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Treatment Abuse, Behavior Modification, Thought Reform => Straight, Inc. and Derivatives => Topic started by: Anonymous on August 01, 2003, 10:01:00 AM
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I am no longer that person but the memory haunts.
-ilene
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I understand...so tell us how`s your life now. I know better then those days. I believe most of those behaviors were the way to deal with the stress we were all under. So let us know you now.
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I remember but you must live in the here and now. What is up with you talk about a blast from the past what ever happened to you?
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I too have many emotional and physical scars from the program. I have many nightmares, and it haunts me. Many people tell me that I'm not that person anymore either, but it's hard to forget. How do you forget 4 years of being told everyday that you're worthless. Some of us had it harder than others...I know you had it hard. I hope your emotional scars will one day heal over and you can play better tapes in your head...tapes that tell you you're a good person and that you're worthwhile and that you deserve the best, because you do...we all do. And if anyone deserves to suffer, it's the Newtons. I was your newcomer a few times and you were kind and compassionate...I'm glad to see Newton didn't kill that. You sound like a survivor.