What is the purpose if you were abused at a very young age to come to a board like this, which ultimately is a joke, and talk about it day after day, and get pissy with all the people who don't agree with you? Shouldn't Art seek some therapy? Or possibly try to do something about it. I dont think it would please Krysta per say, but we all see that Art has had avery hard time. But he is an older man now, and all sort of people have been drafted into war against there will, had abusive parents who beat them, been raped by family members, been assaulted relentlessly. It is sad that he suffered this abuse, but this board really won't provide him with any answers that he is searching for. At this point in your life it is important to move on, sure you may feel cheated or that you were treated unfairly, but inside of Art is a little kid who wants his childhood back. I agree though, I think It is time to move on, and sense less to keep on trying to over ride everyone on this board by saying that no one understands, you had it worse than every one else, our time at Elan was different. The fact is everyone's life is completely different. You have a family now and the freedom to choose exactly how to live your life. You are letting Marty and all the others win. Take your sould back. Own your spirit. Step out of the cage you have put yourself in, if you look closely all the bars will dissapear. I don't think it is healthy for you art to come to this bored anymore. It is keeping the hellish elan experience fresh in you mind, when in reality it was decades ago. You were a different person back then. Focus on 2005. Make yourself happy. You hold all the power.
