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Treatment Abuse, Behavior Modification, Thought Reform => Elan School => Topic started by: Botched Programming on June 29, 2007, 11:59:17 AM

Title: Losers
Post by: Botched Programming on June 29, 2007, 11:59:17 AM
Lexa.... WHY oh WHY do you attempt to express yourself as some type of superior english major or literary professor??? Trying to critisize  "MY" postings for using emotiocons and pics is really a lame ass attempt to strike back,  ::fu::  when in all actuality pictures and emotiocons sometimes speak more loudly than words and also lighten the seriousness so healing can happen.  ::kma::
You call it "lazy,"  I call it a colorful expression. Where as your words are filled with hatred and and your heart is black as night, I have not heard you share any about your experiences nor about any kind of healing. Tell me this.... Why in the hell do you come here??? Is it only to spew your vile words. Are you so blind to the truth that we were abused by assholes that were in power and were damaged for life??? Do you really believe that people should get over it and move on when they had tramatic events happen in their life??? ( If so, go tell a rape victim those words. ) Fucking Loser  ::kma::  ::fu::  ::kma::  ::fu::  ::kma::  ::fu::  ::kma::

Artman11111.... Why in the hell do you come here???  ::huh:: Do you have a sickening sense of pride having been an abusive staff member??? What kind of healing have you accomplished or helped others do???? ( My answer to this for you is NONE!!! ) I looked at your Plentyoffish profile and really laughed.... You holding the t-shirt saying "This is not part of my Rock & Roll Fantasy", I would have to say that being a child abusing loser is part of your fantasy as you were doing it. You also make mention that you met a couple nice ladies, but no connection. ( That's because they are not into losers like you.) You make mention about a 100 pound dog, I'll bet that you are into beastiality. ( That's right sucky boy ). You also lie about not drinking. ( You are worse than a bum off the street, they are at least honest about who and what they are). Tell me this Artie, Are you not tired of damaging other peoples lives with you self centered, selfish wants and needs. Do society a favor stay the fuck away or change. Oh and hey ..... Fuck you loser  ::fu::  ::fu::  ::fu::  ::fu::  ::fu::  ::fu::  ::both::  ::both::  ::both::  ::both::  ::both::  ::both::

Toetag.... Why in the hell are you here????  ::huh::  You came in trying to side with what you thought was the winning side. What a loser. Your lame ass attempt at talking shit to a string of the "ANTI-Program" people shows what a loser you are. Froderick was right when he said somebody should bash in your fucking head. What kind of healing have you done???? Have you said or done anything since you were here that has established the concept that maybe programs are fucked up???? Fornits was not created to praise these fucking places. Get on the same damn page. You have been two-faced as hell as you say you do not support Elan, but you consistently suck Artie's ass. Grow some balls you fucking loser and stand on one side or the other, quit trying to stay in the middle.  ::fu::  ::kma::  ::both::  ::no::  ::fu::  ::kma::  ::both::  ::fu::  ::kma::  ::both::

And by the way..... To all 3 of you....

(http://http://i33.photobucket.com/albums/d93/Row-shell/middle-finger.jpg)
Title: Re: Losers
Post by: Toetag Inc. on June 29, 2007, 12:42:27 PM
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Title: Avoiding the questions?????
Post by: Botched Programming on June 29, 2007, 12:53:39 PM
Neither of you have answered the questions...... ( hmmmmm )
Title: Sorry
Post by: Toetag Inc. on June 29, 2007, 12:59:39 PM
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Title: Losers
Post by: Bunnie on June 29, 2007, 01:16:47 PM
I have just jumped into this board, and forgive me if I am mistaken but there are former staff who are on here to further torture the former students.....
Well thanks for your input, this is further evidence of the horrors of the children placed in institutions,and the type of mentality of the type of people they hire, this information will be very helpful to shut these places down.
The only reason former staff would be on here, is to intimade and try to hide some sort of crimes they have made.  ::phone::
Title: Re: Avoiding the questions?????
Post by: Toetag Inc. on June 29, 2007, 01:25:05 PM
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Title: Re: Avoiding the questions?????
Post by: Botched Programming on June 29, 2007, 01:34:37 PM
Quote from: ""Toetag Inc.""


I totally answered your question, I AM HERE TO AMUSE MYSELF WITH YOUR TORMENT.  Plain and simple.



No torment to me...... You seem to be the one in torment..... We are both in Florida, so let's hook up and have a beer....
Title: Losers
Post by: Botched Programming on June 29, 2007, 01:44:56 PM
Quote from: ""Bunny""
I have just jumped into this board, and forgive me if I am mistaken but there are former staff who are on here to further torture the former students.....
Well thanks for your input, this is further evidence of the horrors of the children placed in institutions,and the type of mentality of the type of people they hire, this information will be very helpful to shut these places down.
The only reason former staff would be on here, is to intimade and try to hide some sort of crimes they have made.  ::phone::


Bunny.... You are totally correct in your assumption. there are staff who come here to do nothing more that cover the truth with lies. When one staff member starts getting slammed you have people like Artman, Lexa, and Toetag that come in and shift the focus. Spread the truth.
Title: Re: Avoiding the questions?????
Post by: Toetag Inc. on June 29, 2007, 01:54:55 PM
Quote from: ""Botched Programming""
Quote from: ""Toetag Inc.""


I totally answered your question, I AM HERE TO AMUSE MYSELF WITH YOUR TORMENT.  Plain and simple.


No torment to me...... You seem to be the one in torment..... We are both in Florida, so let's hook up and have a beer....


I'm going to Miami tonight, if you give me your address, I'll be happy to stop by and leave a lunch bag full of dog shit on your front steps, if you like. I don't "hang out " with crazy former Elan students from the 70's and 80's. Besides the fact that you and Captain fuckface and the Elan Reporter all still belong in Elan.

Title: Re: Avoiding the questions?????
Post by: Botched Programming on June 29, 2007, 02:14:23 PM
Quote from: ""Toetag Inc"


I'm going to Miami tonight....... I don't "hang out " with crazy former Elan students from the 70's and 80's.




You are a pussy.... I will meet you in Miami.... Won't take me a hour. Talk your shit but won't back it up.[/i]

Title: Re: Avoiding the questions?????
Post by: Toetag Inc. on June 29, 2007, 02:19:30 PM
Quote from: ""Botched Programming""
Quote from: "Toetag Inc


[b

I'm going to Miami tonight....... I don't "hang out " with crazy former Elan students from the 70's and 80's. [/b]


You are a pussy.... I will meet you in Miami.... Won't take me a hour. Talk your shit but won't back it up.[/i]



I would never waste my precious time on someone like you, ever. Back what up?

Title: Losers
Post by: Captain Spalding on June 30, 2007, 08:00:55 AM
Toefag is scared Botched Programming, the loser would most likely shit himself if he ran into you.

I find it very interesting that after hearing what Fartman11111 and Toefag have to say, they still in fact come to this site. We all know and it is confirmed that Fartman11111 is former staff, and Toefag also must have some sort of connection to elan as well.
Art and the Toelicker are the ones pretending to be internet tough guys, if they were serious they would take you up on the offer. It was an invitation to have a beer, you scared of beer Toefag :question:

Now I know what
Fartman11111 means when he says credibility. He wants to turn this place into a elan defending camp and keep the negative focus off of elan, as do Toefag. You guys are losers btw, what kind of a man would abuse a defenseless teen? Why don't you try and abuse someone your age and size? I didn't think so.
Title: My connection
Post by: Toetag Inc. on June 30, 2007, 02:37:51 PM
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Title: Losers
Post by: The Elan Reporter on July 01, 2007, 07:22:19 AM
Artie, we all know by now about how you are gay, but do you always have to talk about penises and sacks? Try to get that stuff in your mouth while you type, we don't need to know your hobbies.

Also are you and toetag a couple these days? Is that your real life BF?

How adorable, he came here to fight your battles. Treat him right Artie, and keep your shirt on. You don't want to scare him off as you did the others. Maybe you should wear a man-bra for toetag? It might just turn him on even more.


Artie and toetag sitting in a tree...k-i-s-s-i-n-g.

 :rofl:  :rofl:  :rofl:  :rofl:  :rofl:  :rofl:  :rofl:  :rofl:
Title: Losers
Post by: Botched Programming on July 02, 2007, 09:38:47 AM
Quote from: ""artman11111""
I agree with Tag
I wouldnt want to be close enough to you,for you to transmit whatever horrible disease you have. Normal people do not talk like that in the real world or they would be spittin their teeth out.
You named the thread after yourself
LOSER !


Hey Fagman... I mean Fartman....I mean Artie, It sure is funny how you have to ride on Toetags shirt tail when he replies. Also it is real funny how you talk about the male genetalia being stuck in a guys mouth.

I may have been wrong about why there was no connection from the women from "Plentyoffish." I am now leaning towards what the Reporter said, I'd lay money on you being gay and have no real life. You make mention of a woman and her husband coming to your job and spending once what I normally spend 3 times a week going out to eat.

Also just a little tidbit of info for you Artie.... When I went to bed last night, I got laid.... And well when I woke up this morning, I got laid. And now it leaves me feeling sorry for you knowing you woke this morning with a dick in your jaw and your dick in your hand.

And Artie.... Try to have a nice day  :wave:  :wave:


P.S.
I named this thread after you solely!!!!
Title: Losers
Post by: Botched Programming on July 02, 2007, 10:25:08 AM
Quote from: ""fagman11111""
How prolific
I am happy you got laid.


Why don't you tell us about the dick in your jaw and having to do the unspeakable to pleasure yourself.

 ::bwahaha2::  ::bwahaha2::  ::bwahaha2::  ::bwahaha2::
Title: Losers
Post by: Botched Programming on July 02, 2007, 10:31:33 AM
I probably make 3 times as much as you do as I have a career where you work in a Winn Dixie deli and have a manager that is 18 years old that gets off at bossing you around.

 ::roflmao::  ::roflmao::  ::roflmao::
Title: Losers
Post by: Froderik on July 02, 2007, 11:15:31 AM
Quote from: ""artman11111""
Do you have anything positive to contribute here or is this all you have. Hate and nastiness?

Maybe you should ask yourself that question, Art?

No offense, but it seems like a lot of the time you can dish it out but can't take it.
Title: Losers
Post by: Botched Programming on July 02, 2007, 11:25:29 AM
Quote from: ""artman11111""
Do you have anything positive to contribute here or is this all you have. Hate and nastiness?


I was about to ask the same question to you...

If you were on board with the fact that Elan was a place that kids were abused, maybe you would not be in conflict with everyone here. You choose to defend your prescious Elan tooth and nail and spew your negativity and hatred to everyone who has anything negative to say about it.

You act as if you are still on a payroll or something, otherwise others opinions would not affect you.

Tell me, are you proud that you were in a program that abused kids???

I wish you sanity and piece of mind.
Title: Losers
Post by: Froderik on July 02, 2007, 11:43:04 AM
I don't know, Art. I can't speak for him, though I'll say that I've gotten sucked into these little dramas before and I was never in Elan.

BP- I recall you used to post on the vets forum a while back under another screen name (I recognized similarities in your story from back then stated in yr recent post on that forum, and your avatar is the same) but I still can't recall what yr old screen name was! If you don't mind, PM me 'cause it's bugging me that I can't remember it! Thanks.
Title: Losers
Post by: Botched Programming on July 02, 2007, 12:07:57 PM
Politics has nothing to do with what has gone on here. Are you stuck in so much denial that you are unable to see the truth?? How can you sit there and not acknowledge that you have done anything wrong?? Even if you did not personally physically abuse people while on staff, did you not make them do things that was against their own will??? And if they did not do as you ordered, did they not reap some type of negative consequence??? They say that ignorance is bliss, but you can no longer be blind to the truth. Again I say that the defense you have put up to protect Elan is like you would personally have something to lose if you did not defend it. What is your personal stake in protecting Elan??? Is it wrong for others to have "Freedom Of Speach" against Elan if you have freedom to talk about people having a mouth full of cock???

The truth will set you free.
Title: Losers
Post by: Botched Programming on July 02, 2007, 12:49:37 PM
Quote from: ""artman11111""
I would banter with you but you seem to be convinced that I did something well over 25 years ago. I am sure I dished out some of Elan's vile points of therapy.
I was a resident,then re-entry staff,staff,asst dir. Am I proud of having worked for them... Of course not. I was a kid,caught up in the brainwashing that goes with most programs. I can tell you that I was very well liked and respected. I never hurt anyone like what has been described here as punishment. It turned my stomach even then.Hence my career was rather short lived at Elan.Took a while to realize I had been brainwashed like all the rest. My boss was more interested in cocaine,and which whore was gonna screw him,than what was best for a damaged kid.
This really has zero to do with this,and you know it. Yo are just lookin for someone to hate on.

I have a meeting across town,gotta run
Cheers


Well Artie... You are getting closer to the truth, however you still want to cling to the " It's all their fault " type of denial. I understand that it is hard to come right out and admit that you hold some accountability for the wrong doings that happened at Elan, kind of like an alcoholic who blames other people and situations for his drinking. Only when he breaks through his denial is he set free.

At this point Artie I will let you rest. I am going to quit giving you such grief as again I say you have made some progress towards  breaking through. You admitted that you were brainwashed. Just so you know, you are not responsible for your actions while you were at Elan, but you are to be held accountable.

Cheers
Title: Losers
Post by: Toetag Inc. on July 02, 2007, 01:16:56 PM
Quote from: ""Botched Programming""
Quote from: ""artman11111""
I would banter with you but you seem to be convinced that I did something well over 25 years ago. I am sure I dished out some of Elan's vile points of therapy.
I was a resident,then re-entry staff,staff,asst dir. Am I proud of having worked for them... Of course not. I was a kid,caught up in the brainwashing that goes with most programs. I can tell you that I was very well liked and respected. I never hurt anyone like what has been described here as punishment. It turned my stomach even then.Hence my career was rather short lived at Elan.Took a while to realize I had been brainwashed like all the rest. My boss was more interested in cocaine,and which whore was gonna screw him,than what was best for a damaged kid.
This really has zero to do with this,and you know it. Yo are just lookin for someone to hate on.

I have a meeting across town,gotta run
Cheers

Well Artie... You are getting closer to the truth, however you still want to cling to the " It's all their fault " type of denial. I understand that it is hard to come right out and admit that you hold some accountability for the wrong doings that happened at Elan, kind of like an alcoholic who blames other people and situations for his drinking. Only when he breaks through his denial is he set free.

At this point Artie I will let you rest. I am going to quit giving you such grief as again I say you have made some progress towards  breaking through. You admitted that you were brainwashed. Just so you know, you are not responsible for your actions while you were at Elan, but you are to be held accountable.

Cheers



Why do you care, according to you, you never even attended Elan?

Title: Losers
Post by: Botched Programming on July 02, 2007, 01:39:38 PM
Quote from: ""Captain Spalding""
Toefag is scared Botched Programming, the loser would most likely shit himself if he ran into you.

Art and the Toelicker are the ones pretending to be internet tough guys, if they were serious they would take you up on the offer. It was an invitation to have a beer, you scared of beer Toefag :question:




Hmmmmmm
Title: Losers
Post by: Botched Programming on July 02, 2007, 01:44:58 PM
(http://http://www3.telus.net/charleslie/FootFuck.jpg)
Title: Losers
Post by: Botched Programming on July 02, 2007, 03:00:21 PM
Quote from: ""artman11111""
I find it interesting that both dave and andy use the same sentence stucture,language skills,and say the same things each time they post. Without looking it up,I would have to say BP's creative way to debate is VERY familiar.
Exactly what would a person get our of being such an ass...
Ahhh yes
A question that has plagued anyone who chooses to disagree with Kaz. Usually followed by delusions,lies and filth.
Funny your IP does not flag Fl. Proxy boy


Why are you so paranoid Artie??? I just don't understand the concept of you thinking that everyone who comes here that you get into confrontation with has got to be this Dave or Andy. Truth be known Artie, there is other life on this planet.

As far as my sentence structure, language skills, etc being the same as others, you can look at it this way. If one person says it's a duck, it might be a duck. If two people say it's a duck, it very well could be a duck. And if three people say it's a duck, it's a fucking duck.

As far as "proxy" goes, do you know what that is other than a server, what is a DHCP address? What does IP stand for?? Do you pull your car through your gateway? And how long have you been wearing a subnet mask???

::roflmao::  ::roflmao::  ::roflmao::  ::roflmao::  ::roflmao::  ::roflmao::


P.S.
Dave's not here. :rofl:  :rofl:
Title: Losers
Post by: Botched Programming on July 02, 2007, 03:29:48 PM
Quote from: ""artman11111""
Games Games and more games
arent you a little too old for this ? Or is this really what you are?
Dont answer


Hey Artie.... I was going to let you have a break and take it easy on you, but I take it that you do not want that. Do youself a favor, don't reply to anymore of my postings as you well know where it's going to go.

And you don't have to have the last word, I've noticed that this is a big pattern for you. Could be part of why you don't have a girlfriend.
Title: Losers
Post by: Botched Programming on July 02, 2007, 03:45:46 PM
Wow..... Easy there cowboy. Dont pop a circuit. It's ok.  I think you got it all wrong. Look deep within Artie. Do you feel a complex as your siblings were breast fed by you mother and you were by breast fed by your daddy.

(http://http://newsimg.bbc.co.uk/media/images/42103000/jpg/_42103818_ads_breast_feeding300.jpg)
Title: Losers
Post by: Botched Programming on July 02, 2007, 03:47:20 PM
(http://http://www.worth1000.com/entries/91500/91639xdFC_w.jpg)
Title: Losers
Post by: Froderik on July 02, 2007, 04:59:06 PM
Quote from: ""Toetag Inc.""
Quote from: ""Botched Programming""
Quote from: ""artman11111""
I would banter with you but you seem to be convinced that I did something well over 25 years ago. I am sure I dished out some of Elan's vile points of therapy.
I was a resident,then re-entry staff,staff,asst dir. Am I proud of having worked for them... Of course not. I was a kid,caught up in the brainwashing that goes with most programs. I can tell you that I was very well liked and respected. I never hurt anyone like what has been described here as punishment. It turned my stomach even then.Hence my career was rather short lived at Elan.Took a while to realize I had been brainwashed like all the rest. My boss was more interested in cocaine,and which whore was gonna screw him,than what was best for a damaged kid.
This really has zero to do with this,and you know it. Yo are just lookin for someone to hate on.

I have a meeting across town,gotta run
Cheers

Well Artie... You are getting closer to the truth, however you still want to cling to the " It's all their fault " type of denial. I understand that it is hard to come right out and admit that you hold some accountability for the wrong doings that happened at Elan, kind of like an alcoholic who blames other people and situations for his drinking. Only when he breaks through his denial is he set free.

At this point Artie I will let you rest. I am going to quit giving you such grief as again I say you have made some progress towards  breaking through. You admitted that you were brainwashed. Just so you know, you are not responsible for your actions while you were at Elan, but you are to be held accountable.

Cheers


Why do you care, according to you, you never even attended Elan?


Who gives a shit if he attended Elan or not? These are open forums, Toetag.
Title: Losers
Post by: Froderik on July 02, 2007, 08:21:55 PM
Correction: BP is a Straight survivor.
If you don't believe me, go back through his posts.
Title: Losers
Post by: Botched Programming on July 03, 2007, 09:28:11 AM
Quote from: ""Froderik""
Correction: BP is a Straight survivor.
If you don't believe me, go back through his posts.


My name is "Dave" or is it "Andy"........  ::roflmao::  ::roflmao::  ::roflmao::  ::roflmao::  ::roflmao::  ::roflmao::  ::roflmao::

I just love the brand of delusional insanity that Artie has displayed over the past shall we say years.

And hey Artie..... Don't let anyone fool you, as I am all these people you talk to, confide in and argue with on this forum. Only you and I post here.

This is part of your personal hell you must deal with on a daily basis as you have been committed to a life of coming to Fornits and being pulled into endless threads of chaos and calamity that you create.

Just so you know, this can all end by you doing one simple thing. Just one little thing. You must post here that you are guilty of commiting causing harm to others while working at Elan by either physical or mental abuse,and that Elan is a vile place where many crimes of abuse were committed.

You must break through the wall of denial or you will be haunted forever by your own demons that cause you paranoia and insanity.

Oh and Artie..... Try to have a nice day.  :wave:  :wave:  :wave:
Title: Losers
Post by: Captain Spalding on July 03, 2007, 09:30:06 AM
Do you sniff alot of coke Fartman11111 :question:
You are one PARANOID individual. You think everyone is Dave or Andy. You blabber on about Accountability, but yet YOU write vile disgusting things about them.

Boy you better practice what you preach. I would laugh real hard if all this Accountability came back and bite you in the ass. Matter of fact, a little birdie told me something that was very interesting, and I think in time you will be shocked.

You just keep remebering those words Fartman11111....

(ACCOUNTABILITY.....

It's funny when things come full circle and backfire on others.
Oh it's a small world, yes indeed.
Title: Losers
Post by: Captain Spalding on July 03, 2007, 10:48:32 AM
I am not either of these persons you speak of, but I do find it very interesting how you rant on about holding them accountable yet you are the one writing vile disgusting content about them.
You seem to me to not be a very smart man. You assume everyone that comes into contact with you are these two people.
As far as me and you go, you made it your business to make my business yours. Therefore I am at your focus of attention.

I asked if you take cocaine because of the paranoid delusions you show. People that tend to take cocaine have a tendency to become paranoid. I've seen people [/b]become paranoid after taking this drug You sir, show the signs of a cocaine users.
Title: Losers
Post by: Botched Programming on July 03, 2007, 02:19:41 PM
Quote from: ""Captain Spalding""
You sir, show the signs of a cocaine users.
[/color]

Hey Captain...... I think you are right about Artie, however he is not a typical cocaine user. He is a carpet farming CRACKHEAD[/b][/i]
Title: Losers
Post by: Botched Programming on July 03, 2007, 05:45:12 PM
(http://http://img392.imageshack.us/img392/6353/fag1mt.jpg)
Title: Losers
Post by: Captain Spalding on July 03, 2007, 06:18:55 PM
Quote from: ""Botched Programming""
Quote from: ""Captain Spalding""
You sir, show the signs of a cocaine users.
[/color]

Hey Captain...... I think you are right about Artie, however he is not a typical cocaine user. He is a carpet farming CRACKHEAD[/b][/i]



Carpet farming crackhead That's hysterical.

Do you think Fartman11111 gets carpet burns on his knees BP :question:
Title: Losers
Post by: Botched Programming on July 05, 2007, 09:50:13 AM
Hey Artie....

Here you will find the definition of being a carpet farmer.

http://http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=carpet+farmer
Title: Losers
Post by: The Elan Reporter on July 05, 2007, 11:10:14 AM
:rofl:  :rofl:
Title: Losers
Post by: The Elan Reporter on July 05, 2007, 11:11:01 AM
Quote from: ""Botched Programming""
Hey Artie....

Here you will find the definition of being a carpet farmer.

http://http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=carpet+farmer



That is just too funy. I remember my old friends doing coke and always would look through the carpet and floors thinking they dropped some. LMAO, they were carpet farming!  :rofl:

How long has that *carpet farming* definition been out?
Title: Losers
Post by: Botched Programming on July 05, 2007, 11:41:27 AM
Quote from: ""The Elan Reporter""
Quote from: ""Botched Programming""
Hey Artie....

Here you will find the definition of being a carpet farmer.

http://http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=carpet+farmer


That is just too funy. I remember my old friends doing coke and always would look through the carpet and floors thinking they dropped some. LMAO, they were carpet farming!  :rofl:

How long has that *carpet farming* definition been out?


Hey Reporter.... Good to see you my friend... "Carpet Farmer" has been around for years...
Title: Losers
Post by: Fire Swamp on July 05, 2007, 03:31:16 PM
:roll:
Title: Losers
Post by: Botched Programming on July 06, 2007, 10:52:47 AM
Quote from: ""artman11111""
Dear Dave
You got some splainin to do with your ISP
Good time to change to net zero
loser


Hey Artie.... I have one thing to say this morning.

(http://http://img392.imageshack.us/img392/6353/fag1mt.jpg)
Title: Losers
Post by: java.gurl on July 09, 2007, 01:09:47 PM
Quote from: ""Froderik""
Quote from: ""Toetag Inc.""
Quote from: ""Botched Programming""
Quote from: ""artman11111""
I would banter with you but you seem to be convinced that I did something well over 25 years ago. I am sure I dished out some of Elan's vile points of therapy.
I was a resident,then re-entry staff,staff,asst dir. Am I proud of having worked for them... Of course not. I was a kid,caught up in the brainwashing that goes with most programs. I can tell you that I was very well liked and respected. I never hurt anyone like what has been described here as punishment. It turned my stomach even then.Hence my career was rather short lived at Elan.Took a while to realize I had been brainwashed like all the rest. My boss was more interested in cocaine,and which whore was gonna screw him,than what was best for a damaged kid.
This really has zero to do with this,and you know it. Yo are just lookin for someone to hate on.

I have a meeting across town,gotta run
Cheers

Well Artie... You are getting closer to the truth, however you still want to cling to the " It's all their fault " type of denial. I understand that it is hard to come right out and admit that you hold some accountability for the wrong doings that happened at Elan, kind of like an alcoholic who blames other people and situations for his drinking. Only when he breaks through his denial is he set free.

At this point Artie I will let you rest. I am going to quit giving you such grief as again I say you have made some progress towards  breaking through. You admitted that you were brainwashed. Just so you know, you are not responsible for your actions while you were at Elan, but you are to be held accountable.

Cheers


Why do you care, according to you, you never even attended Elan?

Who gives a shit if he attended Elan or not? These are open forums, Toetag.





THIS is NOT directed at one specific person. It is being posted to hopefully make a few ppl think a bit about Elan and THEIR role in helping to further damage already damaged kids.

Everytime you "booked" the one or two ppl that was the house scapegoat to look good you helped further destroy said person(s) life. And yours too. As you did when you screamed at them for no particular reason in groups and GM's. Or when you fucked with them on the floor or made them re clean and obviously clean floor. Are we feeling where this is going here? I saw it happen to a lot of kids including me. And it was fucking rotten. Everyone in Elan that booked those people or screamed at them or cheered when they were in the ring or laughed when they were humiliated by Marc or Jeff or Tanya helped rip them apart that much more and believe it or not it did not build you up as a person either.

You all know the type of kids I am speaking of here. The house scape goats. The ones that were forever in the corner or were the eternal kitchen workers even though their peer was all expeditiors or department heads. They had bad attitudes and snapped at everyone even their supposed friends on occasion. The kids you joked with in the dorms but ridiculed on the floor.
Every house had a few of them. Male and female.

This happened in Elan and out of Elan.

So why ppl come here and go on and on about how evil Elan was needs to think about a few things first. Were you one of the ones that got off on humiliating the obviously troubled kids to keep face with the staff or your peer, were you fair to the troubled ones, did you ignore them, did you try to help them or did you think it was great to gang up on them because Tanya did it or Marc did it or some coordinator did it or everyone did it?

Did you ever stick up for the person or persons that were being scapegoated and fucked with because they were the easy targets? Even if you said "Hey man give dude a break" that was better treatment than they were getting from anyone else at the time.

Did you ever feel bad if you did join the crowd and fuck with the house screw up?

I am guilty of this too. I once picked on a girl who was the screw up and was the easy one to yell at in group and book on the floor. Then I looked at her one day. She was looking out the window and was SO SAD and I saw her crying a little and I felt like a rotten piece of shit. OK this chick was disrespectful and was rude to ppl but who was I to treat her like crap? She was not even 16 yet! She was a kid like I was and everyone else was. I know that I could very easily turn into her at any given moment in this dog eat dog place called Elan.

I stopped booking her, screaming at her, fucking with her and tried talking to her. I would not call myself her best pal but she was a person too. Issues and all. We were not in Elan because we were great kids that our guardians were proud of. We all had our issues that brought us to where we were. We were young as hell and needed to stick together and understand each other.
NOT rip each other apart to move up in the dichotomy or be able to say yeah I booked someone today.

Sometimes it seems that we abused one another more than the staff abused us.