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Treatment Abuse, Behavior Modification, Thought Reform => The Seed Discussion Forum => Topic started by: colorman on March 17, 2006, 02:19:00 PM

Title: the shaved heads
Post by: colorman on March 17, 2006, 02:19:00 PM

I was at the seed in Laderdale,at 14 years old,  I thank it was 71...I saw people getting beat up by two or three people at the same time, and I could not help them..I went along with what ever I had to do to get out....i had my head shaved for screwing up..( I was talked into drinking some wine by a freind that was in the program to)he gave us up the next day.I saw a lot of shit happen there.yes I was into drugs at the time, but the seed just fuck me up more..when you are a 14 year old boy, that is a lot of shit to deal with. I stayed for 6 mon. 3 mon. later I was in a good rehab that saved my life...    [ This Message was edited by: colorman on 2006-03-17 11:21 ][ This Message was edited by: colorman on 2006-04-26 12:01 ]

Title: the shaved heads
Post by: Anonymous on March 17, 2006, 02:28:00 PM

I was 14 too dude, and it definatly made me and I got the scars to prove it. What the Hell? I don'teven recall all the Seed. I just recall all the "Seedlings"later on in life fucking me over still.

Title: the shaved heads
Post by: surfdal on March 17, 2006, 03:30:00 PM

i was also at the andrews ave ft laud. seed in '71. i think i was the first one to get the shaved head torture(believe me i was pissed!!) they sat me on a scaffold on a toilet and shaved my head off while many seedlings got way in my face to the point of violence. had been caught with a lil weed stashed in my house.never saw them do that to anyone else befor that.

Title: the shaved heads
Post by: Stripe on March 17, 2006, 06:36:00 PM

I think that those of us who were put in there at a young age (12 to 14/15) really were damaged more than older persons. In many ways, that experience stunted me for many years.

Emotional maturity gives a person a whole lot more strenght to resist.  Lacking that, we had no choice but to go along to get along. It's terrible but it's true.

Title: the shaved heads
Post by: Anonymous on March 18, 2006, 12:12:00 AM

True, we all had to grow up and get over it. The Seed is the least of my life's nightmares. I'm sedated. I got rid of all my excess bagage years ago through a suicide attempt that gave me the luxery of amnesia. Before that I was screwed up.

Title: the shaved heads
Post by: Anonymous on March 18, 2006, 09:08:00 AM

Say What?

Title: the shaved heads
Post by: GregFL on March 18, 2006, 10:00:00 AM

I didn't even know about the head shaving punishment.  I don't remember that happening in St Pete.

Stripe, I agree with you. It seems most people who were damaged by the seed were very young.  I was 14 and it was scary and very 1984 to me at the time.

Title: the shaved heads
Post by: GregFL on March 18, 2006, 10:01:00 AM

oh yeah,

Colorman, welcome to the forum!

Please tell us more about your time in Ft lauderdale.

Title: the shaved heads
Post by: Ft. Lauderdale on March 19, 2006, 10:40:00 AM

What do you mean by that G :grin: reg?

Title: the shaved heads
Post by: colorman on March 20, 2006, 11:40:00 AM

most of the time I spent at the seed, I felt like I was in some kind of fog,or sleep walking,like a out of body exp. looking down at myself, I know it sounds funny, but its true..to much to deal with, does this sound like it happend to you???

Title: the shaved heads
Post by: GregFL on March 21, 2006, 08:35:00 AM

Well, actually I felt hyper aware of everything around me.  This was due to my survival response being on alert and I was actively trying to earn my way out.  So I do remember quite a bit of detail even tho it has been so many years.

Title: the shaved heads
Post by: colorman on March 22, 2006, 04:16:00 PM

I went to north east then,some outher people were seedlings to,does anyone know any?   1971-76

Title: the shaved heads
Post by: colorman on April 04, 2006, 01:39:00 PM

I never met anyone that said that the seed helped them, and was a better person for it.

Title: the shaved heads
Post by: colorman on April 06, 2006, 01:50:00 PM

I saw a lot of people getting the crap kicked out of them, I dont know how much help they got from the seed!!

Title: the shaved heads
Post by: colorman on April 11, 2006, 10:48:00 AM

after my shaved head, I realy fucking want leave the seed.