This is the second time I have read this statement and I think I am starting to "relate" to it. OMG...this is soo cool.
Sometimes I have so much pain I want to share, but I can't seem to say anything. All I can do is shake my head. I now think this is b/c in straight is was beat in me to analyze every thought and angle to what I what saying/feeling. This was probably so that someone wouldn't stand up and say I was lying, or come up with their own angle on what I was talking about. I had to think over every angle first. How therapeutic :sad:
Pietra, you have helped me realize why I sometimes just can't talk about what's going on. I get stuck, b/c I'm afraid whatever I say is going to be misconstrued or thrown back in face! And I though it was just b/c I'm fucked-up!
Sorry if I've lost everyone.