Hello, my name is Christopher Forrest Riner. I don't think it matters who you are-- if you wound up in a program for some reason, then you probably have a nack for mischief. I'm sure that there are success stories out there, but not the kind you think of. Life is tough-- whether you've been in a program or not. When you leave the program, your life changes drastically. The best advice that I could give you, is that the change after you get back is nowhere near as drastic as the one that you experienced your first few weeks in the program. So hell, if you could adjust to that one then you should definitely be able to trudge through this ordeal.
And friends? It's hard finding good friends when you have a world of time on your hands. I wouldn't try and rush things. It's better not to let something expand so much in your own world that it takes over necessary priorities, ya know? If you waste all of your time trying to find friends, then all you will end up doing (more than likely) is going through hand fulls of useless, ephemeral relationships that will do nothing other than point you away from what's going on inside of you (pardon the jargon).
But honestly, how's school? Are you trying to get a job? Do you have any goals set? I guarantee that if you got a job and went to school somewhere then you would make tooooons of friends. People are all over the place. I mean hell, if making friends is the most important thing to you right now, then you should go to school and get a job just for the friends, hehe. Hell, why not? You'll make money at the same time. I dunno, I'm not sure exactly what to tell you to do, because everyone's struggle is different. I don't know anyone who's never felt alone, and my best advice would be that this is all a part of your rehabilitation back into society, and its only a small part. Don't forget yer important shit.
a little about me (I love this part):
Christopher Forrest Riner:Academy Dundee Ranch, Costa Rica
2002-2003: 18 months, graduate
President: Boys Student Council
Chairman: (Boys) Public Relations Committee, Activities Committee, Dundee Ranch Zoological Preservation Committee (Vice-chairman Bowdy Lewis-- bless your little heart).
International Elvis Impersonator.
P.S. if you need someone to talk to, email me at
allhailslipknot@hotmail.com and I'll give you my aol screen name. It never hurts to have a buddy. I have msn, too.