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Treatment Abuse, Behavior Modification, Thought Reform => Straight, Inc. and Derivatives => Topic started by: starry-eyed pirate on May 21, 2006, 10:28:00 PM

Title: Wicked Lot...
Post by: starry-eyed pirate on May 21, 2006, 10:28:00 PM

...tomorrow I'll be thirty-GodDamn-eight...yay.  :rofl:  :rofl:  :rofl:.  Its a wicked lot, this life; this constant battle to be free of unknown/unwanted influence.  It's a wicked lot to see.  I am an elite veteran of the 'Drug War'.  I was a prisoner in that war.  My experience is deep and intense.  I know too much.  It is difficult for me to live like this.  My experience in $tr8 informs my world view.  I see the beast in all it's monstrous forms.  

I can't really pretend to be ignorant of the things I know.  It's just a wicked lot...  To know that I am alone forever.  

See in a way to be acculturated is to be accepted by the group or the society.  I am not accepted.  I am not even wanting their acceptance.  I am still like a misbehaver in the group.  I can't relate.

I was a homeless teenager evading capture.  I cannot deny my experience and yet how can I live with it ??

Somehow I just have to accept what is.  This wicked...wicked lot.

Title: Wicked Lot...
Post by: Froderik on May 22, 2006, 12:08:00 AM

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I know too much. It is difficult for me to live like this. My experience in $tr8 informs my world view. I see the beast in all it's monstrous forms.

I can't really pretend to be ignorant of the things I know. It's just a wicked lot... To know that I am alone forever.

See in a way to be acculturated is to be accepted by the group or the society. I am not accepted. I am not even wanting their acceptance. I am still like a misbehaver in the group. I can't relate.

I was a homeless teenager evading capture. I cannot deny my experience and yet how can I live with it ??

I know the feeling. I felt that way to some extent before I even went in there..like I couldn't relate. But after 'receiving the gift of awareness' I know more than I ever wanted to know (or thought that I would end up knowing) about "the beast".

Title: Wicked Lot...
Post by: Froderik on May 22, 2006, 12:31:00 AM

And oh yeah....happy birthday!  ::birthday::  ::cheers::  :smokin:

Title: Wicked Lot...
Post by: starry-eyed pirate on May 22, 2006, 12:52:00 AM

Thanx Froderick. ::hatter::

Title: Wicked Lot...
Post by: Gah on May 22, 2006, 12:59:00 AM

Happy Birthday Pirate!!!!

 ::birthday::

Title: Wicked Lot...
Post by: starry-eyed pirate on May 22, 2006, 01:12:00 AM

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On 2006-05-21 21:59:00, Gah wrote:

"Happy Birthday Pirate!!!!



 ::birthday:: "

Thanx Gah.  38 revolutions 'round the Sun. Such is life.

Title: Wicked Lot...
Post by: starry-eyed pirate on May 22, 2006, 01:12:00 AM

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On 2006-05-21 21:59:00, Gah wrote:

"Happy Birthday Pirate!!!!



 ::birthday:: "

Thanx Gah.  38 revolutions 'round the Sun. Such is life.

Title: Wicked Lot...
Post by: flygirl on May 22, 2006, 09:14:00 AM

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Title: Wicked Lot...
Post by: Anonymous on May 22, 2006, 01:27:00 PM

Happy Birthday Pirate.
I wish you peace for your present
::birthday::  ::rocker::  ::dove:: !

Title: Wicked Lot...
Post by: starry-eyed pirate on May 22, 2006, 10:25:00 PM

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On 2006-05-22 06:14:00, flygirl wrote:

"Happy Birthday Pirate!! :wave:  :wave:



May your 38th year bring you love and happiness!

The best is yet to come...



Flygirl"

Thanx Flygirl.

Title: Wicked Lot...
Post by: starry-eyed pirate on May 22, 2006, 10:30:00 PM

...and you too anon.  I wish you were all here partyin' with me tonight.  We could twist up a couple 'a' big Fatties and listen to cool records an' such while we drink...  :wave:

Title: Wicked Lot...
Post by: Anonymous on May 22, 2006, 11:09:00 PM

I'll see ya in a couple hours w/ a bottle o' hooch and some topless women!   :tup: