First of all, I don't know what the hell a Blog is. It sounds like a huge chunk of that welfare baloney they have on sale at Winn Dixie. Secondly, if it don't come on a pre made CD-rom disc I am screwed.
I am pretty sure that Verizon gave me some bandwith to do crap on, but without instructions I have no idea what I am doing. I usually go online during the 6 to 7:30 pm newshour and can be reached thru Yahoo Messenger. I will do this blog shit once I know how, but I personally dont have the energy to teach myself all this egghead computer stuff. My Yahoo Messenger name is
chongo_spfl@yahoo.com or just plain chongo_spfl so you can send me instructional crap to get started on. Right now I am cleaning out my file boxes and stuff so I will leave the pc on in hopes there is intelligent life out there that can walk me through this Blog stuff.
For those who have enjoyed my writing over the years, you are welcome. I have always treasured being able to come in here and vent, and it is therapeudic for me in alot of ways. If other survivors don't get anything from these boards, you are either trying to hard, or covering up. We all went through the same experience, yet it all depended on the almighty dollar just how your program went. We were all just a bunch of insects trapped in a hive. Some were made Soldiers, while most remained Workers. Some were made Queen while others became Mutant. An unfortunate few were favored by staff and became Killers in order to perpetuate the cycle of abuse. These traits were instilled in us and a brave few have struggled to regain their humanity through Counseling and Therapy and Understanding, while the tortured souls of the rest retain the mindset of the insects we all once were and fly in and out of here like a wasp trapped inside a kindergarten classroom, stinging the fuck out of anything that crosses their path. See, if I knew this Blog crap I could include music and graphics. If it can be done on a pc, let's rock!
I have a 533Mhz with 256Ram hooked up to limited drain DSL service that made it unscathed through 4 major hurricanes. I don't have any problems with service. I am completely in the dark so someone turn the damn light on please!!!