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Treatment Abuse, Behavior Modification, Thought Reform => CEDU / Brown Schools and derivatives / clones => Topic started by: elaina27 on October 14, 2005, 10:18:00 AM
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Hey this Elaina here, i went to Cedu from 93-95 and graduated in 95. When i was there much of the stuff i am reading about wasnt going on. At least i dont remember kids doing drugs, and drinking on campus. It was really strict back then, except the sex aggreement thing, I broke that one a couple times, but i honestly dont remember it being so terreible. I mean i could be wrong, but kids back then would tell on you for anything. They said it was a "safe" school back then. I mean when i entered Cedu back in the summer of 93, we had to wear dark plain jeans and plain colored t shirts and couldnt talk to other kids that had just entered the program. It was pretty strict back then. I cant believe what i read about what went on. was there really abuse in the high school? The only thing i could remember that was scandelous back then was maybe breaking the sex agreement or runnign away. Things changed i guess. If anyone went to Cedu High Scool back then email me. Im curios to hear from you. elaina.grantham@hamot.org elaina gardner(grantham)
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elaina, you're a whore. You broke the sex agreement! You whore.
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You guys aren't listening. I didn't say the school became less strict. I said that people got sneakier. It's inevitable that over time, people learned how to beat the system. People in '97 learned some tricks from people in '96. People in '00 learned some tricks from people in '99. And eventually, we learned how to get a steady flow of weed on campus without getting caught. Believe me, they still stripsearched you when you came back from visits, had snitches in every fucking alcove of campus, and would send you camping if you got caught.
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you people are dirty! You need to come clean and get back in agreement! Smoking weed on campus! Who do you think you are!?
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kids would blaze in the burro pen. but doug marshall would camp out around campus with his binoculars and try to catch kids doing shit. we caught him one night camped out in the middle of the field with straight camo gear on, peepin' into the BOYS dorm with his binoculars.
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Elaina-
I remember you. I was there 91-93, graduated in december 93. Things were happening that you just didn't hear about. The drug and sex agreement were broke lots. Not too much physical abuse, I agree, but tons of emotional/mental abuse. There are some people who apparantly got something out of the school, but for the most part, people had to heal from the wounds caused by the time at the school before they could move on with their lives after graduating or leaving under some other circumstances. The odd number of suicides and tragic deaths after leaving the school does make me curious. Additionally, the majority of people that I've been in contact with from my time at the school have stated it's harmful effects. Yes, we've moved on and most of us are now successful in life. Some trolls here would say we are just losers who weren't willing to be healthy. I'd disagree. the fact that we are now successful in life and for the most part healthy and happy says something. And for me, it is in no part due to the ill-effects of the treatment I received at cedu.
So why do I lurk here and post? Because this was the longest 2 year period of my life. I was held captive against my will (yes I know there were no physical gates, but the threats of what would happen to me if I left from both staff and my family were enough to keep my captive) and I still have a need to know what happened to others and I want to put awareness into the public eye. Cedu claimed it could help me....without EVER meeting me. Certainly, if the institution was an honest, caring one, it would have turned me back after one week at the campus. But then they would have had to turn everyone away since in fact, they were ill-equipped to deal with any sort of psychological issues.
Okay, enough ranting. I really just wanted to say that I remember you and it is good to see people from my time period showing up here after all these years.
-Victoria (Berman) Vigil
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who are you and did you even go to that school? how can you say i was a whore when i actually lost my virginity at that damn place! did you even go to cedu and did you ever experience waht we did?
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The person was kidding. A little sarcasm.
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Yo elaina, a little heads up. around here, people just love to talk shit. they're the cedu kids that couldnt talk shit to people's faces because they would've gotten their noses broken. but now that they can talk shit to those same people (and all the other people they possibly can) behind the safety of their computer? haha...they'll say whatever brash, ridiculous things their twisted little minds can think of.
best thing to do? just give 'em one of these ::rocker::
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Hey Vicki, I remember you as well. Werent you in Amanda Turchan, Amanda Cohens peer group? There was also a black girl i think her name was Casey. Did you graduate with Beau, the kid that commited suicide? is that right? Is there a lot of suicides of students that went to Cedu? i dont talk to anyone so i only catch a little when i read up on these sites. Who commited suicide? That is very disturbing if so. I know for myself yes it was a harsh situation at Cedu, but i sure as hell dont think i was abused in any way. I mean as a child i went through some brutal abuse and nothing could come close to that. But thats beside the point. I just cant believe the stuff i hear about those schools. I really would like to hear from some people that i went through that school with. I mean if anything can be said about the time when i was there is that i sure as hell wouldnt have graduated from high school if i hadent gone to Cedu. I was on the verge of being expelled and kicked out my freshman year, and i graduated from Cedu 6 months early. So i am greatful for that. But i cant say many positive things besides that.
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Hey thanks, i knew he/she was being sarcastic, i just wanted to know if they actually went through the shit we went through. you know i was called everything from a whore to a cocksucker while i was there for having sex on campus so i really dont care, but i just simply wantd to hear fomr some people who i knew. :smile:
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I wonder why you were called a whore and a cocksucker...Hmmmmm, maybe you are! HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH!
eat shit
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who are you? did i know you?
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naaah, I'm just fuckin around.
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when did you go? are you a cedu hs or middle school dropout?
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I'm not a CEDU dropout! humfff...how dare you!
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ooops sorry, didnt mean to upset the almighty. :smile: :razz:
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so who are you anyway? are you above the age of 18? did you go to cedu? tell me something.
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So how do i find some people i used to know? Is this the right site or should i go somewhere else? I really dont know a wholoe lot about this site. :???:
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You'll find a handful of people you knew here. Maybe a few more over at cedualumni.com. Depends on the kind of people you were friends with.
Your best bet is myspace.com if you're a member there. There's a group called RMA Survivors with close to 300 people in it. And unlike fornits, which people usually fuck around with for a little bit and then never log into again, people like to stay up to date with their myspace profiles.
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Thanks for the info on myspace.com. Never heard of it. Are you a local here? Do you preview this site alot? Tell me where your from. Did you go to Cedu?
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myspace doesn't have too many cedu-ites from your era, though.
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my era! im not a dinausaur! im only 27
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Myspace has plenty of cedu-ites from her "era". Granted, the majority of the people in the BCA Survivors, RMA Survivors, and general CEDU group were there between about '97 and '01, there are a good number from before then and of course quite a few since. Myspace isn't like, say, Facebook, with just a bunch of college kids.
I guess you could call me a 'local', I like to keep up on what people are saying around here. I went to BCA in 2000 and left in 2002, and spent nearly 3 years very confused and going downhill fast. My life was much more of a mess post-BCA than it had ever been pre-BCA. But I managed to get back on my feet, though the confusion between CEDU's reality and reality remained. Then I found this place, and it really helped me out mentally, especially trying to put my experience in perspective. I'm from LA.
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Elaina,
I actually lived in the dorm with you at high school. I remember you- they made you have that baby think it over doll that cried during the night and you had some sort of key to feed it. I had moved up to the high school after graduating the middle school. I hope you are doing well.
~Jodi Silver (94-96)
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I Graduated with you lol now guess who I am lol
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On 2005-10-20 23:57:00, Stangman wrote:
"I Graduated with you lol now guess who I am lol"
hahaha, i'm guessing that you're a faggot who sucks cock and takes it in the ass!!!!!!!!!!!
oh yeah, and i should also add that you prefer mustang cock, hence the name "stangman"! ::both::
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On 2005-10-21 05:33:00, Anonymous wrote:
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On 2005-10-20 23:57:00, Stangman wrote:
"I Graduated with you lol now guess who I am lol"
hahaha, i'm guessing that you're a faggot who sucks cock and takes it in the ass!!!!!!!!!!!
oh yeah, and i should also add that you prefer mustang cock, hence the name "stangman"! ::both:: "
Seriously man. I'm all for shakin' things up and talking shit to people. But dude you're just LAME. You're not funny at all. Is a fagget and takes it in the ass and sucks cock? Is that really all you can say?
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On 2005-10-21 07:36:00, Anonymous wrote:
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On 2005-10-21 05:33:00, Anonymous wrote:
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On 2005-10-20 23:57:00, Stangman wrote:
"I Graduated with you lol now guess who I am lol"
hahaha, i'm guessing that you're a faggot who sucks cock and takes it in the ass!!!!!!!!!!!
oh yeah, and i should also add that you prefer mustang cock, hence the name "stangman"! ::both:: "
Seriously man. I'm all for shakin' things up and talking shit to people. But dude you're just LAME. You're not funny at all. Is a fagget and takes it in the ass and sucks cock? Is that really all you can say?"
About the STANGMAN? Yes absolutely, because being poked in the ass and swallowing horse sperm are the STANGMAN'S 2 favorite pastimes!
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I was in Jon's peer group...I remember that time very well...but so what things happen and you sound like life isn't treating you bad at all. This is Andre the uh....black kid with the poofy hair. anyways hope all is well!
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hey andre, i was in your peer group--in bca.
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On 2005-10-21 05:33:00, Anonymous wrote:
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On 2005-10-20 23:57:00, Stangman wrote:
"I Graduated with you lol now guess who I am lol"
hahaha, i'm guessing that you're a faggot who sucks cock and takes it in the ass!!!!!!!!!!!
oh yeah, and i should also add that you prefer mustang cock, hence the name "stangman"! ::both:: "
This is by far one of the most immature, full of shit, things I have ever read on this site. Who the fuck do you think you are saying something like this?
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On 2005-10-25 19:51:00, Anonymous wrote:
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On 2005-10-21 05:33:00, Anonymous wrote:
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On 2005-10-20 23:57:00, Stangman wrote:
"I Graduated with you lol now guess who I am lol"
hahaha, i'm guessing that you're a faggot who sucks cock and takes it in the ass!!!!!!!!!!!
oh yeah, and i should also add that you prefer mustang cock, hence the name "stangman"! ::both:: "
This is by far one of the most immature, full of shit, things I have ever read on this site. Who the fuck do you think you are saying something like this?"
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On 2005-10-25 19:51:00, Anonymous wrote:
This is by far one of the most immature, full of shit, things I have ever read on this site. Who the fuck do you think you are saying something like this?"
who the fuck are you to criticize me?
fuck off bitch! ::fuckoff::
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On 2005-10-26 05:20:00, Anonymous wrote:
who the fuck are you to criticize me?
Someone far more mature than you.
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On 2005-10-26 07:01:00, Anonymous wrote:
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On 2005-10-26 05:20:00, Anonymous wrote:
who the fuck are you to criticize me?
Someone far more mature than you."
Then why the fuck are you posting here?
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For fun. Its fun to call a little man on his shit.
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On 2005-10-26 07:49:00, Anonymous wrote:
"For fun. Its fun to call a little man on his shit."
But it's not half as fun as getting your own shit packed, right fun boy?
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i remember elaina and the toy baby that she would have to carry around... lol..
Joe Keuter
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joe k- when were you there? the name sounds familiar but refresh my memory. were you in like 2or 3 peer groups below me? elaina
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Yup.. I remember you as well.
This is Michael Cosgrove.
And I know who the Stangman is as well! Its DiFalco!
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On 2006-02-01 07:47:00, RegalPlague wrote:
"Yup.. I remember you as well.
This is Michael Cosgrove.
And I know who the Stangman is as well! Its DiFalco!
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who the fuck is difalco?
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On 2006-02-01 07:53:00, Anonymous wrote:
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On 2006-02-01 07:47:00, RegalPlague wrote:
"Yup.. I remember you as well.
This is Michael Cosgrove.
And I know who the Stangman is as well! Its DiFalco!
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who the fuck is difalco?"
Clearly difalco is the stangman, dumbass.
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difalco is a faggot!