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Treatment Abuse, Behavior Modification, Thought Reform => Straight, Inc. and Derivatives => Topic started by: girlwithoutbarcode on November 20, 2002, 05:13:00 PM

Title: who needs a house out in hackensack
Post by: girlwithoutbarcode on November 20, 2002, 05:13:00 PM: hello. I was in Kids of BC from 1988-1990. Just figured I'd finally register since I've been reading everyone else's posts.

[ This Message was edited by: girlwithoutbarcode on 2002-11-20 14:14 ]
Title: who needs a house out in hackensack
Post by: Anonymous on November 20, 2002, 05:25:00 PM: Do you have a name ?? And welcome !
Title: who needs a house out in hackensack
Post by: girlwithoutbarcode on November 21, 2002, 10:18:00 AM: I just don't feel ready to give my name yet. I hope you understand. It doesn't make any sense to remain anonymous, but still, I need more time.
Title: who needs a house out in hackensack
Post by: Anonymous on November 21, 2002, 02:42:00 PM: Were you in any other KIDS programs before KIDS of nj??

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Title: who needs a house out in hackensack
Post by: girlwithoutbarcode on November 21, 2002, 03:13:00 PM: No, just the Hackensack one. Were you moved from one facility to another? Where you there in the late 80's also?
Title: who needs a house out in hackensack
Post by: John Olsakovsky on November 21, 2002, 11:25:00 PM: The late 80s.
A tumultuous time... A time of food rules and a 50% rebellion. Almost a mutiny.
5th phasers frozen on day 1.
Nonworkers leaping out of their seats trying to grasp at any attention they could get, even if it meant getting thrown to the floor.
Raps with a half-dozen in group, the rest restrained or restraining....

My the floor was cold, be it against my back or my knees...

I was there. I'm sure I've seen your face....
Much has been forgotten, but much lingers on....
Title: who needs a house out in hackensack
Post by: Webmistress on November 22, 2002, 02:48:00 AM: im sure i know you too...email me... i was feb of 88 to aug of 90..id love to have the chance to say hi'
Title: who needs a house out in hackensack
Post by: girlwithoutbarcode on November 22, 2002, 10:21:00 AM: You're sure you've seen my face? Oh you poor dear. Back then my face was 2 huge dark circles under the eyes, lots of acne from the stress, and that look of pain (of course) we all had from having to use the facilities but having to hold it in, either because we were told "no, you can go later" or because we had no idea who we had permission to ask to go! AH, memories...Anyway I go when I want now and my face is beautiful.

PS - I think I need to have coffee before I post for now on. I'm not sure what I just typed.
Title: who needs a house out in hackensack
Post by: girlwithoutbarcode on November 22, 2002, 10:23:00 AM: We know each other pretty well. I did send you an email the other day.
Title: who needs a house out in hackensack
Post by: Anonymous on November 22, 2002, 08:44:00 PM: We do understand not wanting to give your name yet...There are lots of us like that.
Title: who needs a house out in hackensack
Post by: girlwithoutbarcode on November 24, 2002, 07:14:00 AM: It's amazing. We know in our minds that there is no way they can get us now. we know that our minds are our own, and that we are safe. But there is still this underlying need to protect ourselves. I guess that's why some of us are nameless, like me.