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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / James
« on: October 17, 2004, 05:39:00 PM »
I remember you.....[ This Message was edited by: future.air on 2004-10-21 18:58 ]

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / VA REUNION---- NOVEMBER 13TH or 14TH?
« on: October 15, 2004, 09:17:00 AM »
Anyone have ideas for a meeting place?  [ This Message was edited by: future.air on 2004-10-22 22:14 ]

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / springfield, va reunion
« on: October 13, 2004, 10:53:00 PM »
That's what I think...



November 14th, Sunday...

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Springfield Straight Reunion?
« on: August 28, 2004, 11:33:00 AM »
ANyone from Springfield Straight interested in meeting up again in the next month or so?

GIna, STeve, Scott, Aaron, Kelly, Kecia, anyone else?

I haven't been to DC in over10 years and feel I need to see the building.

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Yet Another Observation
« on: August 24, 2004, 07:32:00 PM »
.[ This Message was edited by: future.air on 2004-08-24 21:02 ]

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Yet Another Observation
« on: August 24, 2004, 04:05:00 PM »
I meant the last paragraph.  Starting with the laundry bit.

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Yet Another Observation
« on: August 24, 2004, 02:25:00 PM »
i'm assuming you're a writer.  If not,  I think you should be.

Perhaps next weekend you should give her this writing.
Ask her what she thinks in a casual way.  Except the part about her complexion and hard face.  That might hurt her feelings.

It might turn out to be a surprising and effectual maneuver. If not, at least it will be memorable.

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / muddled thoughts that dont make sense
« on: August 23, 2004, 09:18:00 PM »
[ This Message was edited by: future.air on 2004-08-24 20:59 ]

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / muddled thoughts that dont make sense
« on: August 23, 2004, 09:07:00 PM »
Hi Gina,
I completely understand.   I suffer from the same rage.


 Last week I looked up borderline personality disorder.  Nine characteristics that frequently arise from physical, verbal and or sexual abuse.  Especially abandonment or neglect.

Do you think Straight might have caused borderline symptoms?

Check out this link.
http://www.fortunecity.com/campus/psych ... pd-dsm.htm

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Springfield VA 1990 Clients and Staff
« on: August 23, 2004, 12:04:00 PM »
hey i'm not sure how to check private messages?



and I'm not sure how to get in touch with Trevor.  last name mullican (i think) and his family was in woodbridge.  maybe you could try calling them?

also craig stevens might know.  his family lived in reston, virginia.

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Straight Springfield 1988-1990
« on: August 22, 2004, 02:23:00 PM »
i remember john ferraro and curt and eric ahern.  hung out a little with eric and john after i got out.


have you heard anything from them?

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Springfield VA 1990 Clients and Staff
« on: August 19, 2004, 12:06:00 AM »
I felt Shane really cared about people.  I would like to catch up with him.  He helped me alot after I got out.


Did you ever talk to Glenn or know more specifically what happened and why he did it?  You can email me if that's better.[ This Message was edited by: future.air on 2004-08-18 21:09 ]

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Springfield VA 1990 Clients and Staff
« on: August 18, 2004, 11:46:00 PM »
That's exactly who I'm thinking about.  Do you know where in Cali?

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Straight Springfield 1988-1990
« on: August 18, 2004, 01:23:00 AM »
I do identify with everything you are talking about.

I can share intimate aspects of my life pretty easily until I get close and there is a mutual exchange of love.  Then my old Straight thinking kicks in.

I begin having a very difficult time feeling comfortable with space in a relationship or privacy.  These are healthy, normal aspects of relating to people but I Still suffer from anxiety and fear when my boyfriend needs space.

I need alot of time alone but sometimes I don't even register when I need it.  I end up causing fights.  I believe that claustrophobic, no space, no privacy and absolutely no trust was all accompanied by a cheerful children's song, a "group hug", and an I love you.

This for me went on non-stop, 24 hours, for almost 2 years of my life.  Serious  full-time pseudo parenting.  
Before Straight,  I was not connected to my family at all.  I actually did connect with some people in Straight so I paid attention to there actions carefully and tried to emulate them.

This has been damaging to my relationships and I am working to identify these ideas and reprogram myself to see they are unhealthy and don't work.

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Straight Springfield 1988-1990
« on: August 16, 2004, 11:51:00 PM »
Hi Kecia,

I'm curious.  How have you deprogrammed?  Has it been beneficial to be in a relationship with someone who also survived the experience?  I remember Jeff Adams although people's faces are a little hazy.   Congratulations on your marriage!!

You can email me if it's too personal to  answer questions on the board.

Oh, also, thanks for checking out my website and for the compliments on my paintings.  It will be updated soon.  [ This Message was edited by: future.air on 2004-08-16 20:52 ]

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