I have often heard the "Donkey Punch" lore of old.
But it went more like punch her in the back of the head and it gets really tight and feels good.
I mean obviously its a joke and wouldnt really happen.
But the inverted colon is a new twist on the ol story.
On a better note I interviewed with a place that doesnt background check..and the lady that does the hiring happens to have a son that is my Mothers student.
I looked into 3 jobs this month but they all involved runs to Canada.
Thers no fucking way Im going to drive X country.
The road is lonely and I hate truck stops and such...not good combo for recovering addict with damn near crippling depression.
I should know by next week if it is going to work out. I try not to get my hopes up as I keep having alot of false starts.But its nothing to get too down about. I have made my life hard, but not impossible... Hell as of September of this year..I havent been arrested in 8 years.
But people are still apprehensive. Contrary to popular belief when you commit a crime and serve out your sentence, you have in fact not paid your debt.
Never mind the fact that Ive been clean for 2 years, served all of my time, got out and still have had not so much as a traffic ticket in 8 years,and I still cannot be looked at fairly by employers.
Yes, I broke the law...
But when does the punishment end? Never?
I was convicted of posessing under 1 gram of heroin..it was enough for me...for one fix.
For that, I lost 4 years of my life in jails and a TDCJ unit.
I would call me and the state of Texas "even" now wouldnt you?
In my opinion non violent first offense felonies should be sealed after a period of time after the conclusion of the sentence.
As things stand I will be a 70 year old man trying to get credit for something and they will still see "Heroin Addict"
No matter what I do with my life, that one september morning in 1996 defines me until the day I die......
EDIT: Im not bitching, Ive fully accepted the fact that this is the way things are.Im just thinking out loud...
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Stealing a page or two from the armed and radical Pagans...[ This Message was edited by: Triumvirate on 2004-05-05 12:39 ]
