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Treatment Abuse, Behavior Modification, Thought Reform => Straight, Inc. and Derivatives => Topic started by: starry-eyed pirate on December 26, 2005, 11:05:00 PM

Title: WTF.
Post by: starry-eyed pirate on December 26, 2005, 11:05:00 PM

Fuck it... I'm Fucked up...there is no hope.  I feel things and I know things.  I feel like there is so much that I could write or say or jam or paint but it just seems so hopeless...No matter what, there is no hope.

...And yet I can't seem to give up or quit my self...I continue to write and talk and jam and paint, there are things I know, things I cannot say.

I will never trust anyone.

Title: WTF.
Post by: starry-eyed pirate on December 26, 2005, 11:12:00 PM

We are all strong mutherfuckers.  Only the strong are even on this forum.  I think we're like 5% of the people who survived str8.  We give a voice to those who would otherwise have none.  We stand up, when most are cowered into sitting down.  We rise when they would like to see us fall...

Title: WTF.
Post by: starry-eyed pirate on December 26, 2005, 11:18:00 PM

I'm tired of fighting...tired of bein' under seige...tired of defending myself with agressive manouvers...

Title: WTF.
Post by: starry-eyed pirate on December 26, 2005, 11:40:00 PM

pigs in the mud
when he tires
pigs in zen
pigs in zen
pig is nude
unashamed
pigs in zen
talkin' 'bout the pig
the pig
the pig-uh
pa-pa-pa-pa-pig
god-damned pig
pig mounts sow
when he's wound

pigs in zen
pigs in zen
and the pig eats shit
but only when he hungers
pigs in zen
i know the pigs in zen
talkin' 'bout the pig
the pig
the pig-uh
pa-pa-pa-pa-pig
god-damned pig

Oh, i know about war
but I just wanna fuck
i know about pain and sufferin'
and bein' cold
but I just wanna fuck!
the pig is led to the slaughter-er
pig is led to the slaughter-er
this he says
is the price some pay
for a simple life
how he feels
that's proof for him
pigs in zen
talkin' bout the pig
the pig
the pig
the pig
the pig
the pig
god-damned pig
the pig-uh
pa-pa-pa-pa-pig

Title: WTF.
Post by: Anonymous on December 27, 2005, 12:01:00 AM

i got it bad
you couldn't dream how hard i got it
i'd stay out of my shoes
if you know what's good for you

wouldn't it be good to be in your shoes
grass is always greener over there
wouldn't it be good if we could
live without a care

-kershaw.

Title: WTF.
Post by: starry-eyed pirate on December 27, 2005, 12:10:00 AM

yeah.

Title: WTF.
Post by: Anonymous on December 27, 2005, 12:23:00 AM

::rainbow::

Title: WTF.
Post by: Anonymous on December 27, 2005, 01:48:00 PM

hey pirate! i live in indiana p.a......i'm from v.a....i was in st.pete for 19 months,then v.a. for the rest of my "tenure" at straight!i saw the first 4 straights take off....sarasota,atlanta.cinncinatti & no.v.a!i was there way before the law suites ever existed! hell,for that matter,after i got started over on 5th phase,{i was the first 5th phase start over ever to happen according to miller}i was NEWCOMERS with FRED COLLINS!i had the full "miller newton experience"if you want to,write me!you can come to my "gigs" in p.a. if you want....i play all over the western p.a. area!the name of my band is "the mourning sun"!i'm the singer/harmonica player....i am also one of the founders of the band too......matt "hippie"mal00l3y :lol: [ This Message was edited by: Eudora on 2006-05-04 23:50 ]

Title: WTF.
Post by: starry-eyed pirate on December 27, 2005, 02:44:00 PM

cool dude.  I play a little harp myself.  I bet we could have a real interestin' conversation.  The Mourning Sun.  Dig it.  What's the closest place you play to New Castle, PA  ??  Would love to check out your band and talk to you.  Peace, hippy.

Title: WTF.
Post by: Anonymous on December 28, 2005, 03:07:00 AM

i have a studio in indiana....on fridays when we aren't playing out,we have open jams...it last all night!but my next "gig" is not till the 19th of this next month because my dad died/was dying and i didnt schedule anything because i didn't know what or when it would be ok to do so...so this next friday,we're going to have an open jam at my studio!call....hippie[ This Message was edited by: stillahippie564 on 2005-12-28 08:34 ]

Title: WTF.
Post by: Verbal Razors on December 28, 2005, 05:22:00 AM

wouldnt post yer phone number on here...any idea how many people read this shit?

Title: WTF.
Post by: Anonymous on December 28, 2005, 09:48:00 AM

oh,wow...i guess you're right!

Title: WTF.
Post by: Antigen on December 28, 2005, 10:53:00 AM

You can edit your own posts, ya know.

Do you support drug prohibition because it finances criminals at home or because it finances terrorists abroad?
--Anonymous

Title: WTF.
Post by: starry-eyed pirate on December 28, 2005, 11:07:00 AM

Aww man, how funny... :rofl:

Hippie, I wrote your number down already so go ahead and remove it from the board.  I'll call you.  What day is it today anyway ??  I'll try to call before Friday so I can get directions and come check out the open jam on Fri. nite.

Title: WTF.
Post by: Anonymous on December 28, 2005, 11:33:00 AM

cool! call any time....i'll be leaving at 1 pm...but i'll be back at 4pm...ok?

Title: WTF.
Post by: groovy1634 on December 31, 2005, 11:51:00 AM

Quote

On 2005-12-26 21:01:00, Anonymous wrote:

"i got it bad

you couldn't dream how hard i got it

i'd stay out of my shoes

if you know what's good for you



wouldn't it be good to be in your shoes

grass is always greener over there

wouldn't it be good if we could

live without a care



-kershaw."

i used to love this song in the 80's....i know it will sound lame, but i actually had the soundtrack to PRETTY IN PINK, and  this song is on it....hehe

 :silly: