things that I have read today, my feelings are changing dramatically. I feel manipulated personally and I really feel like my parents were cheated financially. Now I know a lot of people would say "yeah, no kidding, you are just now figuring this out?" Yes I saw it all that way, but at a different level. Some of the info I read about I never knew such as the Synanon stuff, and other things I read about I knew were completely exaggerated. Overall though I feel really disturbed and feel the need to talk about it. Not sure how things are around here but I would like to hang out for a while and check the place out.  Any astonishing things that I should know about or any updates that have come to light? Sadly I have heard about a lot of the deaths, it's really messed up. I really would rather not talk about that just yet. I can name more than just a handful of people from when I was there that are no longer with us. I want to hear from folks, hear about any staff updates, student updates, and stuff that I was maybe never supposed to find out about.

Thanks, and I am glad I found this place.
Title: Re: Hi. New here. CEDU RS Alum.
Post by: psy on November 15, 2008, 09:44:04 PM
Hey there.  I know all too well what you're going through.  Hang on for the ride is the best advice I can give.

As to how cedu is doing at  the moment.  It's dead, though it's clones still live.  How did it die?

Article on that here:
http://www.mountain-news.com/articles/2 ... /news1.txt (http://www.mountain-news.com/articles/2005/03/31/news/news1.txt)
Title: Re: Hi. New here. CEDU RS Alum.
Post by: Anonymous on November 16, 2008, 06:06:02 AM
Interesting. Reports were leaking that they were going bankrupt towards then end of my almost year-long stay at BCA. Days later I was pulled...shortly after that I had heard everyone was sent home. Glad I didn't have to go through that shit. Only got interested again after that new documentary/special on Jamestown aired the other day.

Sounds like you are dealing with some repressed memories. It makes sense. I got sent to Ascent three times (one one-week and two full-time stints) and I learned well the woes of living it but the bliss of being able to forget. I have to say though, it could of been worse.

Looking online it says Ascent is operated through UHS now. Is this accurate or are all CEDU/Brown programs really dead and gone? It would be pretty shitty if it is still around but it wouldn't surprise me....can only confirm the some of the CEDU schools were sold off. Don't know how accurate the web pages are now with all of this shit going on the past few years.
Title: Re: Hi. New here. CEDU RS Alum.
Post by: Anonymous on November 16, 2008, 06:30:34 AM
As you can see on our datasheet (http://http://wiki.fornits.com/index.php?title=CEDU) about the facilities, 2 of them as well as the wilderness program are still operating.

If you need to reconnect to other survivors, we have a lot of groups on myspace, facebook and yahoo linked on the pages.

Northwest Academy (http://http://wiki.fornits.com/index.php?title=Northwest_Academy) is up and running under UHS.
Boulder Creek Academy (http://http://wiki.fornits.com/index.php?title=Boulder_Creek_Academy) is up and running under UHS.
Ascent (http://http://wiki.fornits.com/index.php?title=Ascent_Wilderness_Program) is up and running under UHS.

Because they have felt that they needed to move away from the past they have renamed some of the marathon LGATS and the phases in their program.

Mount Bachelor Academy (http://http://wiki.fornits.com/index.php?title=Mount_Bachelor_Academy) used the CEDU concept and developed it in another direction. It is still operating under the ownership of Aspen Education Group. We have grouped it together with a number of Spin-offs (http://http://wiki.fornits.com/index.php?title=Category:CEDU_spin-off).

Unfortunately the whole concept didn't die in 2005. Too many saw the possibility to make a business based on the fear for the future of their children every parent do contain somewhere.
Title: Re: Hi. New here. CEDU RS Alum.
Post by: sike on November 16, 2008, 06:47:37 AM
Thanks for the quick response.

No, I'm not really interested in reconnecting....I suppose connecting to begin with would better explain it. I wouldn't turn away people I knew, or even strangers, but I believe people connected out of necessity and any and all connections made there were rather, well, to put it nicely, bullshit. It's pretty easy to cave when you are removed from your reality. I don't want to sound like I have an ego complex or something but I most certainly wasn't the worst kid there and indeed even found myself agreeing that some of the people were better off for being there.

To think, I almost went two years with out thinking of shit like this...Figure I might as well make an account and stick around. Things like this seem to come in phases. In short, every couple of years a guy has got to vent.
Title: Re: Hi. New here. CEDU RS Alum.
Post by: Anonymous on November 18, 2008, 05:34:26 PM
Quote from: "fullspeed"
Hi. I went to CEDU Running Springs.  Mid 90s.

I think about the place often, but have not looked anything up online for a few years now. Today I was shocked when I found so much out there. There is like a ton of people speaking out. I looked at Liams documentary page, (which can be found here http://http://liamscheff.com/daily/cedu-documentary/ ) and was amazed at what I saw. It was almost like a switch going on in my head. For years I have felt like CEDU was a really positive thing that helped me out in my life and in a lot of ways I still do. However, after reading and watching a lot of the things that I have read today, my feelings are changing dramatically. I feel manipulated personally and I really feel like my parents were cheated financially. Now I know a lot of people would say "yeah, no kidding, you are just now figuring this out?" Yes I saw it all that way, but at a different level. Some of the info I read about I never knew such as the Synanon stuff, and other things I read about I knew were completely exaggerated. Overall though I feel really disturbed and feel the need to talk about it. Not sure how things are around here but I would like to hang out for a while and check the place out.  Any astonishing things that I should know about or any updates that have come to light? Sadly I have heard about a lot of the deaths, it's really messed up. I really would rather not talk about that just yet. I can name more than just a handful of people from when I was there that are no longer with us. I want to hear from folks, hear about any staff updates, student updates, and stuff that I was maybe never supposed to find out about.

Thanks, and I am glad I found this place.

I wouldn't at all say it is unusual to have a realization that things were wrong with that place many years later. I doubt anyone really understood what was wrong with it or how it affected themself or others right after leaving. Everyone must have had a werid experience trying to enter back into normal society, but I'm sure very few were able to figure otu why. Every one drank the kool aid wether they were going along with the program or fighting it all the way. I think that light bulb moment of realization is common. You might have alot of old memories come back and some strange dreams for a few months, but it will fade away. It's a strange feeling to realize that something you have believed for a long time is not true. We all put alot of ouselves into that place, and after all of that years down the road its pretty painful to have it all cuminate in one word. Jilted. Well the friendships were not worthless, a bit confusing though.
Title: Re: Hi. New here. CEDU RS Alum.
Post by: Anonymous on November 21, 2008, 01:56:39 AM
I looked at the kool-aid drinkers on the classmate site.  Lots of happy Cedu students that 28 years think it was a wonderful experience.

Jesus Christ!  PUKE!

Yeah, I've gone forward and put it behind me, but sometimes I still have nightmares.

Thank God some of the worse offenders were taken out by cancer.  Or, left because they had to, i.e. Dan Earle.  

Glad this forum is still here for us.

Thank God not all of us drank the kool-aid.

Cheers to all!
Class of 1980 :waaaa:
Title: Re: Hi. New here. CEDU RS Alum.
Post by: psy on November 21, 2008, 02:59:23 AM
Carl Janowitz is dead of Cancer in case you knew him.  I did.  Can't say I was much of a fan.  Hope he's roasting in hell.

Edit: he is not dead.  That was what the Benchmark told a student in contact with me but apparantly it's not true.  One can only wonder why a program would claim an ex employee is dead when he is not.
Title: Re: Hi. New here. CEDU RS Alum.
Post by: Anonymous on November 21, 2008, 12:12:19 PM
I was at CEDU-RS when Carl was interviewing for a position. He sat in raps, and hung out with students. I got a VERY weird vibe about him, but then I split so I wasn't around to see why. All I know is, he gave me major creeps...
Title: Re: Hi. New here. CEDU RS Alum.
Post by: Anonymous on November 21, 2008, 08:24:19 PM
Quote from: "psy"
Carl Janowitz is dead of Cancer in case you knew him.  I did.  Can't say I was much of a fan.  Hope he's roasting in hell.

I am trying to remember that name?  Who was he?
Title: Re: Hi. New here. CEDU RS Alum.
Post by: BKK on June 08, 2009, 12:43:20 AM
Carl Janowitz is alive and kicking in Thailand. Haven't found anything positive about him.  Does anyone have a good thing to say about him?
Title: Re: Hi. New here. CEDU RS Alum.
Post by: Anonymous on June 08, 2009, 01:40:21 AM
Is this him?

http://www.facebook.com/people/Carl-Janowitz/1457783514 (http://www.facebook.com/people/Carl-Janowitz/1457783514)
Title: Re: Hi. New here. CEDU RS Alum.
Post by: Anonymous on June 08, 2009, 10:51:51 AM
6/7/09- GIA'S 5TH OR 6TH BLOG OF THE DAY. VERY BUSY DAY (SUNDAY)

I PRAYED FOR YOU TODAY GIA, FOR A PEACE IN YOUR SOUL BEHOND ALL UNDERSTANDING.
Title: Re: Carl Janowitz
Post by: Ursus on June 08, 2009, 10:54:44 AM
Quote from: "BKK"
Carl Janowitz is alive and kicking in Thailand. Haven't found anything positive about him. Does anyone have a good thing to say about him?

It would appear that he is still "alive and kicking in Thailand."

Title: Re: Hi. New here. CEDU RS Alum.
Post by: Anonymous on June 08, 2009, 11:22:09 AM
6-8-09 AM BLOG 3 FROM GIA

INTERESTING
Title: Re: Hi. New here. CEDU RS Alum.
Post by: Anonymous on June 08, 2009, 08:38:08 PM
Quote from: "shanlea123"
I was at CEDU-RS when Carl was interviewing for a position. He sat in raps, and hung out with students. I got a VERY weird vibe about him, but then I split so I wasn't around to see why. All I know is, he gave me major creeps...

When was Carl at Cedu?
Title: Re: Hi. New here. CEDU RS Alum.
Post by: Anonymous on June 08, 2009, 09:33:14 PM
SO I GUESS YOU ARE OFF WORK NOW AND COULD NOT WAIT TO BLOG.  SO THIS IS YOUR SITE, INTERESTING. IT MAKES SENSE FOR YOU TO KEEP IT ALIVE THEN, HAVE YOU PAID YOUR HOSTING FEES YET?  IT MUST TAKE SO MUCH ENERGY TO BE THIS MAD FOR SO LONG AT THE WORLD, YOU MUST BE EXHAUSTED!
Title: Re: Hi. New here. CEDU RS Alum.
Post by: psy on June 08, 2009, 09:45:19 PM
Quote from: "HI GIA"
SO I GUESS YOU ARE OFF WORK NOW AND COULD NOT WAIT TO BLOG.  SO THIS IS YOUR SITE, INTERESTING. IT MAKES SENSE FOR YOU TO KEEP IT ALIVE THEN, HAVE YOU PAID YOUR HOSTING FEES YET?  IT MUST TAKE SO MUCH ENERGY TO BE THIS MAD FOR SO LONG AT THE WORLD, YOU MUST BE EXHAUSTED!
This site is owned by Ginger Mcnulty, a straight survivor.  I, Michael Crawford, just administer it and enforce her regulations.  Am I angry?  Sometimes, but not without good reason.  Am I exhausted?  Sometimes, but i'm also very determined.  Hosting fees?  Yes, they are paid up.  Also, this isn't a blog.  It's an open forum. Anybody can speak here on equal terms with the owners of this site without fear of censorship.

PS: turn off caps lock. It makes you seem mentally unstable.
Title: Re: Hi. New here. CEDU RS Alum.
Post by: Anonymous on June 08, 2009, 11:28:51 PM
BUT I'M HAVING FUN PISSING YOU OFF. IF I TURN OFF THE CAPS THEN YOU WILL ASK ME TO SPELL CHECK EVERYTHING. HMMM I'LL THINK ABOUT IT.
Title: Re: Hi. New here. CEDU RS Alum.
Post by: psy on June 08, 2009, 11:32:21 PM
Quote from: "HI"
BUT I'M HAVING FUN PISSING YOU OFF. IF I TURN OFF THE CAPS THEN YOU WILL ASK ME TO SPELL CHECK EVERYTHING. HMMM I'LL THINK ABOUT IT.
You're not pissing me off. I was just making a recommendation for your own appearance's sake.  If you don't care about that, it's on you...
Title: Re: Hi. New here. CEDU RS Alum.
Post by: Anonymous on June 09, 2009, 12:04:47 AM
OK THEN, SINCE YOU MAKE US ACCEPT YOU FOR EXACTLY WHO YOU  ARE.....THEN CAPS IT IS.  PLUS ALL THE STUFF YOU HAVE WRITTEN DOES'NT QUITE MAKE YOU LOOK ANYTHING BUT CRAAAAAAAZY.
Title: Re: Hi. New here. CEDU RS Alum.
Post by: psy on June 09, 2009, 01:27:10 AM
Quote from: "HI GIA"
ALL THE STUFF YOU HAVE WRITTEN DOES'NT QUITE MAKE YOU LOOK ANYTHING BUT CRAAAAAAAZY.
Such as?
Title: Re: Hi. New here. CEDU RS Alum.
Post by: Anonymous on June 09, 2009, 11:08:57 AM
YOU FIGURE IT OUT
Title: Re: Hi. New here. CEDU RS Alum.
Post by: fulltimer on June 09, 2009, 11:32:54 AM
PROJECTION
Title: Re: Hi. New here. CEDU RS Alum.
Post by: Anonymous on June 09, 2009, 11:46:51 AM
WHAT EVER THAT MEANS.  IT'S 8:45 AM ON TUES....SO YOU BLOG AT WORK TOO?
Title: Re: early Carl Janowitz
Post by: Ursus on June 10, 2009, 11:19:42 AM
Quote from: "Guest"
Quote from: "shanlea123"
I was at CEDU-RS when Carl was interviewing for a position. He sat in raps, and hung out with students. I got a VERY weird vibe about him, but then I split so I wasn't around to see why. All I know is, he gave me major creeps...
When was Carl at Cedu?

Not sure. According to Shanlea, he interviewed at Running Springs. Did he get -- or take -- the job?


Some early-history tidbits I've picked up:

Although Carl Janowitz allegedly grew up in Ireland and South Africa, he emigrated to California in his teens and graduated from a regular old high school in southern California.

From the Guest Book, 2000 (http://http://www.macgenie.com/alumni/guest2000.php) for James Monroe High School (North Hills, CA?):
Quote
I graduated in 67. I was sports editor of the Doctrine, even though I was a fat geeky kid back then. I went on to become Sports Editor of the Palm Springs Desert Sun and Tahoe Daily Tribune before switching fields in the late 70s. I taught special ed for a year and then became a counselor working with "troubled" adolescents. I have worked in private schools and even braved the cold of Western Massachusetts to help start a boarding school there. I have since returned to Southern Cal. I confess I was totally in love with Nancy Olmstead ('68, and in lust with Marilyn Murden (67).. By the way, I am no longer fat but the geeky part is still up for debate :-)
Carl Janowitz <razzz@hotmail.com> on Friday, July 14, 2000 at 6:27:22 PM

As alluded to in the above, Janowitz was Director of Counseling at Academy of Swift River for awhile, before leaving to become Director of Family Services at Benchmark:
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CARL JANOWITZ IS BENMARK'S NEW DIRECTOR OR FAMILY SERVICES (http://http://www.strugglingteens.com/archives/2001/10/seen02.html)
(September 24, 2001) Carl Janowitz, former Director of Counseling at Academy at Swiftriver, Cummington, MA, 800.258.1770,www.swiftriver.com, has joined the Benchmark Young Adult School Benchmark 800-474-4848, http://www.benchmarkeducation.net (http://www.benchmarkeducation.net) staff as the new Director of Family Services. Originally from Ireland and Africa, he arrived in California as a teenager, where he has obtained his California Standard Teaching Credential (K-12), a Human Services Credential and a MA in Counseling. He has continually worked in a therapeutic environment as a teacher, counselor, and administrator.

And... according to Psy (http://http://homepage.mac.com/psyborgue/abuse.html), he was at Cascade at some point. My hunch is that this occurred after ASR and before Benchmark, although I haven't been able to verify that. He may have spent time at a number of places for all we know.
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Carl Janowitz also came from a CEDU affiliated school, known as Cascade which was later (very soon after he jumped ship) shut down for systematic and widespread ritual sexual abuse.
Title: Re: Hi. New here. CEDU RS Alum.
Post by: Anonymous on June 10, 2009, 09:07:13 PM
WHAT IS YOUR MOTIVATION, I AM NOT ABSOLUTLY CLEAR?
Title: Re: Hi. New here. CEDU RS Alum.
Post by: psy on June 10, 2009, 09:34:03 PM
Carl has also posted on fornits (in this (http://http://fornits.com/phpbb/viewtopic.php?f=9&t=4140&start=45#p69714) thread, notably).

A fair amount can be found by searching for him on a google search of this site (http://http://www.google.com/search?q=janowitz+site%3Afornits.com).

Pulled up his resume from an earlier one of my posts (I forget where I copied this from...  i believe it was SRA's old site):

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Carl Janowitz, Program Coordinator - SWIFT RIVER ACADEMY

MA, Counseling, California State University; BA, Psychology, California State University; seven years experience as Counseling Supervisor, Cascade School; three years experience as a Counselor, Cedu School, nine years experience as Program Director, Advocate Schools; two years experience teaching english and journalism.
Title: Re: Hi. New here. CEDU RS Alum.
Post by: Anonymous on June 10, 2009, 10:04:29 PM
WE KNOW ALL THESE BLOGS ARE YOU GIA, ALL OF THEM.  THESE SLANDEROUS ACCUSATIONS ARE ILLEGAL. SLANDER IS AN UNTRUTHFUL ORAL OR WRITTEN STATEMENT ABOUT A PERSON THAT HARMS THE PERSON'S REPUTATION OR STANDING IN THE COMMUNITY.  WE HAVE THE RIGHT TO TAKE LEGAL ACTION AGAINST YOU FOR YOUR UNTRUE CLAIMS.  EVERYONE YOU HAVE SLANDERED HERE HAS THE RIGHT TO TAKE LEGAL ACTION AGAINST YOU.  THERE ARE A LOT OF PEOPLE HERE YOU ARE SLANDERING ON A DAILY BASIS.

WE EXPECT YOU TO IMMEDIATELY CEASE SLANDERING.
Title: Re: Hi. New here. CEDU RS Alum.
Post by: psy on June 10, 2009, 10:14:20 PM
I kindly request you to stop flooding and to stop abusing the report feature.  Either get a lawyer and file a case or please cease flooding the same message over and over.