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Offline irish girl lucky

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Iam new here, this is my experience at VAC
« on: April 08, 2005, 11:31:00 PM »
::noway:: nessdless to say us girls did most of the building of that dorm , bathroom and GR room, on Saturdays. I do remember and now think it is suspicious that during the week when most of us would be stuck working in our paces at school Bro Palmer would walk his funky sick nasty ass into the school room and want to pick a few girls to help him build. they were always so eager and probably felt special and favored because he made them feel  and think that way. There. was always 1 that he picked. sometimes it would just be her and him all day long out working in the dorm. she was his favorite pet. some of the other girls would get upset. but we didnt know what was going on. none of us were there with them. Palmer ALWAYS played favorites! they were always the cute and maturer girls. I was never one of the favorites and I will tell you why i think I wasnt a little further down.  some times that 1 girl would come back to the dorm upset and wouldnt talk and just go to bed to get up early to go work with him. She would wet her bed almost every night.DO you all see my point here? and that maybe there is a pattern? He plays favorites and zeros in on them. and the ones he doesnt care about or the ones that might be tougher or stronger he leaves alone. yeah we all go through the protocall BULLSHIT, but then there are those that say nothing was wrong with him or the place and they support him .They are really the weak minded BRAIN WASHED ASSHOLES. I call them Assholes because if they are out  and still believe in supporting them they are whacked! I believe that most of us,including myself,!while we were doing our time there at VAC  at some point in time "GAVE IN" just to make it thru. Why not lessen the sittuation and try to seek there approval and go through the MOTIONS just to get the hell out when our year was up!? We just played the game!.come on, I did it! We were scared and wanted to go home. Also, didnt we think it was good to kiss some nasty ass to get the little priveleges available to us or even BE assigned a buddy or better yet become"HELPER"? when I became a little older I relized what went on there was WRONG! what was going on then and what went on later and is going on now maybe a lot worse. BUt it has always been and still is ABUSE. No matter how severe, its ABUSE!!!!
 to be honest I never witnessed or heard of any talk of anyone being hit or sexually violated Ww did have the Mental, emotional, spiritual ABUSE and control issues going on, when I was there, but I AM  NOT SAYING THAT SOMETHING DIDNT HAPPEN
( iam talking physical and sexual). It could of and it was just hidden. It WOULD NOT shock me at this point. It does make me wonder. the only other thing big that happened that was dramatic was when Kari(my friend)died there on a Saturday just days after her b-day. she was very young,. 14yr I believe. Its said to be an accident and it happened when more construction was going on to build a bigger chaple her and some other girls were moving a woodpile to another woodpile and she suppossibly tripped and hit her head  some where near the temple and it killed her.
 Ill tell you some of the things that were not right, in my opinion, that were happening when I was there that happened to me and to all the girls as a group.
  We only ate 3 times a day but with the amount and kind of food it was ,we all gained 10 to 20 lbs at least with a lack of exercise.
  there were only certain times in a day to do our lines from demerits, so if we didnt get them done in a day they would double still only having 1 day to do them making it almost impossible. ! time I racked up 5,000 lines had to go to GR room to do the and listen to the same preaching tape over and over again by some monotone southern preacher.Talk about serious writers cramp, blisters and temporary insanity. :silly:  :silly:
  What about being sick, I mean truly ill? Did any of you have to drink the good wholesome castor oil with a little juice ? It was a punnishment to have to stay in bed sick I guess. if you werent throwing up you soon would be. The staff thought we were all game players at times. yeah maybe some were , but not everyone.
  Where was Patty most of the time? She seemed to rarely be around. seemed that she was always in Escondido doing the shopping or getting things on our needs list or God knows what. Do you think she susspected anything? Did she know and didnt care, or just pretended that it wasnt happening and would try to stay away as much as she could? Was she in on it? or did she never think anything and Palmer thought it was a perfect sittuation and opportunity for his benefit?  Iam just kind of brainstorming on this right now.
  Oh I will never forget the WRAP SESSION Lead and facilitated by the mean wicked old witch MIss Judy, and Patty Palmer  one would be called every so often by random.Some times a girl that was nt working the program would be in middle of circle and everyone would pick her a part and chew her up and spit her out! real good for self -esteem right?  BULLSHIT!
 DOES ANY OF THESE THINGS SOUND FAMILIAR OR SIMUALAR TO ANY OF YOU SO FAR?
there is so much more, we were brainwashed zombies programed to do what they wanted force fed God and the Bible. and we were up for show when we would visit out side churches. I would like to share more and listen too you all as well
 forgive me for this long entry, iam going to break it up and share some more later.
I WOULD LIKE TO DEFINATLY HELP THOSE THAT HAVE GONE THROUGH THIS AND HELP PUT A COMPLETE STOP TO THIS HAPPENING ANY MORE! IT HAS TO STOP NOW!!!! WE NEED TO STAND TOGETHER AND BE STRONG TO MAKE IT HAPPEN MY PRAYER IS THAT MORE OF USE COME FORWARD.WE CAN DO THIS !!! I AM PREPARED AND READY TO TAKE COMPLETE AND TOTAL ACTION! WHATEVER IT TAKES!
PLEASE IF ANY BOBY RECOGNIZES MY NAME OR WAS THERE BETWEEN THE SAME TIME I WAS OR IF YOU THINK YOU MIGHT BE CONTACT ME OR IF NOT CONTACT ME ANYWAY! Loo k forward to hearing from you all
 VAC survivor,
TARA
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« Reply #1 on: April 09, 2005, 09:37:00 AM »
Wow Tara thanks so much for having the courage to shrare your story with us you are very brave.shoot me an e-mail [email protected] i can share with you what is being done to close down VCA. I think you will really appreciate it.
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« Reply #2 on: April 09, 2005, 10:05:00 AM »
My God, girl.  That is a horrible story.  Thank you for letting us in.

You would be surprised (or maybe not) that this type of thing goes on in one form or another at nearly every one of these facilities.

By getting it out in the open and making it accessible by search engines, you may save someone's life when their parent balks at sending them there.  You've done a great service for your peers.
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« Reply #3 on: April 10, 2005, 02:52:00 AM »
Thank you for sharing your story.  I am a VCA survivor too.  Just about everything you said was familiar.  Here are other accounts about VCA if you haven't seen them already.

http://www.inweekly.net/article.asp?artID=713
http://www.isaccorp.org/victory.html
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