Hi I'm sorry this took so long but I wrote my explanation, if that is possible, the other night and apparantly it was somehow lost.
They threw me out with NO explanation except, "We know what you are up to". I had been living with Nona Zambone and Patty Healy and a bunch of other girls and we had all become pretty close. Patty was in Real Estate and I used to ride along with her on listings. She gave me her vintage red corvet on a payment basis, as she was going to college and needed the money. I had been working at Safecard Services with a lot of other "seedlings". I was promoted there several times(3)I was pretty good with the computer system there. The IBM text editor, a true dinnasor! The Seed heard about the car and whatever their problem was they yelled at me saying what are you trying to pull and made me give it back to Patty. I felt really bad about that one becasue I had not an ill intention in my bone. She was selling it and I wanted to buy it. So then they also said becasue of cliquing up or whatever that I had to also leave the apartment and move to a different apartment where I lived with Laura Perchapski, and LeAnn. I think Terry Meyers lived there becasue she was always there! Then the seed forced me to take my car off the road. A Ford Grand Torino, and ride to work with Terry and LeAnn. The two of them would laugh and giggle and sit nearly on top of each other the whole way to work every day really never speaking to me like I was shit. When I did talk it would be like....oh..and then back to their own world. A newcomer went back to work and that meant working at safecard also. She rode with us and they treated her pretty much the same. I don't remember the name of the girl but I think Donna perhaps? She was only at the Seed a few months. She was very very quiet, withdrawn and uncomfortable in her own skin it seemed but now so was I. The two of us would just sit in the back set prety much looking at our shoes miserable. She didn't want to talk to me either.....so. LeAnn worked in the Art Department and they asked me to train her on the computer. I tried but after one whole week she could still not even sign on. I don't htink she wanted to do it or she was just screwing with me. It was very frustrating. Her boss asked why she hadn't learned it and I told him that I didn't know but was trying very hard to teach her but she didn't seem to grasp it. He asked me if I would stay late one day and help with a project on the computer and I called to ask permission at home becasue he would have to drive me home. They said NO. That next day I found out the newcomer ran away. I was called into the back office. Libby was there. Art, Cookie, Shelly, and I think someone else. At the time I believe it was Ginger, Evy, Patty, Nona, and Guys. Libby started to scream in my face at the top of her lungs, "what the fuck to you think your doing? We know what you are up to. Tell the f'ing truth. We know what you did. What the F are you trying to pull? Ect., on and on for maybe an hour. I kept telling her I didn't know what she was talking about. I was in total shock and I wanted to die. Couldn't even cry just felt like I was shriveling up inside. I had NO IDEA what she was talking about. She told me that I had a couple of days to get rid of my car, pack my bags, quit my job, and get a plane home. I went back to the condo and nearly cried myself to death in my room alone becasue we used to share rooms but they put me in one by myself till I was gone. I didn't even sleep and just couldn't stop crying for days and NOONE SAID A FUCKING WORD TO ME! I got on the plane quietly, and who even took me to the airport is a total blur I was commatosed at that point. I went back to Ohio and bought a real heap for $50.00 and stayed with my Mom for two days who after attacking my brother came into my room and tried punching me in the face. I put my shit back in a box and lived in my car in a rest area. Broke, no job, no home. I was sleeping in the car nearly a week when a girl in Ohio from the seed let me stay on her couch. I got work and my own apartment and lived happily fringin after...lol What did they think I was doing? Losing my virginity to LeAnn's boss, aiding a seed escape, trying to get LeAnn's job. I have no clue but I wasn't capable of any of those. I was highly loyal and the only seed person I ever disliked was LeAnn why would I want to be in an apartment with her, ride to work and home with her, and then be in the same damn department with her! The guy was old to me then and I was a virgin. Why would I help someone leave the place I had no plan of EVER LEAVING. She had become invisible to me anyway like she wanted. Let's all pretend we don't exist while Terry and LeAnn kiss each other to death and treat us like shit!! Stuck up Biatches they were to us. Art just stood there all cold and glazed glaring at me hatefully. I was devastated and heartbroken..............THANK GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!Maybe they wanted to downsize only to the longest of slaves and tried to make me miserable enough to leave and that didn't work so they just threw me out. That's the non-explanation---explanation I have. I would love to know why they threw me away like garbage without one when I loved them all so much. Amazing.....it still hurts, and you know I gave seven years of my life to the place.