On 2004-12-18 09:24:00, Antigen wrote:
"No way in God's green Earth would Art ever recomend a shrink. I TOTALLY AGREE
Not one of my olddruggiefriends or their friends who had not gone through the Program has tried to kill themselves that I ever heard about.
I think the Programming got to ya...What a fucking load!
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OK Ginge, let me give you a reality check and tell you about some of MY olddruggiefriends: Ed-18, (one of those perpetually happy people, that always offered his shoulder to cry on) found dead from asphyxiation sitting in his running VW parked in a closed garage; My ex-boyfriend, Paul-16 in Jr. High, straight A student, spoke Latin fluently (his 3rd language) - took so much acid over a period of time, he fried his brain. (I had previously broke up w/ him because he was spiraling down quickly) He was in and out of mental institutions and when I visited him at his mom?s house after I graduated Seed, he was but a shell of a person; Debbie-17, shot something into her arm that ?would finally end the pain? - it did; then there was Daryl-17, after raping a girl and having her boyfriend watch, fatally shot the two young lovers on Dunedin Beach one night ? serving time on death row unless he's already gone.
None of these kids were in the Seed - just me! and next month I'm going to be celebrating ANOTHER year on this planet...go figure.
DO NOT think your reality is everyones - it isn't.
Peace