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Let It Bleed / Re: Stuff you've been listening to
« on: August 01, 2008, 02:12:25 PM »
I love Fleetwood Mac!
Some of their stuff is so haunting (Tusk): mostly w/Stevie
vocals.  I 'get lost' in that vein/flavor/whatever of music.
Can just close my eyes and drift-safely.  I also love a
GOOD steel guitar (Sleepwalk)

Oldies Radio on iTunes

Mr. 3xs hates '80s music'. Says it was the worst decade ever.
I listen to whatever I like - whenever it's from. (Some when he's
not home hehhehheh)
I do have a dislike for some commercials, usually I really like
the song and the commercial ruins it for me.

Can't listen to Baker Street:  bad memories

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Re: I just
« on: July 29, 2008, 02:53:38 PM »
Quote from: "Dr. Miller Newton"
GODDAMN YOU DRUGGIE INGRATES!!!!! PRATTLING ON ABOUT ABUSING DRUGS!  AFTER ALL I'VE DONE FOR YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!

MMMMMMMWWWWHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHA
foflmfao....you're a RIOT, Doc!!

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Open Free for All / Re: I smoke pot regularly.
« on: July 29, 2008, 02:22:50 PM »
Quote from: "nas"
It's not a surprise that fornits posters are high on drugs when posting. You are all a bunch of losers, your parents must be so proud.

Uh-oh
I'm posting in here...
I'm NOT stoned...
and I'm STILL a loser...
So much for THAT theory.

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Let It Bleed / Re: Stuff you've been listening to
« on: July 29, 2008, 02:10:31 PM »
Brian May and Friends*          Star Fleet Project - vinyl
side one     Star Fleet; Let Me Out
side two     Blues Breaker (dedicated to EC)

*get this-the friends are:Phil Chen, Alan Gratzer, Fred Mandel AND...
                                   Eddie Van Halen           

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Let It Bleed / Re: The Lyrics thread
« on: July 27, 2008, 10:07:32 PM »
Don Henley ~ The Boys of Summer

Nobody on the road
Nobody on the beach.
I feel it in the air
The summer's out of reach.
Empty lake
Empty streets
The sun goes down alone.
I'm drivin' by your house
Though I know you're not home.

I can see you
Your brown skin shinin in the sun
You got your hair combed back
And your sunglasses on, baby
And I can tell you my love for you
Will still be strong
After the boys of
Summer have gone

I never will forget those nights
I wonder if it was a dream.
Remember how you made me crazy?
Remember how I made you scream?
Now I don't understand
What happened to our love,
But baby when i get you back
I'm gonna show you what I'm made of

I can see you-
Your brown skin shinin' in the sun
I see you walkin' real slow
And you're smilin' at everyone
I can tell you my love for you will still be strong
After the boys of
Summer have gone

Out on the road today
I saw a 'Dead-Head'  sticker on a Cadillac
A little voice inside my head said,
"Don't look back.
You can never look back."
I thought I knew what love was,
What did I know?
Those days are gone forever
I should just let them go but,

I can see you
Your brown skin shinin in the sun
You got that top pulled down
And that radio on baby
And I can tell you my love for you will still be strong
After the boys of
Summer have gone

I can see you
Your brown skin shinin in the sun
You got that hair slicked back and
Those Wayfarers on, baby
I can tell you my love for you will still be strong
After the boys of
Summer have gone

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Re: White Noise
« on: July 27, 2008, 09:42:01 PM »
'Diva posted about corporal punishment.
Flashback time...
So I remember THIS episode from 1970 ( and I know why)
but can't remember ANY of the other visits to thePrincipal
(and there were LOTS).
In all fairness, I gave my parents a real working-over.
By this time, I was cutting classes (I was bored), I was a
closet drinker (BIG drinker, too), and soon I would try to
commit suicide (mostly a bid for attention) and be the vicitm
of molestation.  I was also very defiant and outspoken.
Can't blame her for trying the 'let someone else make the point'
way of thinking.  It just had the wrong effect.
So here I sit, floating along w/these memories, and suddenly...
WHITE NOISE!!
So the point here was, why can I remember this stupid, senseless
WASTE OF BRAIN SPACE??, and not other stuff (like details from
whole years?)aaaaaaarrrrrrrgggggggggggggghhhhhhhhh

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News Items / Re: Georgia County Schools Reactivate Corporal Punishment for Misbehaving Kids
« on: July 27, 2008, 08:52:16 PM »
I was on the recieving end of corporal punishment (4 wacks)
when I was in 7th grade.
I had written out song lyrics for someone and got caught
passing it.  Down to the Dean-where I had been before.
Now; it WAS ONLY stupid song lyrics, and I could've just
shut-up and re-written them, and do what I was told BUT...
she pissed me off...THEN she searched me...THEN she threatened
me and I said:  "Call my mom.  She will NEVER let you hit me!"
Guess what?
Mom stood in as the witness!
Bearing in mind, it was ONLY song lyrics! ???
I still wonder WHAT THE FUCK!?!?!?
I am NOT a fan of corporal punishment.

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Re: White Noise
« on: July 27, 2008, 01:03:17 PM »
Wow, Woof...well put.
I see the same stuff and have to force myself to post
sometimes.  This place is my 'group therapy'!

It amazes me what the mind hangs on to and what it can
'dismiss' as useless(not sure that's the right word there).
When I talk about theSeed, which is not often, I had to
search for the right thing to call it.  I've referred to it as
'rehab' for all these years.  That it was, alright.
I call them 'flashbacks', but they're not really.
I have them too occasionally, 'real' ones.
No, when Seed-era memories surface, I'm always shocked.
Mostly that I could've forgotten (like 'motivating'-I HATE
that word) or the endless hours in group, in the warehouse,
in Florida's summer heat (I HATE the heat too!!
I RAN back to NJ as fast as I could and haven't left since!).
The 'Geographical Cure' (remember THAT one?!) has worked for me
to an extent. 
It removed me from my molesters access.  I call that success.
I've also come to realize I have a hard time functioning
without seasons.  I need leaves that change colors and snow
or I 'get lost', so to speak.  Part of my Compass?
...but I wander...
I have a memory surface and have to spend MORE months
'chasing' it down.  And there's lots of 'white noise' w/it.
Considering some of the shit I've recalled, maybe the 'noise'
is just a warning to leave it alone.  Can't do a damn thing
about any of it now, can we?
I still anguish over this crap too.

I hope this thread stays...

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News Items / Re: fresh baked for life
« on: July 27, 2008, 12:13:32 PM »
Quote from: "Froderik"
Quote from: "3xsaSeedling"
I've also been 'fresh baked daily' for ...'forever'.  I suppose that fact would qualify me as an addict, and I don't care.

It makes you no more of an "addict" than someone who has to have their coffee every morning, or someone who smokes cigarettes.


I'm in some DEEP doo-doo then Frod, 'cause I do that stuff too!!
I will be quitting the cigarettes during my 3wk hospital vacation though.
I must say though:  I am getting REAL sick of 'hanging in there',
IF ya know what I mean?!

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Let It Bleed / Re: Stuff you've been listening to
« on: July 27, 2008, 12:03:59 PM »
Nice Fleetwood Mac set there Frodo.
I'm surprised; as commercial as they got, I'd've thought they'd be off the
'approved music listening list'!!

Little Feat                 Fat Man In The Bathtub

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The Troubled Teen Industry / Re: "Attack Therapy" at The John Dewey Academy
« on: July 26, 2008, 05:21:25 PM »
Some how, this makes me want to bang my head!
 :wall:

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Let It Bleed / Re: Stuff you've been listening to
« on: July 26, 2008, 04:37:13 PM »
Ten Years After                                        everything I can find   ???
w/ Alvin Lee                                             Slow Blues in C
                                                             Mornin' Little Schoolgirl
Don Henley                                              Boys of Summer
Dire Straits                                              Money For Nothin'
                                                              So Far Away

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News Items / Re: Check this out
« on: July 26, 2008, 12:54:43 PM »
I can't believe I just lost this post and had to rewrite it!!
aaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhcrapshITFUCK!!

You hit a nerve here DP!
Being aware that I have an 'addictive' personality, there are things
that I will NEVER do again.
I know:  NEVER say NEVER
No question I shouldn't, but I'll NEVER snort anything again.  I've had
meth and did coke for a while, in my youth (all POST SEEDLING use...
WHO does that surprise), and still would, except:  I know I could get 'hooked' on lots of stuff,
so I'll NEVER do it.
I've also been 'fresh baked daily' for ...'forever'.  I suppose that fact
would qualify me as an addict, and I don't care.
I am about to be 'tested' again:
I've been put back on Percocet and will be on them for months
AGAIN...
Could someone remind me :  What are all these 'tests' for, anyway?

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News Items / Re: Troubled teens build up issues over time
« on: July 25, 2008, 03:17:58 PM »
FACT:  Troubled teens with unresolved issues
grow up to be troubled adults with unresolved issues.

...IF they get to grow up...

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Let It Bleed / Re: Stuff you've been listening to
« on: July 25, 2008, 02:41:11 PM »
Leon Russell             Back To The Island
                             Tightrope
                             Lady Blue
                             Masquerade
                             Going Down
                             Roll Away The Stone                           
                             A Song For You

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